The New Me (Niall Horan)

Niall meets a girl he really likes on the streets.......... read it k


4. Chapter 4

After Niall was done with his little episode of fangirling, he gave me a serious look and then leaned in and started making out with me again. After a couple seconds, I pulled away from his lips and from his whole grip. "What's the matter, babe?" he asked me. "I don't know. I just find it weird. I mean, we just met like an hour ago, and we're making out. I've never been in a serious relationship before, so I have no idea if it's even beginning to look like a serious relationship. I'm not sure what's going on." I explained to him, even confusing myself a little bit. "So, what are you trying to say?" he asked me, giving me a concerned look. "I just feel like you don't know enough about me to know if you want to date me yet. I mean, don't get me wrong, you are the cutest thing ever and have the best personality so far; from what I've seen from you, anyway. You seem perfect. It's just, I feel like we could still have a lot of differences and.." I think I was trying to say I wasn't quiet ready to date him. I'm not sure.. It just didn't feel right. I mean, so far, I love the guy, it's just that I feel like he was just using be since he barely knew anything about me at all. I'm not sure... 

Niall looked down at the floor and kind of pouted. But after a couple seconds he looked back up at me. "I guess I know what you mean. So, we should get to know each other more. How long do you think this would take?" he asked me sadly. "I'm not sure. Not too long, but it won't happen that quickly either. I promise you, if we don't have too many differences.. Yeah." I said. I'm not sure what I was saying. What the shit am I doing? I'm embarrassing myself. This guy was the cutest thing ever and I just broke up with him because we didn't know a lot about each other. What the shit am I doing, what the shit, just don't say anything else to him or you will become the most embarrassed person ever I swear to god- "So, wanna get started?" I asked him. I fucking told you not to say anything you dumb mother fucker! "Uhh.. Yeah." he said. 

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