Charlotte Rose

Charlotte Rose Tomlinson grew up the normal life. If the normal life includes having a full passport by the age of four and going on tour with your superstar father. Sadly her mothers and fathers relationship came to an end and ended up with her mother getting into a serious car accident which meant that Charlotte had to live with her aunt in London and help take care of her sick mother.

Eventually, Charlotte wants to live her own life and do things her own way. She becomes romantically involved with the schools bad boy and her whole life is thrown for a loop. Will her life ever be the same?


7. Feel

I lay in a bed that's not my own. Jake Jacobs house is so normal. There's not a woman who stays planted in front of a television all day. All the lights are on. It's as normal as I can get for the time being. I turn over on my side and look at Jake who is looking through a porn magazine. "Hey," I whisper. Jake places down his magazine and looks at me.


"Hm." He says.


"If you're going to wank, just let me know, I'll sleep down stairs." I say.


"Why don't you sleep with me?" He asks. I'm usually quick with comebacks but this time I hesitate on my words. 


"Is that a yes?" he asks.


"Of course not! Your mum is here!" I say in a loud whisper.


"Well what if she wasn't here?" he asks raising an eyebrow, I laugh.


"No, Jake." I say I watch him as he throws down his porno mag. 


"Wanna get to know each other?" he asks. I shrug my shoulders. 


"Sure we have nothing better to do." I say he laughs. 


"Okay, you have to answer every question I ask you okay?" he says. I nod my head yes. "Alright, first question. A you still a virgin?" he asks.


"Why do you care? But yes...I am." Jake laughs.


"No way! Whoa!" He says. He claps his hands together. I watch him as he reaches into his drawer and lights a spliff. He offers me one but I decline.


"Okay let me ask you a question now," I say. "Why are you still with Daisy?" I ask. I'm waiting for him to say that he's with her because she's easy and she'll always give it up to him, but I'm blindsided  when he says;


"There's something about her. We were friends for awhile and then we finally got together and everything went exactly as I had always wanted it to go." he says.



--[Jake's P.O.V]--


"There's something about her. We were friends for awhile and then we finally got together and everything went exactly as I had always wanted it to go." I lie to see what reaction I could get out of her. I inhale the spliff deep into my lungs. I watch as she puckers her lips, obviously annoyed with what I said.


"Why don't you like her?" I ask. I watch as she ponders her answer. I was waiting for her to curse her name to hell but she says;


"Who said I didn't like her?" she raises her eye brows. I let out the smoke that I was hoarding in my lungs.


" one.. I just assumed-"


"Well you assumed wrong. My turn." she says with an evil smile. She's so hot. Her long hair bounces on her shoulders. "I know you like me, why won't you say it?" she says. I feel my heart race. Oh God. She was smart.


"Because I'm in love with Daisy." I say trying to sound convincing. She rolls her eyes.


"You love her?" she asks.


"Yes." I lie.


"Stop lying." she says.


"I'm not." I say. She gets out of her bed and sits with me on mine. 


"If you love her, you wouldn't fuck me right?" She says. She stares at me, hunger in her eyes. God she's so hot. I gulp down hard. I'm not going to let her win.


"I would if I wasn't dating her," I say letting her know that the offer is still on the table. She moves her hand and places it on my thigh slowly trailing it up. My heart stops and just when she reaches it, she pulls her hand away.


"Give me some spliff." she says holding her hand out. I sigh and I grab another one out of my drawer and give it to her. She lights it, the spliff perfumes my room, covering my room in a heavy must. She inhales it, or at least tries too, but she chokes. I laugh and she socks my in my arm. "Shut up it's my first time." she says trying again only this time she succeeds a minuet later a grey cloud comes out her mouth. She lays down on me. "I got kicked out 'cause I was talking badly about my mum." she says taking another drag.


"What did you say?" I say bringing the spliff to my mouth and taking a long pull from it. She goes to speak, letting the smoke escape her lungs.


"I told my aunt that my mum was insane and that she should just put her in a mental ward." she says looking up at me, her eyes stained red and fuzzy.


"That's fucked up." I say looking at her. She smiles.


"That's what I am. Fucked up, I learn new things about myself everyday. I do things I never thought of doing, but life is more fun that way. Always proving yourself wrong, even if it's not for the right reasons." She says. I think about what she's just said. I lay down, ready for bed and Charlotte lays next to me and faces me. 


"Have you ever made love Jake?" she asks. I shake my head.


"I never loved anyone." I say. She closes her eyes and lays her head on my chest. 


"Me neither." she says. 


"How about we love each other?" I suggest. She looks up at me with a wicked smile.


"You're not supposed to ask, you just do it." She says. 


"I don't know how this whole love thing works out." I say. 


"Well it's kinda like an em-" I cut her off with a kiss. Her lips are the sand her mouth is the sea, and there's so much to discover. She rolls on top of me, and I kiss her rough. I kiss her neck, and she moans. I sit up and cradle her body in my arms and I put her down and I crawl on top of her. I continue to kiss her lips down to her collar bone. She pull her shirt off over her head and throw it on my floor. Her hands find my jeans and she unbuckles them and pulls my pants down.When her hands find my willy I gasp unexpectedly. I look down at her. Goose bumps cover her body. She's so beautiful but then I notice she's squeezing her eyes shut. "Charlotte." I say softly. She opens her eyes, they were wet with tears.


'What are you doing?" She says through tears.


"Why are you crying?" I ask her she pulls me back down to her lips and kisses me. I pull away and she sobs.


"Come on Jake, just fuck me!" she cries. I cover her mouth with my hand afraid my mother will come in my room.


"Stop it Charlotte." I say moving my hand away.


"What's wrong with me? Why won't you just do me?" She cries. I shake my head.


"Nothing you're perfect." I say for once meaning something.


"The why won't you just fuck me then? I want to feel something, I'm so numb to everything. Please just do this for me." She pleads. I get off of her.


"I'm not going to do that to you," I say getting up to go to the other bed. She grabs my hand.


"Sleep with me. We don't have to do anything." She says. I crawl back into bed and I wrap my arms around her tight, afraid she might slip through my arms like sand. 







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