Without You

Niall Horan and Zayn Malik are two Cancer patients who happen to meet during Chemo. They fall in love with each other. Zayn being his sweet self gives Niall everything he has ever dreamed of. Niall is keeping secrets though... Will the secrets come out? Will Zayn be mad?


17. Lilo

-Niall’s POV-


I sat there in shock. How could I take in what they just told me? I am supposed to be transferred out of this stupid hospital. I know that there is always a risk doing anything in the hospital, so there has to be some sort of risk. I lay there staring off into space, Zayn I s still standing in the back of the room frozen like a statue. I finally sigh, the noise startles him and he jumps at least three feet into the air. I bite my bottom lip but feel pain rush through my throat. Everything hurts so badly, it hurts more if I move though. I tried to stay as still as possible when I first woke up, but I needed answers now.


“Zayn. What’s going on?” I ask in a hoarse voice. I guess having a tube shoved down your throat will do that to you. I swallowed trying to get rid of the hoarseness.


“Um, well we need to transfer you so that you will make it babe.” Zayn says suddenly finding his shoes to be the most interesting thing in the world. I sat there and thought about what he said. So the doctors think I will die if I just stay here. But I know there is some risk if I do go, there is always a risk with everything they do at a hospital.


“When are we leaving?”


“As soon as Dr. Higgins comes back” Zayn says looking back up at me. He slowly walks over to me looking hesitant to touch me. I reach out with my good arm and wrap my fingers around his wrist. He smiles and sits on the corner of my bed.


“I love you” I say Zayn blushes and moves closer to me.


“I love you too” He leans down and kisses my forehead. Oh god I must smell bad, my hair feels all greasy and gross from not being washed in a couple of days. I blush and cross my fingers he didn’t smell me.


“What’s with that face?” He says a slight smirk tugging on the corner of his mouth. It made me want to kiss him so bad.


“Nothing, can I have a kiss babe?” I say a blush creeping up my face turning me the shade of a tomato. He chuckles and leans down and hovers over my mouth.


“You smell great babe” He says, he has to be lying or be being sarcastic? I smell like crap! Oh well I’ll take it. He crashes his lips onto mine and they move in rhythm with each other. It wasn’t a heated kiss, it was a soft but passionate one. I think he was trying to show me he missed me and didn’t want to lose me in this kiss. I kissed him back trying to deepen the kiss, but then the door opened and in walked the doctor. Zayn sat up and smiled down at me. I had to be even redder after being caught kissing by my doctor.


“The plane is ready when you are Niall.” Dr. Higgins says checking over his folder one last time. I nod and he smiles.


“Okay, I’ll send in a nurse now.” He walks out of the room mumbling something to himself. It has to be hard being a doctor. He probably has so much stress on him at the moment. I would never be able to stand the stress.


“Mr. Malik they need you in the front of the hospital.” A small nurse with a tight blonde bun pulled to the back of her head said as she walked into the room. Zayn squeezed my hand and smiled then walked out of the room. I watched as he left, I wished he didn’t have to go.


“Hello Mr. Horan, I am going to help take you to the plane. You need to tell me if anything hurts okay?” The nurse said in a thick French accent.


“Alright” I hoarsely replied. She started unhooking cords and tubes. I didn’t feel any more pain that usual so I kept quiet. I think she liked that I didn’t speak of any pain, it probably made her job a lot easier.


“You’re all unhooked, we are going to move the bed with you in it. It will be a short trip through the hospital.” She informs me, I nod and wince at the pain. She shouts something in French and three male nurses come into the room. They each take a side of my bed and roll it through the hospital. I watch as other nurses and doctors run around the busy hospital. I guess I can say I’m very used to hospitals. I don’t think that’s a good thing to be able to say, but since I have cancer I suppose I’m eligible to say it. We got to a large double door and they pushed me through it. We came out onto a large open place. There was a helicopter about 20 feet away from me. I can’t really tell you where we are because I have no idea. Then I see Zayn, he is standing by the helicopter waiting for me. A smile tugs on my mouth the second I see him. I was hoping they would allow him to come with us on this trip. They load me into the helicopter, the whole time I watched as Zayn stood back out of the way. He seemed worried about me, he shouldn’t worry. If it’s my time to go, then it’s my time to go. After I am all hooked up into the helicopter the nurse’s step back and Dr. Higgins walks over to Zayn. They are talking for a few minute then Zayn nods and walks over to me.


“Hey Ni” He says holding my hand tightly. He squeezes it then jumps into the helicopter. He sits down as close as he can to me. He puts on a headset and buckles his seat. He keeps our hands interlocked the whole time. I watch as a nurse puts something into my IV bag. I give him a questioning look, but he walks away. The helicopter turns on and I feel my eye lids drooping. Zayn begins getting fuzzy, then everything is dark.


-Louis POV-


“You have a lot of explaining to do Styles!” I shout into the phone. I am sitting in my hotel watching as a very beat up Liam sleeps on the bed. After Niall got to the hospital I got a call from an unknown number. It turned out to be a man at a shop not too far from Paris. He called me to tell me he found Liam and that Liam told him to call me. I had rushed over to him as fast as I could without getting pulled over by the police. When I got there Liam looked horrible, he was bleeding a lot and had bruises all over him. I thanked the man and took Liam back to the hotel with me. I helped him get clean and found that he didn’t have any major wounds that needed a doctor so I told him to rest for a while. Now I am currently on the phone with Harry trying to find out what the fuck is wrong with him!


“I have no idea what you are talking about Louis” Harry says. I know he is trying to play stupid with me, but it’s not going to work. I know he is the one who hurt Niall, I know he was the one who hurt Liam as well. He may not have planned on hurting Liam, but he did.


“Don’t play stupid with me Styles. You know exactly what I’m talking about! I hope you know that Niall and Zayn are in the hospital! I hope you are happy! You have ruined not only Niall’s life, but Zayn’s as well. You also hurt others in your acts, you brought my BEST FRIEND into it! He was half dead when u found him. I hope you’re happy!” I shout into the phone. I watch as Liam starts to stir in his sleep. I cross my fingers he doesn’t wake up to me yelling at Harry. The line cuts out and Harry is gone. Of course he hangs up on me! I groan and throw my phone onto the ground. I slowly lay on the bed next to Liam and listen to his breathing. He turns around in his sleep so he is facing me, I never noticed how cute he was when he slept. Wait what? I don’t think my best friend is cute. No that’s wrong. But when he sleeps his eyes flutter slightly and he has this cute little smile on his lips, he is really cute when he sleeps. Shit no! Bad Louis, nope Liam is only a friend and that’s it!


“What are you thinking about Lou?” Liam’s deep voice says softly. I jump at the sudden noise and turn to see Liam is watching me with hesitant eyes.


“Nothing, don’t worry. Go back to sleep Li you need sleep.” I say pulling the covers up over Liam so it covers him more. He rolls his eyes and reaches out for me, his arms wrap around my waist and pulls me forward. My heart starts to flutter at the sudden contact.  Wait, why is my heart doing that? I don’t like Liam! Fuck who am I kidding I love Liam, I have since we were kids. He is always there for me no matter what. Even when I was dating Niall he would always run to me when Niall and I got into fights. I felt my hands wrap around Liam and we were hugging on the bed. I could feel his breath on my face, I buried my face in his broad chest and sniffed in the familiar scent of Liam. He had his own unique scent, it’s hard to describe. I looked up when I felt Liam chuckle, he was looking down at me smiling. I couldn’t control myself, I reached up and crushed my lips onto his. It was the best kiss I’ve ever had. People say when you kiss ‘the one’ you will feel sparks and fireworks. Yup those were sparks and fireworks. I felt a buzz roll through me as I kissed Liam. It was perfect. I finally pulled away out of breath and opened my eyes to see two very shocked brown eyes staring back at me. Shit. I really fucked this up.


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