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(Not famous in the story) Niall and Harry used to be best friends. Now their sworn enemies. Niall goes through alot at home, as well as Harry. But eventually Harry learns a secret about Niall. How will this effect their relationship?

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17. I don't even know

 

                                                                           Chapter 17.

 What? Why? When? I'm so confused. "Liam...",I said, I really didn't know what to say. I just. I'm not.. What? "I'm sorry Niall! I just.. I'm not gay. But. Ever since I met you. I have these feelings about you, but you were getting over the whole Harry thing. And I know you needed a friend, so that's all i wanted to show you. And then all that other stuff happened. And you were getting over that. And then Harry started bullying you all the time. And I didn't know when to tell you that i had feelings for you. It was just so hard for me to tell you. And I'm sorry Niall. I'm so so very sorry. Please don't be mad at me. We're still best mates.. Right? Niall please say something.",he said. I didn't know what to say. I was angry and confused at the same time. But, Liam is also my best mate. My brother.

"I don't know what to say Liam. Honestly. I'm I'm confused and pissed at the same time. I mean. You decide to kiss me now! Of all times when things between Harry and I got better! I just... I love him... and i love you. You're my best mate. But not in that way liam I'm sorry. You should go. I won't tell Harry. And neither will you. Understand?",I said. He nodded his head and started to get his things. He walked to the front. Before he walked oput he turned around,"I know you're upset with me. And I'm sorry. I know you don't feel the same. But I love you.",he said. And then he left.

 I honestly just don't know what to do. If I don't tell Harry, it might come back and bite me in the ass, and I'll lose my boyfriend. And if I do. I might lose my bestfriend. I don't know what to do. I have to tell him. No I can't do that to Liam! And I can't lie to Harry. If he doesnt know. It isn't lying. That's just as much as lying! You cant. I have too. You cant! I have too! No. Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes. NO. YES! Am I seriously arduing with myself? Oh god Liam why did you have to do that?! I know what I'm going to do. It's the best for all three of us.

 ~Sunday Morning~

  Harry's coming over today... I'm doing the right thing I know I am. It's for the best. He may not like it. But. It's the right thing to do. "Niall?",Harry said. "Hey! I missed you.",I said. "I missed you too baby.",he said. He kissed me and images of Liam kissing me popped in my head. I jumped away. "You okay?",Harry said. "Yeah, just felt a shock.",I replied. "Oh, it's just my charm.",he said. He winked at me and went to kiss me. I turned my head soi he'd miss and kiss my cheek. He smiled,"Playing hard to get are we?",he said. "Yeah.",I said. I smiled and sat down on the couch. "Niall are you okay?",Harry asked. "Yes why?",I said. "Well the house it spotless. And you never clean this much unless something is bothering. And you're all jumpy. And you're being really short with me. All that and I know when you're lying. You lose that bright blue twinkle kin your eye. They become dull.",he said. How the fuck did he notice that?

 Harry started laughing,"I know because I know you.",he said. What the fuck?! How id he know what I was thinking?! Herry laughed,"You're talking out loud..",he said. Oh. Okay. "So what's up? And where's Liam? I expected him to be here?",he said. I tensed up,"Uhh. He uhh. Had to. Go and. Do chores.",I said. "Niall what's wrong? You just lied to me. Babe please just tell me. I couldn't stop it from leaving my mouth ,"FridaynightwewerewatchingmoviesandoutofnowhereLiamkissedmeandItold himtogetoutthatheshouldleaveAndIwasn'tgoingtotellyoubecauseIdidn'twantyouto bemadatmeorLiam.Hesbeeninlovewithmeandjustdidntwanttosayanything.Pleasedon'thurt him,he'sstillmybestmateharryImeanijustdidn'tknowwhattodoiwasreallyconfused.",I said in one really big blur. "I know.",he said.What?! "How?!",I said. "Liam called me and told me. He asked me to listen. He explained everything. I'm not gonna lie, I was furious at him. But i understand and forgave him, but I told him if he did it again he wont see daylight.",he said. What the fuck?

Harry eventually went home. I was more confused than ever, but. At least I didn't lose nobody. I went up to my room and texted harry goodnight. I layed down and closed my eyes, thinking about what just happened. It was all confusing. I don't even know what happened. Whatever. I don't even know.

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