It's You , It's Always Been You .

After the accident a lot of things changed. Hailee and her brother Harry had to move in somewhere else after their mother went to a mental hospital. But what will happen when Zayn and Hailee suddenly fall in love with each other? Find out in this book. (A Zayn Malik Fan-Fic)


12. We Will Get Through This, Together

Hailee's P.O.V.~ 


I got out of the shower wondering why Zayn went to Niall's house. I bet he forgot. He hasn't said anything about it at all, I'm just so confused. But I need someone to hang out with, I think I'll call Harry, we really haven't talked in a while. After 3 rings he picked up.

"Hey." He said in a sort of depressing voice.

"What's wrong Haz?"

"I uhh- Man we really haven't talked in like forever."

"Yes I know that's why I called, but tell me what's wrong."

"Why don't you just come over and I'll explain it all to you, okay?"

"Hmm.. okay. I'll be there in about 10 minutes."

"Thanks, love you."

"Love you too, bye."


I wonder what's wrong with him. I mean I know we haven't talked in like 3 months but what could happen in just three months? Before I left the house I texted Zayn and told him where I was going so he wouldn't worry when I came back. About 10 minutes later I arrived at Harry's house. I parked my car in his drive way and walked up to the door. Before I could even knock Harry pulled me inside and greeted me with a warm hug. Once he let me go I looked at him and his face was red as well as his eyes that were also swollen like he had been crying for a long time.

"Harry why have you been crying?" He looked at me with a blank face like he was scared to tell me. "Harry please tell me, here come sit down." I said while gesturing towards the couch. He followed me over to the couch and looked me in the eyes.

"Mum died." He said. Wait what? He said that no no no please tell me this isn't happening; first dad, then Jefferey, now mum?

"What." I replied.

"Mum, she, she killed herself." He answered. What oh my gosh.

"Oh, I uh-" Then I bursted into tears, Harry grabbed me and pulled me closer to him so he could hold me, then I could feel his tears on my head. We sat there comforting each other while crying for about 15 minutes but then I felt like I had no more tears left so I stopped.

"Hailee?" Harry said, breaking the silence.


"The funeral is on Saturday."

"What's today."

"Monday." He answered.

"I fucking hate Mondays." And with that said I got up and went to his bathroom to wash the rest of my make-up off. After I did that I went back downstairs to find Harry and he was nowhere to be found. I have never been one of those people who tried to kill themselves if something bad had happened or cut but Harry was way more insecure than I was so I started to panic. "Harry?!!" I yelled through the house. Then I noticed him in the kitchen by the silver ware drawer. Oh my God please don't tell me he is cutting him self, that would just be stupid in my opinion. 

"Harry?" I said while I tapped him the shoulder lightly. He wouldn't speak or turn around, so I turned him around and saw one deep cut on his left wrist which made me cry. I grabbed the knife out of his hand and threw it in the sink. He still wouldn't move or speak or even look at me. What the hell is going on with him?


Harry's P.O.V~

Why did Hailee go upstairs. I can't be left alone. My life is falling apart I just don't know what to do. I need a way to get rid of this pain, I need to forget about all of this, so I pulled out my phone and scrolled through my mentions on Twitter. But instead of the millions of spams I get full of 'I love yous' and 'stay strong' for some reason. Everybody was sending me hate and it made me feel worthless they called me gay, stupid, ugly, a bad singer, useless, faggot, and they told me I should die. I set my phone down and went into the kitchen and cut one deep and painful cut into my left wrist but then I remembered.


Feb.1, 2010

"Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday dear, Harold. Happy birthday to you!" Everyone was cheering because today is my sweet 16th birthday party. I don't know what's so sweet about it, my own sister isn't here but a bunch of fake friends are here. The only people I want here is Hailee, my mum and my dad. The rest of my family are just mean and always like to judge me and Hailee for 'growing up wrong'. But my dad is at work and I really don't know where Hailee is. She ran away 4 months ago but mum doesn't even know. She never pays any attention to Hailee. All she cares about is me and her baby in her stomach. When Hailee left she left me a note on my bed and I remember exactly what it said. "Harry, this is not your fault that I am leaving, it isn't dad's nor mum's fault either. It is my own. I need time alone, bye Harold. I'm sure you will have a wonderful sweet sixteen without me".

Love, Hailee

The truth is I had a terrible 'sweet' sixteen. So I left and went looking for her. 1 hour later I saw her rooming the streets in the same clothes I saw her in last and she looked way skinnier, like she had been starving herself or some thing. I pulled over and got out of the car. "HAILEE!!! HAILEE! IT'S ME!! HARRY!" I screamed but she didn't hear me. Why won't she look at me or talk to me? I ran over to her and grabbed her, looking at the thousands of cuts all over her wrists. I cried but she didn't seem to listen. I picked her up and put her in the car, driving her to the nearest hospital. 43 days later of that day Hailee came home from the hospital. Healthy and alive. I had nightmares of what happened that day ever since she had been gone. But she's back now. I can't lose her, I can't lose my only sister, the one who understands and loves me the most. 



I just can't cut myself anymore. The reason mum died is because she killed herself. I gotta stay strong for her. I have to stay strong for her, dad, and Jefferey. "HARRY!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU DON'T YOU HEAR ME!!???" Oh my God, I had to do that same thing to her before. I bursted into tears and stormed out of the kitchen. "HARRY WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!!! STOP!" Hailee ran after me but I was faster. She grabbed my arm to stop me but I was stronger. I ran into my room and locked the door. "Harry, please open this door. I just want to tell you something. Please" I give in already, I can't do this to her. I wiped my tears away and opened the door, embracing her in a  hug. "I love you."

"I love you too Haz, but what was wrong with you earlier. How come you wouldn't answer me." I paused but then answered, truthfully.

"You did the same thing to me, I almost did the same thing mom did." I said. I really can't even explain to her on what was going through my head but it looks as though she completely understood.

"It's okay Haz, it will be okay. We will get through this, together like before when Jefferey and Dad left. We can do this, just stay strong and text me ALL the time." We giggled a bit after she said the last part. "Well, Zayn just texted me telling me that he wants me to come home because he misses me, but I don't have to go. I can stay here if you want." I really want her to stay, I just need some company other than Niall for just one night.

"Can you stay?" I asked.

"Of course!" She replied with a smile on her face. "I'll tell Zayn while you go take a shower because trust me, you need one." We laughed for a bit which made me feel better and then I got ready for a shower as I herd Hailee in the kitchen. She is probably going to have food waiting for me when I get out. 

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