Never Ending night

"Im tired Harry!! Cant you see that!!". He let more tears escape his eyes "so what does this mean?". I cursed my self for what was happening "I..I cant do this". I was a secret a dark evil little secret never talked about during the day I was in his was world of never ending night.


8. This means the most

I just stared at it completely stunned. Silent tears continued to run down my eyes. It was the most beautiful ring I had ever seen. I was shocked, I couldnt believe he got me a ring. Of course I knew I would get one eventually. I just didnt think he would pick one out on his own, and yet it to be so perfect. He looked at me unsurely. He had doubt written all over his face. I want to jump into his arms and kiss every inch of him tell him how perfect it is but I literally couldnt move. "Do you like it?", he said looking at me. I kinda wanted to chuckle at how cute and nervous he was being. "Oh Harry!", I gasped my hand covering my mouth as more happy tears ran down. I looked into his eyes clearly seeing him for once. Like really seeing him, how could I have been so blind here he was loving me like no one else and I resisted him so much. I was so engulfed in zayn I wouldnt let myself love Harry. Ive known all along Harry had the power to destroy me. He still does for that matter, and im still very afraid to love him completely. Everything about Harry scares me and even still in this precious moment, I know I still didnt love Harry fully, not with my whole heart, not with every fiber in my body. Yet I was more in love with him then I let my self to believe. One thing though all ways hung to my that clinging doubt, that sickening feeling, of not being able to see zayn still hung in the air. It was like a curse, a sin I never wanted to commit, but the more I told myself maybe Zayn hadnt been worth it the more I fought with my head saying I could never really be sure until I have him once more. But in this very moment for the first time since I first met Harry my mind, body, heart and soul said screw Zayn, Harry was all that my mind could process. I still was lost in those emerald eyes. "Jess, baby..your. scaring me". A smile slowly started to creep its way through my lips. "Jess please say something, its been 5 minutes, and your still crying", Harry pleaded, he was now kneeling eye level to me. "Harry?", I said taking his face in my hands "I im in love with you". His face contorted into an expresionless state, his breathe quicked becoming heavier "You`ve never said that to me before". I smiled my teeth fully on display "Because I have never felt that way until now". He waisted no time crashing his lips onto mine, his kiss was passionate, even more so than my last kiss with Stefan, I never thought anyone could make me feel that again. I melted into Harry arms, fisting his shirt with my hands. We both pulled away gasping for air, he brought his forhead to mine "I have waited all my life to feel this way about someone". I smiled pecking him again and pulling away looking back down at the ring. He wiped my tears and brought my left hand to his lips. "I should have done this properly, to start with but it still wouldnt be more perfect than this moment", he slid the ring onto my finger meeting my eyes again "what do you think, its custom?". "Harry, its beyond perfect, I love it.", "I hope so, I actually started designing this the day after you agreed to Marry me", I smiled, kissing him again "It could not be more perfect". He grinned taking me into his arms. He sat us down on the sofa pulling me into his lap. I rested me head on his shoulder, while gripping his arms tighter than necessary, but at this very moment I didnt want Harry to go anywhere, I actually didnt feel close enough to him. "so I guess this makes us really serious?", I joked grinning. He chuckled "I guess so Ms.Styles, just as long as you where it all the time". "I promise", I said kissing his adams apple in the middle of his neck. I sat up looking at his exceptional features, wow I was really lucky to have such a beautiful husband "Its friday Harry, and I made you a promise if you still want it?". He kissed my forehead "sweetheart, I love you and I still want to do that more than anything but after, seeing you reaction when I gave you that ring and hearing you say what ive waited to here you say since I met you, I want nothing more than to hold you in my arms, and never let go". I kissed the tip of his nose "baby, thats exactly what I want". I snuggled back into his arms "Harry sing to me". I felt his chest rumble as he began soothing me with his perfect voice.                                                                         I'm gonna pick up the pieces,
And build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings,
There's one thing on my mind
It's all for you
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm gonna paint you by numbers
And colour you in
If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall
And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before
Now I'll surrender up my heart
And swap it for yours

Silent tears feel from my eys, but not tears of sadness but of happiness. I felt Harry stand with me still in his arms and carry us up the stairs. I felt the bed indent as he layed us down pulling me on to his chest "I love you Jess.


The link for the ring is below, I couldnt decide which one I liked more. So its up to your imagination. I envisioned Harry designing her an elegant but rare and differnt ring something timeless but original!



I will update again in the morning


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