I Don't Have To Change {1D}

Is it okay to change who you are for the one you love?
This is what Andy do. She is changing herself, with the help of her best friend Danielle.
But what happens, when the one you wanted back, gets back, but you end up Falling for someone else?

This is a story about Angela True, who goes to college in London, together with her always busy friends – Danielle Peazer. She ends up changing her life, when her boyfriend Enquel breaks up with her. But was it for her better of for the worse?


1. Chapter 1

I had played this scene inside my head a thousand times, but because he said that it never would happen, I believed him.

He was pacing back and forth, in a little empty area at the school. His hands was in his pockets on his jeans, a gesture I had found out while I was together with him, that he did whenever he was nervous. He hadn’t told me anything yet, but I knew it already.  I had known it from the first day he laid his eyes on my. But was it wrong to think otherwise? To really hope it was true? Maybe … Right now I believed it.

“You know, this isn’t as easy as I’m going to say it,” He starts out, actually a pretty bad beginning, and he even whisper it out, like someone is watching, and he don’t want them to know what he just said.
“I want us to break up… It was a fun summer flirt, and nothing more,” he ends, his voice this time is louder, but not loud enough to make it a yell, but loud like he wants someone to hear him out.

Before I know it I say, what I had promised me what I would never say to him: “I was nothing more than a summer flirt?” Even my voice is like a little whisper of a weak girl. I hate it.
I stare at him, trying to make out his facial expression, and he actually look a little hurt by the words, but it’s quickly hidden beneath a poker face. I’ve had seen that one before, and it is always when he is with his friends. And that’s where I realize that it them he is making a point to. They are here. I look a little around without making it obvious. I can’t see where they are, they are to good hidden.

“Nothing more,” he finally says, he fake a smile there says; “take that,” and it make me mad – Like really mad!
I do something totally out of character, and hit him with all I got, and I’m actually pretty satisfied when it leave a big red mark. I’m almost on my way to laugh, when I visualize a picture of him going through school, with the mark on his face. I should really begin to listen to Dani more often. Then this would never have happened, but then again, she was pretty happy when I told her I lost my virginity.

“You aren’t so bad as people says you are Enquel,” I say to him, and for a second he looks like he is going to smile, “you are pretty much the worst scum I have meet,” I say. I had only just said the sentence done, when his friends comes out of their hiding place. They comes over to Enquel.
“That looks like it hurts,” says one of them, there have his hands on his chin.
Enquel slaps his hand away, “It doesn’t,” he says and sends a smirk my way.

Well, his not the only one, who have somebody with him … Dani would not back away when I told her, Enquel wanted to talk to me. So now she is here, and I can here walk with fast steps towards us. This is really going to get ugly.
“Hey you BITCHES!” Dani yells at the boys, and has her best angry expression on. Or maybe she hasn’t put it on, ‘cause she looks really angry. I actually thinks this is the first time, I have seen her this angry, for the last 2 years.
“What The? Where did she come from?!” I hear one say. I actually don’t care who said it, I just wanted out of here. I had been humiliated enough.

“Dani lets go, these guys are idiots,” I say, and feel tears coming forth. Not really the time and place for this, I think. I take a hold on Dani’s arm, but she don’t move.
“Dani,” I try call her, but she stare at Enquel.
“You know what? She actually liked you for you,” she said with pressure on the last you, “not for you.”
For some it may sound a little … How do you put it? Confusing? But I got what she meant, and so did Enquel. I could see it in his eyes.

Dani finally walks away, with her arm in mine. As we turn a corner, I let the tears fall. It feels wonderful, to let go. That I don’t need to make a face so that I don’t.
Dani removes my glasses, so that she can gain access to my eyes, so she could wipe my tears away. 
“You know what, there is the best way to get over one love, dear?” She whisper to me, with her thumps still trying to wipe away me tears.
I shake my head. Love has never really said me anything, as long as I had my books, other things never mattered for me.

“To find a new love,” She smiles. I don’t know if I want to find a new love, I don’t even know if I want to find love … I should just had stayed with my books. Plus I never really got any attention from guys.
“Dani. I should just have stayed with my books. Plus you know guys never look at me,” I said through a sob.
“That’s because you hide yourself behind these glasses, braids and these old cloths!” she schools me.
I pout: “I thought you liked my cloths,” I say.
“I DO LIKE your cloth. Just throw away those ugly jeans, and put some new on, and throw out half of you cloth and replace it with new and modern cloth,” she says.

I know she is right, my cloth is really old fashion. But I kind of like it. I really like the modern cloth to, but with only a student loan, I don’t have that kind of money.
“I Wish I could, but I can’t afford it – and you know it!”
“I have an idea. Do you have time now, or do you have classes?” she asks. Her eyes bright.
“I have two English Literature classes now.”
“Screw them,” She says and picks her phone out of her pocket.

“Ah, Babe!” I hear her say after two seconds.
“I need a favor of you – think you can work it out?” She ask, and look at me with a big smile. Her voice is sweet, and I know she is talking with her boyfriend. Never met him before, which is a little strange when we have been close friends since two years ago. Then again, I was never interested in who she dated. That is also one of the reasons we are friends.

“Thanks Babe! Love you,” She says, and hangs up.
“Okay. Know we wait a little, and then we are making you to a swan!” She laughs.
I don’t know if I should feel excited or nervous - With Dani it’s never what you think.

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