Never Ending night

"Im tired Harry!! Cant you see that!!". He let more tears escape his eyes "so what does this mean?". I cursed my self for what was happening "I..I cant do this". I was a secret a dark evil little secret never talked about during the day I was in his was world of never ending night.


14. Dont give up

Its been four days, since I left Harry. I called El and told her where I was staying and specifically not to tell Louis or Harry where I was. I did send Lou a text saying I was fine, and that I couldnt see Harry yet. I called Harry at 3 in the morning the night it happened hoping he wouldnt answer but to my dismay he did, I replayed the brief conversation in my head. "Jess, baby im so-", "Harry before you say anything listen, im ok im safe, I just need some time before I see or speak to you again.", "Can you at least tell me where you are", I hung up ending it. I was staying in a hotel near the city part of london. I went to work Like usual, and even stayed extra helping knox, but sometimes, I found myself wondering again back to Zayn, the same question wondering in my head, why didnt I go to zayn that night. I had the many excuses as to why, what if he still didnt know perrie lied, what if after everything he still loves me and I take him back, what if he did want anything to do with me, and what would Harry think?. Here I sat in my hotel completely bored an alone. I had on some yoga shorts and a sports bra with a big nike check over it. I looked around the room hoping something would keep me busy but I honestly was defeated. There where topshop bags all over my floor, with clothes I bought taking my mind off of everything. I sighed walking out onto my terrace that had a beautiful view overlooking the town. I put on grey pullover not zipping it up just to nock some of the chill of my arms. I was depressed and it was showing. I didnt like this feeling of loneliness, of not having anyone there. I really need some friends that dont have anything to do with Harry, I couldnt even turn to my family, it would only make me angry and sad. I looked down at my body, the only good that came from this whole mess was that I threw myself into training, my abs were coming in showing v-lines ive never had before and my legs were becoming really toned, but its still showed that i was depressed my hair was in a sloppy bun, and I hadnt worn makeup for days.. I went back inside shutting the terrace doors, and flipping on a few lights, There was a knock at my room door. I furrowed my brows, who could that possibly be the only one who knew I was here was El. I opened the door like an idiot without look. The face that I saw instantly brought me fear, happiness, sadness, and shock. "What are you doing here?", I asked concealing my body behind the door.


Sorry this wasnt a major chappie update, Ive just got a bit of writers block, I always get like this in one of the slower points in the movellas, but yea comment what you think. Who is at the door?? Could it be?? Here is a hint its the last or maybe the first person she wants to see.. It could be El, Jaynie, Her mum Laci, Harry, Zayn, Louis, or even a person who will soon play a major part in this movella *hint*hint*

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