Everything Was Perfect

Hello there. My name is Tess, you're average, every day 19 year old college student home for the summer. One average,every day day myself and my best friend, Monique were casually shopping on a random Monday when we spot our favorite boy band, One Direction. And the next sequence of events include romance, friendship, betrayal, and everything in between.

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34. Failure

Liam's POV

After Tess finally fell asleep I just stayed up for a few hours and just held her close. My heart just broke for the lose of our baby and for how broken it made Tess. We already loved the baby and he/she was just....gone. 

I woke up not that much later. It was around 9. I heard the boys downstairs and decided to join. I carefully slipped out of bed and made my way down.

"Hey Li! Where's your other half?"El asked me from the couch.

I just looked down,"um,she isn't feeling that well. She'll probably just be in bed all day,"I quickly responded trying to make up the best excuse. 

"Are you allright?" Niall asked me while putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah, I am,"I lied to him. 

I went back up to check on Tess at around 1 with a sandwich and some chips and she was still in bed. I could tell she was crying when I was gone due to the crumpled tissues on the nightstand. I sighed and made my way over to the bed. Tess is laying on her side with the duvet clung to her chest. I set the food on the side table and slide next to her.

"Tess,sweetie,"I said softly while caressing her cheek. She slowly opened her red,puffy eyes. "I bought you some food." She just shook her head and closed her eyes again. "Please,baby,eat something." Tess opened her eyes again and sat up nodding. I handed her the food and she only ate around 3 bites before giving it back to me. I frowned but didn't want to push her. I opened my arms,"come here." Tess snuggled into my chest and hugged my torso.I wrapped her up in my arms and rubbed her back. 

"Liam?" her soft voice asked.

"Yeah?" I responded back.

"I love you,so much,"she whispered to me

"I love you too,love,"I said back to her before kissing the top of her head.

Tess's POV

I hated this feeling,the same feeling I felt the say I lost my family but this time,it was my fault. I was flawed.I was so upset,with myself.I woke up in Liam's arms and it was 11pm.I needed to do something to get my mind off of it,something fun. I rolled out of bed and went down stairs and saw Harry laying on the couch watching TV. I stood in front of the tv and Harry just stared at me.

"Come on,were going out,"I almost demanded at him.

He raised his eyebrows,"are you okay?" 

"Yeah,I'm fine!I'm just bored and it's a Saturday and everyone's asleep so can we just please go out?"I asked again. He just nodded and got up to get ready. I got ready as quietly as I could. I just wore a short,tight,black skirt and a lace burgundy tank top. I fixed my hair and did my make up,covering up all the hours I've cried. I made my way back downstairs and Harry ways waiting. 

"Ready?"he asked

"As I'll ever be,"I responded walking to the front door. 

When we arrived to the club I made a beeline to the bar. Harry got a beer but I decided to start with 3 shots of vodka and downed them.

"Whoa there,"Harry said,"wanna slow down?"

"Not really,"I stated back to him taking 3 more shots. 

"Allrighttttt,"he responded chugging his beer and getting another one. 

3 shots later I was definitely drunk and I think Harry was too. I felt like everything all my thoughts were away and all that I felt was this buzz,the music,and Harry.

"Dance with me?"I asked him while grabbing his hand.He just nodded and I lead him out to the dance floor. I turned my back to him and pressed my back to his chest.I heard a small gasp come from his mouth. Look who's attracted to who know. I smiled at myself and Harry places his hands on my hips. I started grinding to the beat of the music and he followed. The alcohol was really hitting and really making me forget everything except what was happening that that minute. I felt Harry's lips on my neck and couldn't help but let out a moan and place my hand on the back of his neck. He gripped my hips and spun me around so we were face to face.Those green eyes were filled with lust. 

"I want to fuck you,"he said bluntly to me,only centimeter way from my face. I was in a complete state of "I don't fucking care about anything"I just nodded. He smirked and lead me up the stairs to a private VIP lounge. 

Harry sat on the couch and signaled me to come over to him. I stumbled over and practically fell on his lap and let out a giggle.Harry just pulled me over him so I was straddling him. He then smashed those lips into mine,roughly. I ran my fingers through his hair pulling me closer. He ran his hands down my back and they landed on my ass. Harry lips trailed from my jawline to my neck and I tilted my head back.

"Mmmm,Liam,"I said quietly, so quite Harry couldn't hear. Shit,Liam,what the hell am I doing. I just lost our baby and know I'm cheating on him. I pushed Harry away from my and sat next to him on the couch.

"What's wrong?"Harry asked. 

"Everything,"I said softly as tear prickled my eyes and then all things I have forgotten came rushing back. "I'm so a fucking failure.The one thing a women is suppose to be able to do,I can't even do that!I always loose the people I love!" 

"Tess,shh,please don't cry. What are you talking about?" Harry asked. 

"Nevermind,can you just take me home,"I asked. Harry just nodded and helped me up and lead me to the car. 

 

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