Your the smoke to my high

Katy moved to England when her dad left her mum for another women. Her mum is a workaholic and is hardly ever home. When Katy moves she has to attend a new school and make new friends. She bonds quickly with a group but what happens when the bad boy of the group takes a liking to her?


43. you us grieving

Today was one of those days, the ones were you sit down and feel sorry for yourself for everything that has ever happened to you. Those days were you think that everything bad happens to you, when are other people going to get their share of bad luck? Those days were you think everyone should sit and cry for you, because of what you've been through.

Today was one of those day, the days I couldn't stop thinking about the baby I should be having any day now, the days I wanted to rest my hands on my little bump and comfort it, one of those days I knew I couldn't do any of that because...

My baby was dead

And there was no brining it back

No I didn't know it, I didn't know what it was going to be, I didn't know it's name, because I never got the chance to name it, I never got the chance to hold my baby, I'm gonna think of it of Hope, that's what I'm calling my little baby, boy or girl, its always gonna be known as Hope, because it's giving me hope.

I couldn't stop the tears that flooded from my eyes, there was no stopping them. Liam was asleep beside me, I was just awake and the baby was my first thought.

I suddenly felt hands go up my face and wipe away my tears, bringing a light smile to my face.

"Baby what's wrong?" Liam asked, in his seriously sexy morning voice

"I cant stop thinking of the baby" I sobbed

"it's going to be ok, we can try again in a few years" he told me kissing just under both my eyes getting rid of every tear that fell.

"I know" I sighed

I suddenly felt the need to kiss Liam, so I did, I turned around and grabbed his face in my hands, smashing my lips to his, the kiss became heated, tongues fighting with each other, and lip biting, we made out for around ten minutes before we broke away.

"I've missed this" Liam spoke, kissing my lips lightly

"Missed what?" I asked

"You, us, being close with you, kissing you, holding you, you wanting me, you wanting to be with me and near me, every since you lost the baby, we haven't been the same, you haven't wanted me, or let me help you as much, you pushed me away and wouldn't let me in, but your back now, I'm not trying to sound rude or insensitive but I was grieving too, I needed you and you wouldn't let me in, I wanted the baby more than anything, I wanted a little me running around calling me daddy, we were always there for each other and then we lost it, I felt like I lost two people, the baby and you, I understand you needed to grieve in your own way I just wish it had have been differently and I wish you had of let me help you, I wish you helped me, but its fine now, your ok, your yourself again" Liam spoke, surprising me, I didn't know he felt this way but I glad he told me.

"I missed you too, I need you, I always have I always will, I always have and always will want you as well, Liam promise you wont ever leave me?" I asked

he kissed me passionately and then broke away

"I promise" he said wrapping his pinky around mine, making me smile

*Authors note*
Im sorry it took so long for a proper chapter I hope this was good, can everyone please remember to comment and the chapters will come quicker I don't like writing if no one comments

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