I Will Wait For You

Two people fall deeply in love, but for society is wrong because they are two boys. They did really care about society, until they knew how people could react to their relationship. They are part ofthe biggest boy band at the moment so they can't really say 'I'm gay!'
That was their secret, until one of them got to his breaking point. Where he couldn't do it anymore. He couldn't see the love of his life with another person(That's when Eleanor Calder come along), but that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that Louis forgot everything he felt for Harry. From soul mates to strangers in no time. Harry knew that his soul mate still feel something for me, so he decide to wait. He will wait for him for ever and one more day. But what will happen when Harry gives up? Will Louis regret everything that he didn't do with his soul mate? Will they have the change to be together again like at the beginning?

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67. Harry's Letters (Part 3)

Author's POV

The helicopter landed on London a few minutes ago, Harry is been transferred to the hospital. Louis can't go with him anymore because the doctors will do some test on Harry, but he is patiently waiting outside.

''What's the patient's condition?'' The doctor asks as soon as Harry is in the room

''Blood pressure is 80/50 and increasing, respiratory rate is 8/60 and slowing, body temperature is 40.3 and increasing dramatically'' the nurse informs

''Okay Harry, we gonna do some test on you but I promise everything will be okay and soon you will be with your family!'' the doctor says as he checks Harry's heart monitor

''We have a problems!'' One of the nurses says as she check Harry's file

''What is it?'' The doctor asks

''The patient has leukemia which mean if he needs to get a blood trans .... shit! They already did a blood transfusion to Harry'' the nurse informs

''Let me see!'' The doctor says grabbing Harry's file

''The patient is going into a cardiac arrest prepare a vase presser  and the defibrillator''the nurse says as he remove Harry's clothe from his chest.

''Put 1 mg of epinephrine and charge to 100 joules'' the doctor says.

The doctor placed the paddles on Harry's chest ''clear'' everybody steps back, immediately the nurse discharges the shock. Harry's back lifts off the bed but nothing happens. The doctor orders another short of adrenaline ''again''. Nothing happens Harry's heart monitor still doing the beep beep beep beep beep noise. ''Charge it to 200 joules and try again'' the doctor orders. They do it again but nothing happens ''put another 1 mg of epinephrine and charge it to 300 joules and try again'' the nurse does as the doctor says but it doesn't work. ''Come on Harry, come on!'' The doctor says under his breath. ''It doesn't work'' the nurse informs ''charge it 400 joules'' the doctor says starring at Harry. ''That's illegal!'' One of nurse says ''the most important thing here is to save Harry's life, doesn't matter how WE HAVE TO SAVE HIS LIFE!'' The doctor says in a angry tone. ''Clear'' everybody steps back and the nurse discharged the shock, once again Harry's back lifts off the bed. ''Time of death is 4:53'' the nurse writes down on Harry's file. The doctor covers him with a big white sheet, he has to tell Louis but he doesn't know how. Meanwhile outside Louis is worry because he's feeling the same felt when they were at the wedding chapel, he sees the doctor coming out of Harry's room ''Doctor!''

'Louis ... hum....'- the doctor begins

'Is there a problem?'- Louis asks without knowing what else to ask

'Harry .... he couldn't .....'- the doctor looks into Louis' eyes

'No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no'- Louis says covering his ears

'I'm ...'

''Doctor come quickly! It's Harry, he's back!''

'What!? Louis wait for me right here!'- the doctor says before going back into Harry's room.

As soon as he gets inside he sees Harry's heart monitor. He walks to Harry's bed to check him out ''What happened?''

'We don't know, I was about to disconnect him and how nowhere his heart monitor starts showing his heart beats, his blood pressure, everything!'- the nurse says amazed- 'he doesn't want to die'

'This is a miracle! He loves him way too much'- the doctor says under his breath

The doctor knows about Harry and Louis,  that was pretty much everything Harry talked about when he went to do check ups and the chemotherapy. The doctor makes more test on Harry to sure he is okay, he goes outside to talk to Louis.

'How is he?'- Louis asks as soon as he sees the doctor

'Don't worry, he's fine actually he's better than we taught soon enough he will wake up'- he says with a warm smile

'Can I see him?'- Louis asks

'Not today, until tomorrow! Go home and get some rest'

'Can I stay here?'- he asks confuse

'You can but it will be better if you get some rest and come back tomorrow'- he smiles

'But promise me you will call me if anything and I mean anything happens'

'I promise Lou, go home'- the doctor says smiling

'Can I see him before I go, please?'- Louis begs

'Only 5 minutes!'- the doctor says smiling

'Thank you!'- Louis smiles

Louis goes to Harry's room and takes some deep breaths before opening the door.

''Hi baby cakes!'' Louis says as soon as he's inside ''You scared the hell of out me earlier, but you came back'' he says stroking Harry's cheek ''baby cakes I miss you, I miss you so much! You know I already start reading your letters and I'm so sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most .... I just can't believe I didn't notice that you were sick, I'm so sorry! I failed you, I let you down and I feel so bad about it!- he can't stop sobbing- 'Harry you have to fight for your life my love, you have to come back to me and we'll have a beautiful daughter name Aurora, she will have your beautiful eyes and your soft curls and two beautiful big dimples will appear when she smiles just the same way they appear when you smile ....'- he says smiling like an idiot- 'and then we'll have a baby boy name Larry'- he giggles- 'just like us, Larry I think Larry shippers will love that'- he smiles- 'it's just amazing everything they do for us, I mean they stand up against a lot of hate on a daily basis ..... they don't really know bur I appreciate everything they do even when I always denied it'

Louis strokes Harry's arm noticing all the scars that he has on his wrist. He kisses one by one until he covers all of them and he starts all over again without saying anything to Harry. ''1 minute!'' Somebody days from the hallway

'Okay I'll see you later, I'll go home and rest a little bit but I'll be here tomorrow in the morning'- he kisses Harry's cheek- 'don't even think to go anywhere when I'm gone because I'll follow you'- he kisses his lips, once again he wishes Harry could kisses him back- 'I Love you baby cakes!'

Louis steps out the room and goes back to the waiting room. Niall, Eleanor,  Perrie, Zayn, Liam, Danielle, Gemma, Anne and Paul are there waiting for Louis.

'How is he?'- Anne asks as soon as she sees Louis

'He's okay, but he have to get some rest and come back tomorrow because we won't be able to see him until tomorrow!'- he says in a sad tone

'Are you sure he's okay?'- Gemma asks

'Yeah, I was with him the entire fly back home, don't worry'- Louis says

He knows he has to tell them that Harry died but came back again but he doesn't have the heart to tell that to Anne.

'The doctor said that he will wake up pretty soon so don't worry about it'- Louis says with a warm smile

'Let's go home!'- Niall says

'If you don't mind I want to be alone'- Louis says walking to the front door

'Do you want a ride?'- Paul asks

'No, I'm going to take a cab'- Louis says without looking at them- 'but you know what, I need some cash yo pay the cab'

'Here you go!'- Niall says handling Louis some money

'I'll bay back as soon as I get my wallet'- he smiles- 'bye guys and thank you so much for been here, means a lot to me!'

'We always will be here'- Liam says giving him a cheerful smile

'Group Hug!'- Zayn yells

Everybody gets around Louis and hugs him ''thank you guys!'' Louis whispers

'Okay, let's get some rest and we will meet here tomorrow'- Anne says breaking the hug

'Are you sure you don't want a ride?'- Paul asks Louis

'Yeah, I'll be fine!'- he smiles

Louis walks to the front door and gets the first cab to drive him home. As soon as he gets inside of the cab he gets out Harry's letters,  he stares at them for a second before grabbing letter number thirty first .....

Dear Boo,

    When I was younger I was told to be careful in the future if I ever come across a broken person because if you help them you may get cut by their shattered pieces......

    I'm now 19 and in love with someone who is broken to the point where it can't be undo, he wasn't like this but when management forced him to pretend to be someone he's not he just fall apart. But the idea of being in love is to trust that the person who is so broken won't hurt you with their shattered pieces ....

   I promise even if you do hurt me at some point I will love you for ever and remind by your side even if I have to pick up the pieces and put them together.... I Love you Louis William Tomlinson!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''I adore you Harry Edward Styles!'' Louis whispers to himself as he opens the next letter .....

Dear Boo,

   Everyday I wonder why we live in a world so full of hatred .... Each day I wonder why people would rather see me as a womanizer than be with the boy I love ..... Each day I wonder why people rather see you be rude and sassy with fans than be with the boy that you love .... Each day I wonder will the world ever change it's ways? .... Because we can't change, even if we try, even if we want to but hopefully the people and the world that we live in can .... I Love you, Boo!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''It's 2014 for God's sake but they can't understand a love as beautiful as our''  he says looking at the sky,  he looks back at the letter and opens the next one ....

Dear Boo,

   I'm scared that one day you'll wake up  and you won't love me anymore .... I'm scared that one day you'll see that I'm not as lovely as you think I am .... I'm scared because no one has ever made me feel this way before, you make sense of who I am .... I'm just scared to lose you because in this crazy world you are the only person that make sense .... I Love you Boo!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''I'll never lose me even if you want to .... I'll be there for you no matter what'' Louis says as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    I have always been the skeptical one who didn't believe that love had any propose besides destroying others .... But all that changed when I met you ....

   You became my best friend, my other half, my soul mate ....

    How us it that one single person can change your life so much that you seem to forgot about the time when you once were so negative? ....

    It's just kind of happened, and for that I'm forever grateful.... I Love you so much! 
     Yours Forever, Hazza

''You have no idea how much I Love you Harry Styles, you have no idea!'' Louis says as he opens the next letter which seems to be letter number thirty five and it has two letters instead of just one ....

Dear Boo,

    Today I was walking by myself in the park, a girl came to me and smile. I didn't know what she wanted until she talked to me .... she was politely and I had a good time talking to her .... obviously she recognized me but she didn't say anything about it, she just smiled. When she was about to leave she gave me a paper, I smiled and asked her if she wanted a photo or an autograph. You won't believe me but she said that she just wanted to talk to me and hug me until she feels that I was okay. I couldn't control my tears and ended up crying, she told me not to cry because if I cried then the sky was going to cry too ..... she was so nice, when I got home I read her letter and it just broke my heart in a good way, she hit me right in the feels .... open the other letter that's attaches to this and you'll see what I'm talking about ..... don't come back and read this letter until you finish reading her letter ....
  
Louis does as Harry says so, he open the other letter and begins to read ....

    It was easy to see those two boys fall in love from the star, little did they know that falling in love would make things fall apart ....

    It was easy to see how happy those two boys were, their love is blossoming. Love is what you feel in your heart, nothing could ever tear them apart ....

    It was easy to see, so easy to see that fans made it known as 'Larry Stylinson' was the name where ever they would go the boys didn't mind it at all. Its management who cares because their singing carrier would fall ....

    It was easy to see their love was becoming harder to keep. They were force apart from the public eye, they we becoming caged birds waiting to fly ....

    It was easy to see the tattoos were not coincidence, what were they do since they no longer pen or paper? ....

    It was easy to see those two boys wanted to be free, hiding such a beautiful/ powerful/ amazing love make no sense to me ....

Louis can stop crying,  he knew that some fans support them but her words make him feel protected,  they make him feel like they can come out and they'll stand by their side no matter what. He can't believe how could he agreed to hid a love so beautiful like theirs. He wipes the tears before going back to Harry's letter ....

   Did you cry as much as I did? I bet you did because that's one of the most amazing thing in this world that she could have say. I wish I could find her and thank her for everything,  people like her make me feel like we still have hope and somehow this world will stop seeing things in another way .... people like her give me hope that this world that we live in can change it's ways and that one day everybody will be equal .... when that day happens I want to have you by my side and kiss you until I can't breath anymore .... I Love you Lou!

   Yours Forever,  Hazza

'Are you okay mate?'- the cab driver asks him

'Yeah, it's just this stupid allergies'- he excuses himself

Louis puts his attention back to the letter and reads the next one ....

Dear Boo,

    You know I already have another song, I'm just writing what comes from my heart and apparently everything it's about you ....

♪Don't ever say you're lonely
Just lay your problems on me
And I'll be waiting there for you
The stars can be so blinding
When you get tired of fighting
You know the one you can look to
When the vision you have gets blurry
You don't have to worry,I'll be your eyes
It's the least I can do,'Cause when I fell, you pulled me through

So you'll know that I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you
So you'll know thatI’ll carry you, I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you

I know it's been a long night, but now I'm here it's alright
I've don't mind walking in your shoes
We'll take each step together, 'til you come back to center
You know that I know the real you
And when the vision you have gets blurry
You don't have to worry,I'll be your eyes
That's the least I can do,'Cause when I fell, you pulled me through

So you'll know thatI’ll carry you, I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you
So you'll know thatI’ll carry you, I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you

Like you’ve been running for hours and can’t catch your breath
The demons are screaming so loud in your head
You’re tired, you’re broken, you’re cut and you’re bruised
But nothing’s too heavy – just hold on

I’ll carry youI’ll carry you

[Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [4x]

So you'll know thatI’ll carry you, I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you
So you'll know thatI’ll carry you, I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you
So you'll know thatI’ll carry you, I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you
So you'll know thatI’ll carry you, I’ll carry you, I’ll carry you♪

    So yeah, it's finished already! Lately I've been spending a lot of time on writing and making music I think that's the only way I can express myself.... I Love You!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis giggles as he reads the song lyrics again, he knows je has listen to the song somewhere but he doesn't remember where or when. The shakes his head to forget the thought as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    I know I have a voice and can be heard by many but when I try to speak nothing is heard .... it's ironic because having a voice is what got me to be where I am today.

    I guess that's just part of the price I have to pay .... I've been told to stay true to myself, but that's becoming a hard thing to do when I have no control of who I am anymore ....

    But I got something more precious out of this, I got you and as long as we're together everything will be fine.... I Love you Boo Bear!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''Yep, it's pretty ironic to think that we got here because we have a voice but that's how the market is, this is how this industry works'' Louis says in a sad tone as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    There's a lot of things I can't do but the most painful one is that I can't be with you in public. We have to hide our love because of what people may think, we have to hide our love to protect each other but suddenly I came to the conclusion that this is not protection us at all instead is killing us slowly ....

''You CAN'T seat together'' oh, I forgot that's just one more thing to add on to my ever growing list of things I can't.

    Will there ever be something that I can do? Like I said you're the only good thing I can get out of this even if I have to pretend to be just your best friend .... I Love you Boo!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''I'm so sorry I wasn't there with you Harry'' he whispers trying to control his tears as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    Do you know what it's to scream but have no one to heard? .... Do you know what it's like to constantly be trapped with no where to escape? .... Do you know what it's like to have no say in what you'd like to do? ....

    I hope one day my screams will be heard and I'll get my voice back. I hope one day a door will appear so I can escape this cruel side of the world. I hope one day I can live my life that way I want to with you by my side and our kids running around and playing with Zayn's, Liam's and Niall's kids. I just think about that and a big smile is form on my lips, I would give up everything I have to have the life that I want to live .... I Love your!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''Yeah, Aurora and Larry will play with .... huh, I don't really know what name they will name their kids but definitely they will play together and we'll tell them about One Direction and all the fun we had during our years together'' Louis says to himself as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    Jealousy is an ugly trait but I can't help envy those who are given the right that has been taken away from us .... Surely I should be happy for them and I am ....

    It just hurt seeing other with their significant other while I am hold back from being in public with mine .... but that will never change my feels for you. My love is growing so strong that soon I won't be able to hide it anymore .... I Love you pumpkin!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

He giggles at his new nickname,  Harry has never called him '' pumpkin'' before.

''We're here!'' The cab driver says as he parks himself in front of the building ''you know how lives here?'' He asks and waits for Louis' answer ''the One Direction's boys, my daughter loves them!'' He says with a big smile

'Do you have any pen and paper?'- Louis asks

'Sure, here you go'- he says handling him the pen and the paper

'What's your daughter's name?'- Louis says curious

'Nohimi, why!?'- he says looking at Louis

'Nothing, here you got and give this to your daughter and tell her that we love her so much'- Louis says as he gets off the cab

The cab driver smiles and thanks him before leaving. When he gets to the building he smiles at the door man and gets into the elevator. He looks at the button panel and press the button to the 13 floor. As you remember his flat is at 16 floor but he doesn't want to go there, he just want to go to the place where he can feel save. When he gets there he knows he doesn't have the key and curses but he remember that Eleanor knows how to open a door with a hair pin so he gets his phone out and calls her.

''Elllie''

''Lou, are you okay?''

''Yeah, but I need you to do me a favor''

''Of course''

''Come to Harry's flat and open the door for me please?''

''I'll be there in 2 minutes''

''Okay, thanks''

''Welcome''

Like Eleanor said she was at Harry's flat in two minutes,  she smiles at Louis.

'What's up?'- she asks curious

'Don't have the key!'- he says pointing at the door

'And you want me to open it with a hair pin?'- she giggles

'Exactly!'

'Let me see'- she says getting a hair pin out of her hair

She puts the hair pin on the doorknob's hole and twists it a little bit ''almost there'' she says pushing the door ''ta-da'' she says as soon as she opens the door

'I knew you could do it'- Louis says hugging her

'You know me'- she jokes

'Thanks Elllie!'- Louis says breaking the hug

'Well, see you tomorrow'- she smiles

'Niall won't go anywhere!'- he giggles

'See you tomorrow'- she smiles

Louis gets into the flat and as soon as he puts a foot on the floor he hears a noise coming from the floor ''What the hell?'' He thinks as he tries to turn on the lights. When the lights are on he could see that all the decoration that he put for their last night together still there, exactly the same way he left it. The rose's petals are dry and there's not candles left but the container still there, he smiles to himself as he remembers all the good time he had with Harry in their flat. He walks to their bedroom and notices that the little rose path he did still there too. He opens the door as sees that everything is exactly the way he left it, Harry didn't move anything at all. He walks to Harry's side of the bed and smells Harry's scent on the pillow and sheets, a big smile is draw on his lips as he remembers when they used to cuddle after making love. The memories make him bit his lower lip so hard that it bleeds and he just laughs about it. Louis is pretty tired, he decides to take a long shower before going to bed. When steps out of the shower he grabs on of Harry's oversize sweatshirt to sleep in. The sweatshirt's material feels so soft of his skin that he could just go to sleep but he rather stay up and keep reading Harry's letters ....

Dear Boo,

    Do you know how incredible is how much a person (me) can love another person (you) or a 'thing' can love another 'thing'? ....

    The sun loves the moon so much that he dies every single night just to let her breath....

    I would do the same thing for you .... I would die if that's necessary just to make sure that you still breathing .... I Love you so much Louis William Tomlinson!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''Don't you fucking dare to leave alone because I swear God I'll follow you .... I'll follow you!'' He whispers to Harry's picture on the nightstand. He takes a few deep breaths before he begins to read the next letter which seems to be letter number forty two ....

Dear Boo,

    You know today I talked to Marco about coming out and he freaked out. I knew that was going to happen but I don't want to give up a fight ....

    He said he is going to talk to Maggee about it and I know they'll talk to us. I'm just sick and tired of this lies, I mean everything I do I do it for us but sometimes it's just so hard what I keep asking myself if I'm strong enough to keep going and that's when I see a picture of you on my home scream and think ''I'm doing this for you, for us!'' I know what you do is actually harder than what I do because you have to pretend to be in love with somebody else, I couldn't do that I just couldn't....

    You know talking about something that make me happy,  I read a fan fiction about us .... holy crap! Our Larry shippers have an imagination that I'm amazed by all the different ideas they get to write fan fictions. I read one that's call ''Fading'' and its just amazing, I ended crying because its just crazy how we inspired them to write such a beautiful fictions. I've read so many fictions that sometimes I wish that one of those could he our real life because I know that at the end you and me will ended up together .... I felt butterflies on my stomach when I read a fiction called ''butterflies'' it's one of the best fictions I ever read, you know me I'm so cheesy .... I Love you Boo!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''And that's why I Love you to death'' Louis smiles as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    Every night when you're out with her I imagine that you're sleeping right by my side and you're resting your head on my chest as you sing to me so I can go to sleep ....

    I guess I'm stuck crying myself to sleep each night now without the sound of your angelic voice to calm me down ....

    I wish things were just normal!

''Soon enough things will be normal again!'' Louis says looking at the clock and realizing that's pretty late and he should go to sleep but he wants to keep reading later a least for a little bit more ....

Dear Boo,

    Late at night and I'm alone .... Why have you not come home? .... The pain it's too ral and it's all I feel .... You're with her on another day .... Have you not realized that it's getting late? .... Why have you not come home? .... I'll wait for you, I'll wait until my heart stops beating .... I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''Every single night I felt what you felt, every single night I wanted to come back to the flat and cuddle with you all night long ....'' Louis cries as he tries to open the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    Do you remember when we were on Canada and the interviewer asked us if we haven't kiss? My whole life flashed before my eyes because I thought our secret was out and everybody could hurt you but then you say 'no' ....

''But haven't you kissed?''
NO ....
The answer is always no,
No, we haven't kiss
No, we're not in love
No, our tattoos don't match 
No, we're not gay
No, no, no, no
No, no, no, no
No, no, no, no

    One question they haven't asked either one of us is 'Are you laying?' Because for once that answer would be ''YES''

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Without even trying to control the tears Louis just puts the letter away and opens the next one immediately ....

Dear Boo,

    Do not look back at the past because no matter how much we may long for it we can never go back ....

    Do not worry about the future because I'll never leave you so please don't cry I'll always hold your hand and guide you through life....

    We will make it through the present because our love is one of a kind .... I Love you!

   Yours Forever, Hazza 

Louis reads the last paragraph over and over and over again as he smiles because he knows they can make it and they'll make it. He puts the letter back and grabs the next one ....

Dear Boo,

   Today you and I were together again. I can't explain the feelings you made me feel. I felt like I could touch the sky with my hands. You made me feel so good, so special, you gave me hope to keep living. As soon as I felt your skin on my skin I felt like fire was running thought my veins instead of blood. When I felt you inside me  I felt complete. I love feeling you inside me, I love the feeling that you make me feel. You made me feel good, you made me feel save, you made me feel like I can live another day. When ever I look at you I can see that soul mates actually exists, I can see why our Larry shippers says that we are the most beautiful love ever. I love you so fucking much! I think I can't explain with words who much I Love you! Thanks you foe everything, Thank you for make me feel so good. Thank you for been in my life! I adore you! Did I ever told you how much I Love you? I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza


''I Love you more!'' Louis whispers as he opens the next letter ....


Dear Boo,

    3:22 in the morning and my tears roll down onto the cold floor, why is it with every minute that passes by lonely I miss you more? ....  I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''I miss you more, but believe me that soon enough we will together forever and nothing will stop us from showing our love to the world'' Louis promises as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

   They say the people who can't  sleep at night are lonely and the loved ....

   This fits me perfectly because I know without a debut that you are completely in love with me....

   But I'm also lonely because you're forced to be with her right now even though you're in love with me ....

   It's 2 am and the starts are shining so bring and I can't help but wonder what you're doing tonight .......  I Love you!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''I was doing what I always did, I was thinking about you .... I was thinking how nice would be to able to share our love with the entire world ....'' Louis smiles as he opens the next letter ....  

Dear Boo, 

   Actually this letter is not for you, It's for our beautiful Larry shippers but I guess you cant read it because I don't have secrets with you .....

Dear Larry Shippers,

  Thrust me, I know what you all do .... if I was able to speak I would be thanking your daily for supporting a love that's not even yours .....

  I would be thanking you for seeing through our lies and putting up with the hate you receive on a daily basis ....

  I would say that I love each of you so much and I adore you with all my whole heart!

  But unfortunately I van't tell you how appreciative I am ....

  So just know this by fighting for LARRY, you're helping me and Louis closer to freedom each and every day ..... I Love you with my whole heart!

  - Harry

''I promise you I will show this to them and they will be grateful!''- Louis promises as he puts the letters on the nightstand and goes to sleep.

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Vas Happenin'? *Zayn's sexy accent*

Thanks to the gods I have a computer with internet!!!!!! YEY! well I'll be at my aunt's place for the weekend so I'll write every night to update tomorrow and on Sunday! After that i don't really know when I'll be able to update again but I'll try my best to update tomorrow and on Sunday! I love you guys to death!  I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you! Thank you so much for all the views YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!! Please leave your comments on the section below, you know they mean the entire world for me! I'll update TOMORROW so don't forget to come back and check it out! Love you guys from the bottom of my heart, Astrid :)X 

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