Scarlett was ready to end it all, until the new boy showed up.


4. Chapter 4

     ~Lunch time~  

"So do you have a nickname?" I asked.   

"Well, my little sister calls me juju" he chucked.   

"Juju? That's cute" I smiled.   

"Yeah, she couldn't pronounce Justin." He told.   

"Well she sounds adorable" I laughed.   

"You should met her sometime." He said.

" I mean if you want to, I'm not forcing you. If you don't want to its fine" he blabbered.  

 "Yeah I would love to" I replied, smiling at his foolishness.   

"Cool. That's cool. So um do you have any siblings?" He asked, scratching the back of his neck, making him look adorable.   

"No. I'm an only child" I replied, causing him to frown.   

"Doesn't it get boring and lonely not having a sibling?" He asked.   

"To be honest, it does. It's only my dad and me and my dads not exactly the definition of "fun" " I replied.   

"Oh. What happened to your mom, if you don't mind me asking" he spoke.   

"Um she died a while ago" I responded. Just mentioning her brought tears to my eyes.   

"Oh Im so sorry" he whispered. He then he did something I didn't expect. He hugged me.   "Everything's gonna be alright" he assured, rubbing circles on my back. I hid my face in the crook of his neck.  

"I just miss her so much" I mumbled.  

"Hey it's okay" he whispered into my ear.  

"I just want to give up so much" I whispered back.  

"Don't think like that Scar, everything gets better with time. You may miss her now but in a while it'll be okay" he explained.  

"It's not just that Justin, it's everything else too. My mom was the only one who listened and helped me through everything" I told.  

"What do you mean?" He asked, wiping away my tears.  

"You don't see it do you Justin" I cried.  

"What do you mean?" He replied.  

"Everyone hates me. I have no friends, my moms died, and my dads an alcoholic" I chocked.  

"How can anyone hate you?" He asked.  

"I don't know, but I'm starting to hate me too" I whispered.  

"Don't. Don't think like that." He plead.  

"How can I not. It's been like this my whole life. I've always been the one everyone picked on and I'm sick of it. I'm tired of never feeling good enough. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of looking at girls and wanting to be them. I'm just tired of being tired"I cried.  

"Come here" he whispered, wrapping his arms around my waist. "Everything will be okay in the end"  

"What if I can't wait that long?" I asked, my face hidden in his chest.  

"Well, you have me now, so your not alone anymore" he answered.  

"How do I know you won't leave me?" I questioned.  

"Well we never know what happens in life do we? But if we dwell on the future, we can't focus on the present" he muttered, causing my heart to leap. For once in my life, I actually felt like someone cared.    


  (Sorry this chapter sucks. Anyway if you guys can follow my instagram it would mean a lot, its @ Believe_in_JB.) 5-10 comments for next chapter?  

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