Before I Die

After losing both of her parents and walking straight into a life of bullying, Allison one day collapses on the sidewalk in the cold winter snow.
When she wakes up at the hospital, she wakes up to a smiling face. But what she didn't know was that the unknown boy was the famous Justin Bieber.
She'd promised herself to never trust anyone but Samantha (her best friend) but will Justin change everything? And what happens when she finds out the truth and gets dragged straight into the spotlight?


5. Soul

Allison's POV

He was so protecting. Even though he was just sitting there I felt so safe. Like nothing or no one could ever hurt me again. But then everything came back, every word, every action. All my fault. It's my fight so I have to deal with it myself.

Justin didn't say a word. He didn't even make a move. He was just sitting there. I couldn't stop the water from flooding down my cheeks. Why did I have to get this life? Maybe nobody else deserved it but me so I had to deal with it.

Justin finally made a move.

"Wait here; I'll be right back hunny." He gave me a sneaky smile while running upstairs. I was left on the chair thinking about everything I did wrong. So many mistakes, such a little head. I passed out long enough to fall off the chair and soon I was lying on the floor again. Lying on my back. I decided to close my eyes. Not fall asleep, just close my eyes and try to think clearly.

Suddenly I heard some quick steps.

"Oh my gods, Allison are you okay?" His voice was full of concern.

I could feel a body next to mine and a hand touching my hand. "If you can hear me, please squeeze my hand." I squeezed it and smiled a little. His sigh of relief was louder than a usual one and it made me smile a little.

"Justin, I'm just relaxing a little." My voice cracked up a bit. So I decided to open my eyes and the first thing after that I was drowning in another pair.

"You scared me to death." Justin smiled a little before he handed me a little bear. It was so cute, even though one eye was replaced with seems sewed like an X and one arm was a bit loose.  "But I need you to know that just because you're in pain, broken or damaged it doesn't mean that you're worthless or have no purpose. It just proves how strong you really are."

I couldn't believe what he just said. Was that all about me? It couldn't be. I'm a broken human – no one liked me. He gave me the teddy bear. "You can name it if you want." Again he smiled his wonderful smile while I thought for a minute or so.

"Soul." I decided to name it Soul because even if your heart is broken, you'll always have your soul left.

"That's a beautiful name." He looked at the little bear – It was so loving but also so sad.

"Beautiful just like your name – Just like you." He looked into my eyes again as they started to fill up with tears. How did he come up with all these wonderful things? I'm ugly – not beautiful. "Don't cry, that's not what I wanted you to do." Justin smiled at me while leaning towards my face again. He kissed my forehead before looking in my eyes again.

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