Even One direction's biggest fan, Skylar, have issues with her life. She gets bullied, her mom are alcoholic, her dad is in jail, she cuts herself every night, she's so close to suicide. And she promised herself that after the 1D concert, she was going to kill herself. Before the concert she meets Niall Horan, she tries to take pictures with him but her phone won't work. But what happens when Niall finds out about her life? Will he help her? Will she commit suicide? Read to find out!


14. Please don't die.

Skylar's P.O.V

What the hell was that kiss? Why did he kiss me? I was so confused about my feelings, I hated him so much but I'm still in love with him.. Wait what? I'm.. in love? Fuck..

I stepped into the caravan, lucky for me my mom wasn't home. I layed down on my bed bringing up a blade.

As I started cuttin on my wrist I thought to myself... I'm not going to the concert.. Which means, I can just kill myself right now.. I brought up a pen and paper to write a letter if someone found me.

I brought the blade lower down my wrist, I closed my eyes and took my final breath, everything turned black...

Niall's P.O.V

I was on stage, the concert was soon over, "This song is called Little things!" I shouted in the microphone as the fast started to scream.

"And I dedicate this song to a very special girl named Skylar." I added as the music started.


After the song we than sung 'What makes you beautiful' And then the concert was over. The boys and I walked backstage.

But something wasn't right, why was the nurses here? They walked over to me with the managment.

"Niall? You knew Skylar?" One of the nurses asked.

"I know Skylar yeah." I corrected them, furrowing my eyebrows.

"We've got some bad news." They said and handed me a note.

I held up the note and read, 'To you who finds me. I'm sure I'll be dead by the last cut on my wrist, give this note to Niall Horan. Even though I've never loved someone my whole life, you shouldn't feel special to be the first one. Don't feel guilty when I take my last breath because it's not your fault. I want this, I want to die. It's my choice.'

I got a big lump in my throat and tried to swallow. I dropped the note as tears ran down my face.

"She isn't dead. But she's close to death." One of the nurses said. "Come with us, we'll take you to her." 

They stepped outside, I was about to follow them before one of the managment stopped me, "Don't go, the media will come up with more rumors."

"Fuck off." I spat as I walked out the door. I stepped into the ambulance as they drove me to the hospital.


They showed me the room Skylar was in, I opened the door slowly and stepped inside alone.

I close the door as I walked over to the bed, I saw Skylar there slowly breathing with an oxygene mask over her nose and mouth, and syringes on her arm.

I sat down on the bedside just watching her, she had bandaged on the bottom of her wrist. I sighed as tearst ran down my cheeks.

"Please don't die." I whispered as I placed my hand over hers and held it tight.

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