Adopted by One Direction ( Niall Horan story )

Vanessa Leigh Carson is a 13 year old girl. she's been abused mentally,emotionally, and physically. She lives in an orphanage with 40 other kids. Shes not what people call "girly" Shes far from that she hates dress,skirts, and all the stuff you see on a girl. But what happens when One Direction decide to adopt her? Will she learn to trust them or run away? Read and find out more

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7. chapter 6

I'm so sorry guys I have been so mean I haven't updated in a while cause I have so much school work and I have been in hospital and yeah so I will update again tonight so yeah

Recap:
I finished writing a hid my journal under my mattress. I decided to go downstairs and see what up. Once I was down I saw all the boys fully awake. I greeted by "Hello's" and "Hi's" I quickly nodded and sat on the couch. They all asked me how I slept and how was I. But the next question caught me completely off guard. "Vanessa are those scars on your wrists" Zayn asked pointing at my arms.
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"Uh...what are you talking about" I asked rolling down my sleeves. "Oh come on I saw those scars on your wrists" he said raising his voice a little. "You didn't see anything so I don't know what you're talking about'' I said standing up. “Vanessa come on I saw it just let me see" he said as he came up to me and grabbed my wrists. As a reflex I grabbed his hand and kicked him on the chest making him fall back.
I was about to jump on him but before I could do any more damage Niall grabbed me and sat me on the couch. I had to fight the urge to not hit him. I’ve already hurt 2/5 of the guys that adopted me. They all looked at me like I committed a murder. I mean come on, I only did it because it was a reflex.

In plus I had warned them not to touch me. As I was in Niall’s arms I felt relaxed I think he’s the only person I feel like I could trust. And it’s weird because I made a promise to never trust anyone ever again. “Vanessa what was that about” Louis asked yelling a bit. I fought the urge to get up and slap him. I also felt tears forming so I quickly blinked them away.
“Nothing I told you guys on day one never to touch me, but did you guys listen…No!!” I yelled running up to my room. I heard the boys calling my name but I didn’t care. I wasn’t going to let them see me cry. Once I got to my room I locked the door and took out my song book. I was working on a new song called “Gold” I was already finished and all I need was the beat.

(All credit goes to Britt Nicole I Love This Song! It's Called "Gold")
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
You were walking on the moon, now you're feeling low
What they said wasn't true, you're beautiful
Sticks and stones break your bones, I know what you're feeling
Words like those won't steal your glow, you're one in a million

This, this is for all the girls, boys all over the world
Whatever you've been told, you're worth more than gold
So hold your head up high, it's your time to shine
From the inside out it shows, you're worth more than gold
(Gold gold, you're gold)
You're worth more than gold
(Gold gold you're gold)
Well everybody keeps score, afraid you're gonna lose
Just ignore they don't know the real you
All the rain in the sky can't put out your fire
Of all the stars out tonight, you shine brighter
This, this is for all the girls, boys all over the world
Whatever you've been told, you're worth more than gold
So hold your head up high, it's your time to shine
From the inside out it shows, you're worth more than gold
(Gold gold, you're gold)
You're worth more than gold
(Gold gold you're gold)

So don't let anybody tell you that you're not loved
And don't let anybody tell you that you're not enough
Yeah there are days when we all feel like we're messed up
But the truth is that we're all diamonds in the rough
So don't be ashamed to wear your crown
You're a king you're a queen inside and out
You glow like the moon, you shine like the stars
This is for you, wherever you are

Oh, oh, yeah, yeah, oh, oh,
You're gold
This, this is for all the girls, boys all over the world
Whatever you've been told, you're worth more than gold
(So hold your head) So hold your head up high,
It's your time to shine
From the inside out it shows, you're worth more than gold
(Gold gold, you're gold)
You're worth more than gold
(Gold gold you're gold)
So don't be ashamed to wear your crown
You're a king you're a queen inside and out.

I finished my new song and I liked the beat it had to it. Then I remembered what happened 30 minutes ago. Now that I had finished my song I didn’t have anything to distract me so I started thinking about my past.
(Flashback)
I was sitting in my room when Matt came in. “YOU!” He shouted pointing at me. “COME HERE” I quickly got off my bed and headed to where he was. “TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES!” he shouted pulling at my shirt. “What? Why” I asked scared. “I SAID TAKE IT OFF GOD DAMMIT” he yelled slapping me. I quickly took off my clothes and he threw my on the floor. He got on top of me and started raping me. “Matt please stop it hurts” I said letting the tears fall from my eyes “Shut up and be a good girl” he said chuckling
(End Of Flashback)
That was the day I lost my virginity. Matt had raped me constantly since that day. Until one day he got tired of using me and sent me back to the orphanage. I felt a tear slip down my cheek. I felt the urge to cut. I went to the bathroom and grabbed the blade. I put the blade on my arm and sliced it threw. I kept cutting myself until I felt I was punished enough. I saw the blood dripping from my arm onto the floor. I quickly rinsed off the blade and bandaged up my wounds.

I put my razor back in the cabinet and cleaned the blood that was on the floor. Once I was done cleaning the mess I had made I went to take a shower. I stripped down and turned on the hot water. As soon as I felt the water was just right I hopped in. The hot water relaxed my muscles and felt good. About 15 minutes later I decided it was time to get out. I threw n some shorts and a long sleeve. I let my hair fall lose around my shoulders and hopped into bed “hopefully tomorrow will go better” I said to myself as I fell into a deep sleep.



 

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