Loved You First (15+) (One Direction Not Famous)

(this is my first movella so i'm very sorry if its absolutely rubbish)


14. Should I or Shouldn't I?

Jordan’s P.O.V:

After Connor kissed me he asked if I would go back to his, I called my mum and told her I was staying round Lauren’s because I knew she would let me if she thought I was there. Once we arrived at Connors it was around 10:00pm so we went up to his room. As we got in there Connor shut his door and looked at me before coming closer and kissing me, I smiled through the kiss and we made our was to Connor’s bed, still kissing. We stayed like this for a while before Connor started to undress me, I went with it for a while and undressed him until we were both in our undies but then I couldn’t help but think of Louis, I don’t know why but I did, and then I started to have second thoughts. ‘Connor…I’ve never done this before, I don’t think I’m ready.’ I said shakily, Connor stopped and rolled off me onto his bed. ‘It’s fine I understand it’s a bit rushed anyway, it should wait babe.’ He smiled at me and just held me in his arms as we both fell asleep in each other’s arms.

The next morning came around quickly and I woke to the sun peering through Connor’s curtains, I rolled over to see him still sleeping I didn’t want to wake him so I wriggled out of his grip put my dress back on, quickly brushed my hair through with my fingers and put it in a messy bun. I looked around for something to write a note on but there was nothing so I decided to leave a message on Connors phone for when he woke up, I quickly typed;


Sorry I had to leave so early and didn’t say goodbye, you looked so peaceful sleeping and I just couldn’t wake you. Text me when your awake, again I’m sorry I had to leave so early, thank you so much for last night.

-Jordan xxx

P.S. you are such a cutie when you’re asleep x

I put my shoes and cardigan on and grabbed my bag and left Connors house and headed home, once I was home I went for a shower. After my shower I wrapped myself in a towel and walked into my bedroom to get dressed, I checked my phone to see a message from Lauren saying ‘Call me.’ So I did.

‘Jordan finally I sent you that message 10minutes ago, what were you doing?’

‘Sorry I just got home I was in the shower.’

‘What do you mean just got home? What did you two do last night?’

‘Nothing, we just made out a little nothing more. But uh, I really need to talk to you. It’s really important.’

‘Ok, I’ll be round in a mo babe, let me just text Niall and let him know that I’ll be round a bit later.’

‘Oh no, don’t worry I’ll talk to you tomorrow at school don’t let me ruin your day with Niall.’

‘No, no it’s fine really, he won’t mind, any way I can tell you about last night.’

‘Ok. I’ll see you in a bit, bye.’

‘Bye hun.’

I hung up and got off my bed and got dressed into my pj’s ( as I wasn’t really planning on going anywhere for the rest of the day. I went downstairs and sat on the sofa and not long after Lauren came in, and it looked like she was ready for bed too (, but it didn’t really matter for Lauren, she wasn’t bothered about what she looked like as long as she was comfy. I noticed that she was wearing Niall’s jumper and she was still wearing the necklace he gave her which I thought was cute.

Lauren’s P.O.V:

When I got to Jordan’s I walked straight in as always and noticed that she was in her pj’s and she smiled at that fact that I was in mine and she knew I didn’t care. ‘Hey you.’ I said as I sat next to her on the sofa, ‘so what’s up? What happened last night?’ I asked being nosey as always. I could tell that she was upset about whatever it was but she’s my best friend and she’s always got me to talk to. ‘Well…’ she started, ‘me and Connor started making out and we got to the point where we were both in our undies…’ she paused for a second then she started again, ‘I knew I wasn’t ready to go further and I said so and he understood, but that wasn’t the only reason I stopped him.’ She stopped and I could see the tears build up in her eyes. ‘What else stopped you Jord? I know you’re not ready for that, but I knew it wasn’t just that when you said.’ I pulled her in for a hug and waited for her response. ‘when I was laying there I thought of Louis, and I know the whole point of last night was to stop me and it did for a while but then we laid there and all I could do is think of him.’ By now she was crying and all I could do was comfort her and tell her everything was ok.

‘Hey it’s Halloween tomorrow and Niall’s having a party, why don’t you come? Louis’ gonna be there, it can give you time to talk about things, Niall said Louis’ pretty upset, he’s just split up with Eleanor, because like everyone predicted she cheated on him.’ She looked up at me, her eyes still full of tears and she quietly whispered ‘ok’.

A few hours passed and she asked me about what happened with me and Niall when we got home and I explained to her that nothing had happened, even though we had planned to go further, and soon after I had to leave to go to Niall’s and help him to go shopping for tomorrow night. ‘if you need anything just call ok, you know Niall will understand.’ Jordan just nodded, I gave her one last hug and left to help Niall.

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