Everything Was Perfect

Hello there. My name is Tess, you're average, every day 19 year old college student home for the summer. One average,every day day myself and my best friend, Monique were casually shopping on a random Monday when we spot our favorite boy band, One Direction. And the next sequence of events include romance, friendship, betrayal, and everything in between.


35. Move On

Tess's POV

I ran as best as my drunk legs would take me up stairs. I quietly changed into on of Liam's shirts and my shorts and went into the bathroom. My make up was completely smeared and I tied my hair in a ponytail.I sank down and leaned against the door and pulled my knees to my chest. Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.It's happening again. When my parents and brother died I didn't go through the "normal" grieving process. I was just angry and upset the whole time and dealt with it in the worst way possible. 

What was even the point of me being here?I'm just a waste of space here,in the way.After all,I did loose Liam's baby and then cheat on him with his best friend.And I really needed Monique. So,that's it.I'll just leave tomorrow when the boys are in their meeting.I quietly snuck back out of the bathroom and went to go find a pen and paper to write Liam a note,explaining myself. Once I found one I went back into the bathroom and wrote:

My Liam,

By the time you find this letter I'll probably be half way back to California by now.I didn't leave because I don't love you so please don't think that. I left because I was nothing but trouble. I lost our baby,that was my fault,I caused you that pain.You need to find someone who's good for you,who loves you in a healthy way,if that makes any sense.I love you because you're everything I don't deserve but everything I need to have,which I don't think is fair to either of us.So,please just forget me and all the distress I've caused and move on.


Tear drops dripped onto the paper as I was writing it.I needed to do this.It was around 5am when I got back to my room,Liam was due to be up at 7.I hid the paper under some books I had stacked up and left it there. Liam was laying on is back and I sighed and moved close to him.I snuggled up to him and nuzzled my head into his chest,for the last time.

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