I Will Wait For You

Two people fall deeply in love, but for society is wrong because they are two boys. They did really care about society, until they knew how people could react to their relationship. They are part ofthe biggest boy band at the moment so they can't really say 'I'm gay!'
That was their secret, until one of them got to his breaking point. Where he couldn't do it anymore. He couldn't see the love of his life with another person(That's when Eleanor Calder come along), but that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that Louis forgot everything he felt for Harry. From soul mates to strangers in no time. Harry knew that his soul mate still feel something for me, so he decide to wait. He will wait for him for ever and one more day. But what will happen when Harry gives up? Will Louis regret everything that he didn't do with his soul mate? Will they have the change to be together again like at the beginning?

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66. Harry's Letters (Part 2)

Author's POV

Louis smiles at Harry as he opens another envelope which seems to be number eleven ...

Dear Boo,

    Today I heard your voice and my stomach erupted with butterflies, this feeling never gets old but when I turned around to hug you you weren't there. I thought you were playing around but I looked for you everywhere and I didn't find you. You are on a date with Eleanor again and well I'm here at the couch writing this letter to you. You know sometimes I'm scared that you will give up on us. I'm ao afraid, I don't want that to happen. I don't know what would I do without you ..... I Love you so much, you're my everything, you're the biggest bless in my life! I'm so lucky to have you, I Love you ♡

     Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis can't stop sobbing as he reads the last part of the letter over and over and over again ''I failed you, how could I have done that to you!?'' He puts the letter back on the envelope and grabs the next one ....

Dear Boo,

     There are times when I could compare our love to phases of the moon..... One day you are distant and out if sight all because of an early morning fight ..... Another day you are full and bright lit up with a  pride throughout the night ..... Comparing love to a moon isn't quite bad because if you notice the moon follows you wherever you go so love will take the same path down the road ..... I Love You with all my soul!

      Yours Forever, Hazza

''You're so a cup cake!'' Louis says kissing Harry's cheek as he opens the next letter

Dear Boo,

     I want be the one and only you love .... I don't to be forced to watch you go with her ..... I'm starring at the table set for two because lately it's just seating one .... you're never here anymore and it's really starting to scare me .... I'm sorry I shouldn't be saying this but I'm just scared. I Love you forever!

     Yours Forever, Hazza

''Why you didn't say anything?'' Louis says looking at Harry laying on the bed without making any move '' I Love you cup cake!'' He says smiling at Harry. He puts the letter back and grabs the next one ....

Dear Boo,

    Why is it that everything change as we get older? ..... When we were kids we would pass notes around to each other and tried not to get caught .... As we get older we learn how difficult life can truly be ..... And the only notes we ever write are the ones we leave as a final goodbye before we sneak our death .... Did I ever told you how much I Love you? No?  Well I Love you more than my own life, I Love you with ally heart!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''Don't you fucking dare to leave me'' Louis said, lacing his fingers through Harry's fingers as he opens the next letter with his free hand ....

Dear Boo,

     Cheeky grin, adorable smile, he was all around a happy child ..... As a teen his green eyes started to fade and his smile went away ..... He's 19 with a heart full of lies ....little did society know he was wanting to die .... The little boy with cheeky grin and adorable smile was just another beloved boy .... Who was planning to visit heaven for a while, but he couldn't leave his angel on this cruel world all by himself so he decided to change his way to fight with all around him ..... A razor and his skin are now friends ......

''Hazza'' Louis whispers trying to control the tears ''why?'' He asks kissing Harry's fingertips ''I mean we are in this together, why you never said anything?'' Louis says as he traces some scars on Harry's wrist. After a few minutes Louis opens the next letter, he's actually scared to read the letter .....

Dear Boo,

    You will ask why did I ever start cutting myself? Well the first time was an accident, I was so mad not at you but at life. I was so done with everything that was happening around us, so I went to the bathroom and punched the mirror so hard that I broke it. I could feel the little pieces on my hand but I didn't care because finally the outside of me was matching with the inside...... I'm broken and brush on the inside so for the first time in my whole life I felt life everything inside and outside body was matching and I liked it..... It was also a way to show how ashamed I was feeling about myself .... it's like showing my shame on my own body.

     When you noticed a scar on my arm I freaked out. I didn't know what was I going to tell but because I was so ashamed of myself at the moment but I couldn't tell you the truth either so I lied. I told you it was an accident, the first cut was an accident but the hundred that I did on my thighs were not an accident ....

Louis stops reading the letter and at Harry's thighs. He's scared to see all the scars but somehow he wants to know how much Harry hurt himself. He closes his eyes and puts his on Harry's thigh, he takes a deep breath and puts his hand under the sheet and under Harry's hospital clothe without touching his skin. Slowly he puts his hand on Harry's thigh immediately he feels a few scars. He examines Harry's thigh slowly before he opens his eyes and looks at it. He opens his eyes slowly taking some deep breath to control himself. When his vision is clear he can see Harry's thigh full of scars, some are so old that he can barely notice them but other ones look like if they hadn't heal just yet. ''Nurse'' Louis says trying to caught the nurse's attention.

'Yes?'- she says with a warm smile

'Can you tell me when this cuts happened?'- Louis asks hoping that she understands what he was asking

'Excuse me?'- she says confused

'Yeah, I mean is there a way to know how old a scar is?'

'Yeah, of course'- she says looking at Harry's scars- 'they're pretty old, maybe this happened 5 or 6 months ago'

'Oh, thank you'- Louis says

He puts his attention back on Harry's thigh, he remembers that on his birthday Harry didn't let him to take his pants off with the excuse that it was Louis' birthday not his .... but still Harry took his pants off that night. How the hell he didn't notice it? Louis asks himself over and over and over again. He puts his attention back to Harry's letters, opening another one ....

Dear Boo,

   Distance means nothing when the person mean so much to you and occupies all your heart ..... The ocean doesn't forget to kiss the shore, the moon doesn't forget to shine next to the stars.... And I won't ever forget to never let a day go by without remembering you of how your presence in my life means to me .... Distance means nothing when love conquers all ..... I Love you with all my heart!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''It means nothing'' Louis whispers to Harry's ear as he opens the next letter

Dear Boo,

     Hold my hand throughout the day and please promise me that everything will be okay ..... I'm scared to find out what will become of us in the future .... So much has changed in this past 2 years ..... I'm sacred to see what the next 2 years will bring so when day  turns into night please continue to hold my hand and I'll try to be okay .... I Love you! 
    Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis holds Harry's hands and smiles at him ''I promise you everything will be okay, I promise you I'll be here with you forever!'' He says kissing Harry's hand. Louis goes back to the letters .....

Dear Boo,

     If only the world could open their eyes and close their ears ..... why is everyone so blinded by the things they can hear? .... Why is so hard to believe that best friends could fall in love?  ..... After all I fall so deeply in love with you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''This world is not ready for a love like our .... I mean this type of love is new and unknown for them so they decide to hide under their shells but soon enough they will see how beautiful our love is'' Louis whispers to Harry's ear. He looks at the time and realizes they still have 2 more hours so he opens the next envelope ....

Dear Boo,

    Never have I fallen for someone as lovely as you .... Never have I fallen for someone as fast as I fell for you ..... I fell for your outgoing personality and stunning smile ..... Since I fell so hard won't you please stay here with me for a while? I Love you with everything I have!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''I'll stay here for ever .... I'm not planning to leave you anytime soon'' Louis says stroking Harry's cheek, he smiles at Harry before he goes back to the letters ....

Dear Boo,

   I fall in love with you knowing who you are, knowing that our love wasn't going to be easy, knowing that I was going to miss you. I knew it was going to be hard to see you go and wait for you to come back but for love everything is possible and I'll be waiting for you every time it's need it because in life as in love nobody said it was going to be easy but for you I will wait forever and one more day :) I Love you!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''I fucking adore you!'' Louis says in between sobs as he reaches for Harry's lips. Louis' and Harry's lips are together now and Louis begins to move them wishing that Harry was doing the same thing. ''I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you'' Louis keeps repeating until he needs to pause to take a deep breath. He smiles and puts his attention back to Harry's letter.....

Dear Boo,

    I'm not sure what the future holds for the both of us .... I'm not sure how much longer I can take hidding our love from everyone to see ..... But I do know as long as you are by my side I can try that much harder to make this all work .... I Love you from the bottom of my heart!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''You and Me, Harry! You and me, cupcake!'' Louis smiles as he opens the next letter .....

Dear Boo,

    I'm excited! I'm writing my second song, well I have a bunch of ideas that if I put them together I could have like 20 songs already :)

    The first song I wrote was quite special because it was about you. ''Don't Let Me Go'' that was everything I could thought of when I saw you and Eleanor on dates and paparazzi taking pictures of 'the cutest couple ever'.

    Well this one is mainly about me, its about everything that I've been through .....

♪ When you're looking at me tell me what do you see 

Bet you're thinking my life is so cool and complete 

Just another stranger that is passing you by 

You probably think that you figured me out every time 

(Pre Chorus) 

They don't know... Where I came from They don't know.... And how I stayed strong

(Chorus) 

What you know about me and all the shit I went through just to get myself here 

What you know about me and all the nights I stayed up trying to fight back the tears 

What you know about me 'cause what you see is just an image you perceive but you know don't know about me ('ey)

What you know about, what you know about, what you know about me babe... ♪

   Well that's what I got so far! What do you think about it? I mean it's okay if you don't like because every song can't be a hit ..... I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''It's perfect! it's just amazing and it's the way that you feel'' Louis as he puts the letter back on the envelope and as soon as possible opens the next one

Dear Boo,

    Everyday I used to tell myself that no one would love me .... No one would love a boy as messed up as me .... No one would love a boy who is constantly in misery .... No one would love a boy who likes to spend his nights alone .... No one would love a boy who is too depressed to pick up the phone .... I don't know what it was that you saw in me and once you saw my scars you even promised that you'll take care of me for now and for ever and if l ever get scary thoughts that you'll hold me to help make it better .... You tell me each day that I'm beautiful and worth so much you also kiss my scars and I couldn't help but blush .... Everyday now I tell myself no one could ever make me feel the way that you do and I Love you so much for that!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''I won't leave you, no matter of you ask me to,  no matter of you turn  your back on me. You never turn your back on family even thought they did'' Louis whispers to Harry as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

     Every time I see you I get this butterflies in my stomach,  silly butterflies shouldn't you go away? .... It's been 3 years,  I'm starting to question if you are here to stay? .... Every time I see your eyes all I do is feel the little butterflies .... Silly butterflies shouldn't you go away? .... It's been 3 years but I suppose like my love for you the butterflies are here to stay .... I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''You know what .... I always feel those butterflies too. I feel like they just fly everywhere in my stomach when you smile at me or when you look at me'' Louis says stroking Harry's curls or a least what's left of them. Harry lost most of his hair when the doctor did an operation on his head when he just got to the hospital ''You look so beautiful,  you are so beautiful!'' Louis says biting his lower lip ''I Love you'' he whispers to Harry's ear. He puts his attention back to Harry's letters .....

Dear Boo,

    Today I finished the song! I wrote the second verse and the interlude ....

♪Everybody's got a story we just don't know about them and everyone thinks that the world revolves around them

We're all strangers passing each other by moving through things that we can't get out inside 

(Pre Chorus) 

They don't know... Where I came from They don't know.... And how I stayed strong

(Chorus) 

What you know about me and all the shit I went through just to get myself here 

What you know about me and all the nights I stayed up trying to fight back the tears 

What you know about me 'cause what you see is just an image you perceive but you know don't know about me ('ey)

What you know about, what you know about, what you know about me babe...

Don't tell me who to be words don't me shit to me I'ma get it through to you yeah when I'm there don't be calling me Ain't nobody gonna break us down 'cause we're just getting started started So if you came to party let me hear you say♪

I'm so proud of this song because it shows who I really am .... I hope one day I can release it and show the world who I really feel..... I Love you!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''You'll see one day we will be free and you'll release all those beautiful songs and people gonna love them amd I'll be there to support you every step of the way'' Louis says as he opens the next envelope .....

Dear Boo,

    Remember when you always used to say ''Some people genuinely think'' whenever they asked us about Larry Stylinson. 

    Maybe one day we'll be able to tell the world that the people how genuinely thought were that ones who were right,  I Love you with all my soul!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''One day! One day we'll be able to say that our love is truth and I Love you more than anything in this world'' Louis smiles and opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    You know one of my favorite things about us is our size difference ....

   I love being able to pick you up and swing your around while your feet dangle inches from the ground ....

   I love seeing you sleep in my oversized t-shirts that completely swallow your whole body ....

   I love holding onto you while we cuddle because while you're in my arms nothing could ever harm you ....

   I love seeing you stand on your tiptoes to try and kiss me on my lips .... but I think my all time favorite reason for the size difference is you're not over that fact that you're older than me but I protect you ... I Love you so much, I Love you more than words can explain!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''I love that about us too, evem though I felt so small on your hands I love it'' Louis says holding Harry's hand ''You know I'll always will be grateful for having you on my life, I know through this, you and me Haz! You and me!'' He says as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

   It doesn't matter where we are because when my eyes are set upon your angelic face I will always lose my train of thoughts and will stare while you walk down the stage singing with your angelic grace. I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

   Yours Forever, Hazza

''It's not just you .... whenever I looked at your green eyes or at your mop of curls that always make you look so beautiful! I will always lose my train of thoughts'' he says starring at Harry's lips ''I want to kiss you right now, I want you to kiss me back .... I want to kiss you the way we used to kiss when everything was simple and easy'' Louis says wiping the tears, he really wishes that Harry could kiss him back. He tries to smile ad he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

   It's a beautiful moment when you realize you've encountered someone who wouldn't mind being with for the rest of your life ....

   It's a beautiful moment when you realize this person is exactly your other half that you have spent forever trying to find ....

   It's a beautiful moment when love stories and songs finally make sense because all long they have been written about you ....

   Falling in love is a beautiful moment, especially because o fall in love with you! I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''I Love you much more'' Louis whispers to Harry's ear

''Mrs. Tomlinson we'll be landing on a few minutes please get back to your seat and put your seatbelt on'' a nurse says to Louis. ''I'm going to seat over there for a few minutes but I'll be back at your side as soon as we land, okay?'' Louis whispers to Harry ''I Love you'' Louis says before seating on his seat knowing  that soon Harry will be on the hospital and he'll get well soon.

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♪I came in like a wrecking ballI never hit so hard in loveAll I wanted was to break your wallsAll you ever did was wreck meYeah, you, you wreck me♪ Wrecking Ball by Miley Cyrus I can't expalin how obsessive I'm with this song :/ 
Vas Happenin'? *Zayn's sexy accent* I can believe my fiction has 1606 views! Holy shit thank you so much, I know for some of you it's not too much but for me it is because I'm new at this :P so thank you so much!!!!! The song I'm using is original by District3 so credits to them for that! the song is call "What You KNow About Me", it's a beautiful song! Once again I'm using so of @larrypoet work so credits to her for that,  follow her on Instagram you won't regret it! Im sorry I didn't update yesterday but I was a little busy :/ please leave your comments on the section below you know they mean the entire world for me! As usual new chaptet is coming out on THURSDAY don't forget to come back and check it out! Love you from the bottom of my heart,  Astrid :)x

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