Don't Let Me Go

"Don't go." I listened to him. I stayed. We did what you think we would.. we did it. I, Harry Styles, ignored management and did what I have always wanted to do to the one I love. Louis Tomilson and I had sex. And I just have to say.. It was great. But then we tell the others. Someone was hiding something. It might just change everything because of this one secret.


8. Dying

Louis' P.O.V:

 "What the fuck is this shit?" So Harry decides to break up with me and turn to Niall? I know I shouldn't be hurt and I should be mad at him, but damnit that hurt.

 "I-I.. I'm sorry Louis.." I watch as Niall stammers apologizing for something he didn't do. I stand there, the tears I held in when Harry broke up with me, now flowing freely down my cheeks, staining them. I look at Harry and ask the one question I've wanted to ask. "Why?" I quickly turn around not wanting to hear the answer yet. I storm up to my room, slamming the door closed behind me. I slowly walk to my bed, my silent tears now turning into sobs, and sit down, putting my head into my hands. I sit there crying, letting out all the pain, but I also felt something else. Was that.. jealousy?


Harry's P.O.V:

 I ignore the fact that Louis just walked in on me giving Niall a blowjob not even five minutes after breaking up with him and continue. I crawl over, pushing Niall back down on the bed. I bend down, slowly taking him back into my mouth. I hear him groan above me as I swirl my tongue around his tip. "H-Harry.." I listen as he moans my name and cup his balls, squeezing. I take him completely in my mouth, sucking and hollowing my cheeks. "Oh, fuck, H-Harry!" I feel his hard organ pulsing. I squeeze his balls one more time, before putting his entire length in my mouth, feeling his tip on the back of my throat, and swallow, causing him to release. "F-Fuck, Harry!" I slowly swirl my tongue around his tip and suck slightly through-out his orgasm. After he comes off his high, I give him a quick kiss. "Niall, I'd love to stay and cuddle with you but I'll be right back." I watch as he smiles and say's a bright, okay. I slowly get dressed and walk out of the room, not wanting to talk to Louis, but I need to.


Louis' P.O.V:

 I sigh, slowly laying onto my back, taking my arm and wiping the snot and tears off my face. Why the hell am I crying? And what was that feeling I had? Was that jealousy? It couldn't be. Who am I jealous of? I could be jealous of Niall, he did just get a blowjob from Harry. But I don't feel like I'm jealous of Niall.. Could I be jealous of, Harry? Nu-uh, nope, I can't be jealous if him. But I wonder what it would feel like if I got to fuck Niall senseless. I feel myself harden at the thought, and choose to ignore it. I can't have feelings for Niall, he apparently likes Harry. I sit up again, putting my head in my hands, again. I let silent tears, that wanted to come out for no reason, slide down my cheeks. I hear the doors open but choose to ignore it. Whoever it is closes the door and sits next to me, causing the mattress to sink down. "Boo Bear.." I hear a raspy voice say. I feel a sudden pulse of anger go through my body. I clench my teeth, "What?" "I-I.. I'm so-" "Enough of the goddamn bullshit Harry! You fucking break up with me then go give Niall a blowjob! I see, and you continue, then you come to fucking apologize?! I'm sick and tired of this shit!" I yell, my body pulsing with anger as I blow air through my nose trying to calm down a bit. "And you can't call me Boo Bear anymore, only people who love me can call me that." I slowly quiet down," Now get out." I say in almost a whisper. "Look Boo- Louis, I re-" Hearing him almost call me Boo Bear sends yet another rush of anger through me, "I said get the fuck out!" He lifts his hand to touch my shoulder, but right before he gets close enough to touch me, I push him away. He looks and me with his bright breath-taking green eyes full of hurt, sadness, and regret. I feel the anger inside my body slowly subsiding as my mind is put back into control. I look over to where Harry used to be seeing the place empty. I watch as the indention of where he was sitting slowly disappear from the memory foam on my bed. That's whats going to happen to me, I'm slowly going to disappear. I then hear the door open and look up. I watch as Harry looks at me, then turns and walks out of the room, leaving me alone in my own self pity. "It's all going to work out. It'll all be okay," I listen to my conscious, "You'll be fine." "No," I mumble to myself, "I won't be fine." I let silent tears roll down my face. "I'm dying, slowly, painfully dying."



 Hey guys! Sorry about the late updates and this short chapter. I've been rather busy getting ready for school. As ya'll know from the previous chapter, There is a new co-author! Her name is Night-Lion (aka, Moonlight) she is an amazing writer, and ya'll should read one her movellas, also one of my favorite books, '17'. Hope you liked the two updates and we'll try to update more! Xxx

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