Before I Die

After losing both of her parents and walking straight into a life of bullying, Allison one day collapses on the sidewalk in the cold winter snow.
When she wakes up at the hospital, she wakes up to a smiling face. But what she didn't know was that the unknown boy was the famous Justin Bieber.
She'd promised herself to never trust anyone but Samantha (her best friend) but will Justin change everything? And what happens when she finds out the truth and gets dragged straight into the spotlight?


24. "I'll Change"

Allison’s POV

I woke up early the next morning and immediately started to think about last night. Justin got me thinking – it wasn’t worth it. It wasn’t worth hurting him just to match a stupid decision in the past. I can’t believe I could be that selfish.

My feet lead me downstairs and I was prepared to find Justin there, eating breakfast. But there was nobody in the kitchen. I looked around the whole house, but it was empty. What’s going on? I decided to give it one more shot before calling him. That’s when I saw him, in the pool.

“Justin…?” I walked towards him. He didn’t expect me so his turn was sudden.

“Allison. Good morning.” He forced a smile on his face and looked down.

“I’m sorry…” My eyes started to get teary, but I was determinant to tell him something without crying. “It wasn’t worth to drag you through that. I didn’t really…. I didn’t… I didn’t think it through before I did it and at that point… Honestly I still thought that you didn’t really like me. But… I was just being selfish and…” Justin wouldn’t let me finish.

“Selfish? YOU being selfish?! No. Just stop it right there. When are you going to realize that you mean the world to me? That you actually changed my life and helped me understand many things I couldn’t get before. Why on earth can’t you just understand that YOU are beautiful, that you are worth so much more than this whole universe? But what hurts me the most is that you still doubt my love towards you. I don’t know what the hell I have to do, to prove that you are my love. I’ve tried, I really have, but it’s obviously not good enough. You are the furthest thing from selfish or self-centered. You’re my shawty and I’ll always be here for you. Just tell me what I have to do to prove to you that you’re holding my heart in your hands right now and you’re about to drop it so it breaks. I love you Allison, I really do. Why can’t you see it? I thought it was written all over my face. I thought you could see it in my eyes.” Justin finished, looked deeply in my eyes for just a couple of seconds before walking away. You could see how hurt he was.

It started to feel that what I and Justin have is just drama, tears, pain and some kisses. If we are going to make this work, I have to put effort in it too. I can’t just sit here; complain about my past when he’s trying to change my future. This is it. I’m going to change – change into a happier person, no matter what it takes. I’m going to be the human being Justin wants the one he can be happy with. Share happy experiences now that we have shared our bad ones. I love him, and I’ve never loved anyone this much in my whole 18 year old life. Hell yeah I’m gonna change. I ran upstairs, found Justin looking out the window. We were soon leaving New York.

“Justin..?” I tried to imitate my tired, broken voice to get his attention.

“What is it babe?” Damn it, his voice sounded teary. Has he been crying?

I walked towards the window where he was sitting and sat down next to him.

“I forgot to do something.” My eyes looked at his beautiful profile. How can he be so perfect? Justin’s eyes met mine; the only difference was that he had huge question marks in his.

I decided to just go for it. Our lips met in the most passionate kiss so far and I swear I could see fireworks all over the room.



So, SO sorry for the late update, but here you go. I'll promise I'll do a much better job at updating from now on.

Just so you know, my school starts again next monday (dammit) but I'll be active.


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