Near To You


For the 'Inspired by a Song' Competition. Out of the seven songs, I chose 'Near To You' by A Fine Frenzy. A short story. Alison Sudol is a drug addict. Well, not your usual addict. Her drug is purely lust. Not love. Though she thinks it is. She will eventually find the cure to her addiction. Or will she?

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1. Something Beautiful

 

15th June 2012

04.53pm.

 He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. God, who am I kidding? Not myself for 

sure. I married Rhyder three years ago,  when his aunt passed. He had loved her dearly and i just so happened to be at her funeral. That was my lucky day. Oops. I hope Rhyders aunt 'up there' didn't see that. I love Rhyder. Mum doesn't think so. She can apparently tell. I don't believe her. But nearly everyone else does.  Everyone keeps telling me that he isn't worth it and he doesn't love me. I relentlessly argue that he does and is worth it. Because he is. I know deep down, deep, deep down that he doesn't have feelings for me.  But I argue against them. Would you seriously give up an affectionate, good looking, caring husband just because he doesn't love you? Don't answer that. Rhyder will be home in about seven minutes, oh look at me. I count the minutes until my husband gets home? And Im only twenty three! I need to get a life. Seriously. When do you think the last time I was with one of my girlfriends was? Two months, seventeen days, four hours and fifty three minutes. And nine seconds.  sure. I married Rhyder three years ago,  when his aunt passed. He had loved her dearly and i just so happened to be at her funeral. That was my lucky day. Oops. I hope Rhyders aunt 'up there' didn't see that. I love Rhyder. Mum doesn't think so. She can apparently tell. I don't believe her. But nearly everyone else does.  Everyone keeps telling me that he isn't worth it and he doesn't love me. I relentlessly argue that he does and is worth it. Because he is. I know deep down, deep, deep down that he doesn't have feelings for me.  But I argue against them. Would you seriously give up an affectionate, good looking, caring husband just because he doesn't love you? Don't answer that. Rhyder will be home in about seven minutes, oh look at me. I count the minutes until my husband gets home? And Im only twenty three! I need to get a life. Seriously. When do you think the last time I was with one of my girlfriends was? Two months, seventeen days, four hours and fifty three minutes. And nine seconds.  

 

19th November 2013

He doesn't love me. He told me. And I saw it myself. How? you ask? I walked in on him 

while he was snogging his ex girlfriend. Who just happens to be my cousin. He filed the divorce papers about fourteen hours later.  I refused to sign them at first. He shouted and swung at me then saw that this violent act wasn't working. So he tried crying and making me pity him. This almost worked but i pulled myself out just in time. The next attempt worked. He walked out. With three suitcases and a bin bag full of his belongings. He left the lawyers card on the table. I heard a car revving away. I peeped out of the window and saw the red lights of my Audi TT, yes, my car flash as it sped around the corner. The back stabbing, cheating little..... kay, I probably shouldn't say that. Im furious. I cant express my anger through writing. I feel like I could trample all over Rhyder with a bulldozer. I didn't mean that. Of course i wouldn't bulldozer him! I love him for the big mans sake. 

 

 

 

 

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