Without You

Niall Horan and Zayn Malik are two Cancer patients who happen to meet during Chemo. They fall in love with each other. Zayn being his sweet self gives Niall everything he has ever dreamed of. Niall is keeping secrets though... Will the secrets come out? Will Zayn be mad?


6. Secrets

-Louis POV-

(Flash back)

I was sitting on the couch with my Girlfriend Hailey, yes, I have a girlfriend even though I have had a boyfriend don't judge me. We were wrapped up in a big blanket, snuggling and  watching the Titanic, I leaned down and kissed my cute blonde girlfriend on the mouth when my doorbell rang. I sighed and untangled the blankets from us and walked to the door, I felt her eyes on my back as I walked to the door. I opened the door slowly and saw Maura, Niall's mom. She was standing there with a very worried and scared expression on here face.

"Have you talked to Niall? He hasn't called me in about a week, and the doctors called last night. They told me he had brain cancer." She says starting to cry. I pull her into a hug, Niall and I may not get along very well, but I can't hate his mother. She is to sweet.


(Current time)

"What are you doing here?" A small Irish voice says, we all turn and see Niall standing in the hallway looking very pale and confused. His skin looked as if it was starting to yellow. Is that supposed to happen to people? I really don't think so.

"I need to talk to you." I say walking closer to Niall. He steps back and glances over to Zayn with a sad look.

"No. Zayn why are they here with you?" Niall asks sounding scared.

"I honestly have no idea, I was trying to ask them but they kept ignoring the question." Zayn's smooth voice chimes in. I sigh and decide just to forget it. What's the point in even telling him? It wouldn't change what is happening.

"Never mind. were leaving" I say grabbing Harrys sleeve and yanking him to the door. Only to be stopped by Niall.

"Wait! How do you know Harry?" Niall asks looking even more confused. I laugh and remember how I never told him about my cousin Harry.

"He's my cousin. the one I wouldn't let you meet because he was gay. I didn't want you being stolen from me" I say and Harry stomps on my foot hard, causing me to scream and jump up and down in pain.

"OWWW WHAT THE FUCK HARRY!?" I scream realizing people are looking at us I smile weakly and hobble over to a chair.

-Zayn's POV-

"Wait you're gay?" I blurt out looking at Harry. He turns and looks at me and shields his face as if I was going to hit him. I walk over to him and pull his hands down from his face. He looks up at me a nods weakly still looking scared. I smile and pull him into a hug. I feel him tense then relax in my arms. I pull away and stare into his eyes.

"Y-you don't hate me?" He sniffles I feel my mouth turning up into a smile.

"Why on earth would I hate you? I'm gay too." I say chuckling slightly.

"Cause I lied to you" He says his voice cracking towards the end.

"I'm not mad, but you probably should tell your girlfriend you want the D and not the V" I joke pulling him into a hug again


We get back to the hotel soon and Niall has invited Louis over. I don't like this plan. They went into the kitchen and Harry and I are in the living room. I can hear them murmuring about something, I hear my name and tense up.

"Zayn?" Harry says looking over at me with a worried expression.

"Why didn't you tell me you were related to that THING?" I shout a tad to loudly because Niall and Louis poke their heads in to check on us then go back to whispering.

"I didn't know you even knew him!" He protests back I groan and sit down angrily on the couch and pouted. I feel an arm wrap around me and turn to find my face smothered in curls.

"Haz, let go. We're leaving." Louis voice booms from behind us. I turn to see him standing there with his arms crossed over his chest staring down at us. Harry lets go and scoots over and gets up slowly.

"Why are you leaving so suddenly?" Niall's small voice comes towards us, He looks like he was crying, his eyes were bloodshot and had wet marks running down his cheeks. I jump up and hurry to him wrapping my arms around his waist.

"What did he do to you?" I demand feeling Niall snuggle into my shoulder. he starts shaking and I soon feel my shirt becoming damp with his tears. I pull him back and look into his eyes, he sniffles and opens his mouth trying to speak. But stops when the door slams shut.

-Niall's POV-

The hotel door slams and we turn to see both Louis and Harry have left. Why did they leave so soon? I turn back and look at Zayn who looks just as confused.

"Babe, you need to tell me what's going on. You're crying and I'm worried." He says softly pulling me closer. I want to tell him, I really do. But how do you tell someone you have brain cancer? especially your boyfriend?

"He just came here and told me things I really don't care to talk about anymore" I snap at Zayn, suddenly feeling bad I lied. I hear him sigh and he lets me go. I walk out of the hotel room and walk down to the street. I have no idea what I'm doing, but I need to clear my head. I walk down the street and find a small coffee shop named 'La Bean'. I walk inside and am hit by the strong aroma of coffee beans, they are playing some weird French song lightly. I walk into the short line and try to read the sign, which to my misfortune is in ALL French. I am starting t wish I had paid more attention during French class now. I walked up to the cashier and she asked me

"Comment puis-je vous aider?" The short brunette cashier asks politely. I just stand there with a blank expression on my face, I have no idea what to say.

"Il aura une latte support" A deep voice says behind me. I spin around to find out who just cut me. The woman wrote it down on a cup and punched something into her register. Then large numbers popped up.  Behind me was Liam.

"What are you-?" I started but he pulled out his wallet and paid for the coffee. Then walked back to his seat. I followed him not really caring about the coffee anymore.

"monsieur, votre café!" She yelled showing me a coffee in her hands, I hurried back and grabbed it and smiled then hurried back over to Liam's table. He sat there scrolling through his phone, he noticed I was standing over him and looked up.

"Hi Niall, long time no see" He said politely. I give him a blank stare and he waves his hand in front of my face.

"Huh? Oh sorry, When did you learn French?" I ask and sit down across from Liam. I hear him chuckle but keep my eyes on my hot cup of coffee.

"My family and I used to come here every summer, I started picking up the language." he says casually, he sips on his tea and goes back to looking at his phone.

"Oh, I probably should have paid better attention during French in high school" I joke, he smiles and sets down his phone again.

"So what brings you here? Where's Zayn?" He asks his eyebrow raising slightly. I sigh and he reaches out to grab my hand.

"Is everything alright?" He says sounding concerned. I shake my head 'no' and he squeezes my hand.

"Want to talk about it?" he sooths rubbing his thumb in circles on my hand. I shake my head 'yes' and start crying. He gets up and pulls me out of the chair and walks me out of the coffee shop. We walk for a few minutes until we come to a small park. He finds us a bench and we sit down.

"Okay, Lets talk about it now" He says wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

"I don't know where to start..." I finally speak. I see a light smile on Liam's face

"How about you start from the beginning, tell me how you met Zayn and work your way to the issue." He suggest. I sit there stunned.

"How did you know it had to do with Zayn?" I whisper, I'm surprised he even heard it, he laughed and squeezed me tighter.

"I just had a feeling" He says lightly. I end up telling him everything, how I met Zayn at the hospital, how on our first date Louis shows up and is a dick to all of us. And I tell him how Zayn surprised me with the tickets for Paris and how we saw the view of Paris from the top of the Eiffel Tower. I skipped the part about what we did after we saw the view.. Then I told him about my appointment for Chemo with Zayn.

"The doctor told me my tumor has metastasized into my brain. I knew that I was getting worse, but I was hopping I'd have a little longer than a few month." I say as tears start coming down my face again.

"Did you tell Zayn?" he asks even though I'm pretty sure he knew the answer to that question. I shook my head and shoved my head in my hands.

"What did Louis tell you when you talked to him? Liam asks pulling my hands away from my face, forcing me to look up at him.

"He said he still loves me."

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