Only Time Will Tell

Liam Payne: The words you think of when you hear this name? Perfection? Incredably attractive? Talented?

I think of the perfect boy from Wolverhampton. The one who was always polite and doing things for others. The real Liam Payne not some made up person you want him to be.

We had been best friends for years. I pushed him to try out for x factor because I knew he was that good. Even though he promised he would never forget me he did.

Its been three years later and I am now living in London trying to move on with my life. To get over the fact that my first love left me all for the fame and fortune.

Fate seems to have different plans than I do when I keep running into him everywhere I go. It seems like fate is playing a cruel trick on me. The thing is he has no idea that I am the girl he left behind three years ago. Will I get revenge on him or maybe let myself fall a second time?


3. Will he come back?

I was sitting at home dreading tonight. So I decided to go to my dad's and just look around. I love the house. Its like from the 1880's and its so pretty.
I head straight for his office and as I was snooping I find a letter adressed to me from Liam from two years ago in my dad's office. On the front it says to my dearest Josie. Love always Liam. That's weird I never got this. I open it and see the lovliest letter ever from Liam.
My dearest Jocelyn:
It is strange to think,I have not seen you in a month.
I have seen the new moon,but not you.
I have seen sunsets and sunrises,but nothing of your beautiful face.
The pieces of my broken heart can pass through the eye of a needle.
I miss you like the sun misses the flower. Like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter.
Instead of beauty to direct its light to,the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has sent me to.
I next perform in Paris. I'll find it empty and cold if you're not there.
Hope guides me. It gets me through the day and especially the night. The hope that after you leave my sight it will not be the last time I look upon you.
With all the love that I possess...I remain yours...
The knight of your heart.
I literally just sit there and cry. Why was I never given this? Why was this hidden from me? As all these thoughts run through my head I hear the door open and look up to see my father the man I thought who would never keep anything from me standing there shocked as he can obviously tell what I have just read.
"Hello father." I say coldly to him wiping the tears away.
"Josie darling I can explain." He begins to say but I cut him off by saying, "You can explain to me why I never got this letter from the only man that I have ever loved? The one who I crave? How dare you?!" I screech at him. Okay so maybe I was being a little melodramtic but still he lied to me for three fucking year so excuse me.
"I didn't want him to hurt you! Thats what he was going to do! He was going to string you along and then leave you for someone else! So I did what I thought was best. Until you become a parent you have no right to judge me." He says screaming in my face.
"No! You don't understand. What you did hurt me more than him hurting me. I hurt so much thinking he just forgot about me. I don't think you understand that." I say taking the letter and walking out the door.
I decide to call Liam and have him meet me somewhere. Here is how hour conversation.
Liam: Hello?Me: Hey Liam its Jos- I mean Sophia. Uhm listen is there anyway you can meet me somewhere. I really need to tell you something. Something important.
Liam: Uhm sure. Do you know where _______________ that is?
Me: Yeah I am not that far from there actually.Liam: Good see you soon.
I wait anxiously for him to come. How in the world am I supposed to tell him who I am without him getting mad. Here is one thing you guys don't know about Liam. He actually has a temper. Not a violent one of course. Liam couldn't hurt a fly. But he does yell a lot and you don't wanna see that side of him.
I turn around too see my name being called by Liam. Oh god the things that boy makes me feel should be illegal. 
"Hey Liam. I think I have something that you need to read." I say thrusting the pages of the letter into his hands. I just wanna get this over with and not need to worry about it anymore like I have been.I watch Liam's face as he reads it. Turning from surprise to something I couldn't understand. Hurt? Shock? Anger?
"Where did you get this?" He asks me in a tight voice."In my fathers study. I think I should tell you something. I really am Josie Albright. I lived in Wolverhampton when I was younger. I just moved here last year." I say or rather stated.
"Thats impossible. Josie had blonde hair not brown. And she died in a car crash three years ago when I first came to London." He says looking at me with anger in his eyes."I swear Liam! I am Josie! I can prove it!" I cry out. "Remember when you promised me that you would never forget about me? And how we would always be together no matter what?! You told me we would grow up and get a house together! You made a pinky promise!" I say hysterically.
"Oh my god! Josie?! But why did you let me believe you were dead these past three years? Why not try and contact me?! My life has been hell without you!" He says or more like yells at me.
"And please tell me how the hell I was supposed to contact you?! Your in a fucking famous band now Liam. Its just not that easy to call you. And how the hell was I supposed to know that you didn't really forgot about me? And your life was hell?! It was hell. Oh yes it must have been hell traveling and performing. Winning all those awards. Getting number one hits every time you turn around. Having MILLIONS of girls love you. NOT TO mention having a girlfriend whom you adore and love. So don't you dare stand there and tell me how much your life has been hell when it clearly hasn't. I am not some niave girl anymore Liam. When you left I was okay with it. Because I was sure you would call and text me. But you didn't. I was left broken. You were and are the only man I love. I am so sorry my dad lied to you. But that isn't my fault." I say in almost one breathe.
He stands there looking shocked. And then finally says, "I can't do this right now. I need some time to think. Don't worry about coming over. I will make up an excuse as to why you couldn't. Although Brooke and Lily will give me hell. I just can't be around you at the moment. I am so sorry. I will call you when I have thought about everything." He says with a sad look in his eyes.
And thats how the love of my life left me a second time. But this time I am not completely sure he will ever come back.

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