Lost & Found: Harry Styles Love Story

Munera Tomlinson has been bullied all her life. Her mother is dead and her father is abusive and is a drinker. Louis was her only brother. They both loved each other very much, whenever Munera was feeling down or was bullied her big brother Louis would help her. Munera was just like Louis crazy, fun, smart, talented, funny, random and wild, but that side of her is faded away ever since her brother left for X-Factor. Her brother never knew about the beatings she would get or that his father was a drinker. Her dad loved Louis expect for Munera, he thought she was worthless and that Louis was a star. Will Munera ever run away from this torture? This jail that has kept her in prison for almost her whole life, which no one knew about. Well that going to change one day.

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14. Why You Gatta Be So Mean?


Louis’s POV

I sighed, “let’s get this search party started!” niall said trying to cheer me up, I weakly smiled. We all split up and started to look for her. It was pouring out!! And was freezing! Did Mu even take a coat! She’s going to freeze to death and get a cold! I was so worried!

Harrys POV

I ran to the guest bathroom and slammed the door. What have I done! I was still holding on to my nose, damn it hurt, and was bleeding really badly. I looked at myself in the mirror I was disgusted with myself. I couldn’t believe I said those things to a girl, especially Louis sister! Wiped some of the blood off, I opened the bathroom door and started walking to my room, as I was walking I saw Munera’s room door wide open. I never been in here before. I went inside. It was cute. She had a cute little image on the wall, damn this girl could paint! I regret being mean to her, well I never knew she was his lil sister I was just trying to protect my best mates that’s all. I wanted to apologize.

I closed the door behind me. I sat on her bed. I sighed, I was such a fuck up. My nose was bleeding again, I put my hand on the drawer to get a tissue without looking and felt something hard. I ruffled up my eye brows in confusion. I picked it up and saw that it was Munera’s diary. My curiosity got the best of me and I opened it since the lock was already open

July 2, 2006

Hi! Im Munera Tomlinson! I am the little sister of Louis Tomlinson! I am proud to be his sister! And proud to be a Tomlinson! I have long hair, people call me a real life Rapunzel!

My favorite colors are: Blue, Green and Purple

My favorite food was: CHOCOLATE! (OBVIOUSLY!)

My favorite eye colors: Green! Blue then hazel

My birthday: July 2 1994

IM 12 NOW! TODAYS MY B-DAY!

Well those are the basics of me, if you want to find out my personality then you have to meet me!

 

DO NOT READ THIS BOOK! 

 

This was her first page, it said, DO NOT READ THIS BOOK! she got that in 2006, wow this diary must be old, shes 18 now going to turn 19 on July 2. i looked at the book I couldn’t help myself something just told me to read it, I had a feeling that I had to.

I opened it to the next page:

Dear diary,

Why do people hate me? why do they bully me? don’t they know what I’ve been through! Ever since my mum died, people started making fun of me. I can’t take it. It hurts. My brother isn’t even here to comfort me! All I have is my horrible dad! He doesn’t even care for me! he hates me!

Munera Xoxo

There were tear stains on the pages, it made my heart ache she would cry to herslef and write. How did her mom die? I strolled through the pages to the end of them kind of and landed on this particular one…

March 13, 2013

Dear Diary,

I hate my life! I hate this world! I hate everyone! Why couldn’t I just die! Then maybe it would be all better! Maybe I would make everyone happy by dying! I cant take this anymore! I cant take any more of the abuse! I have so many bruises! my brtoher doesnt know he does this, becuase my dad only does it when louis is not here and ever since he left for X factor its gotten worse! and my dads a drinker! he comes home drunk every night! and is pretty much drunk every second! Where was my loving father from when I was 4 years old! Since my mother had died from cancer, he’s hated me since but not my brother! He thinks Louis is amazing! Perfect! While he thinks im a worthless piece of NOTHING! WHY CANT I JUST DIE! WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME! I just want to run away. I wish my brother was here! He would always help me, I remember that day when mum died how devastated I was, Louis didn’t cry because he was trying to be strong for me, we were both little. I still remember that day like it was yesterday, it haunts me every night. I even get bullied in school. Sometimes I think if I were never born then every ones lives would be better. I wish all this torture ends, I will one day get out of this jail, and be free. Im going to run away…

Munera Xoxo

Every page seemed like it had been cried on, they were implanted with tear stains everywhere, telling me how hard her life was. her mum died of cancer? louis never told me that, and her dad abuses her? doesn't louis know? and he drinks? what kind of father does this to his own child! I saw a tear drop on the page, and I felt something wet on my  face, I reached up to my face and realized I was crying, I mean who wouldn’t! This story is so sad. Her story, her life was horrible and I made it even worse, god im so dumb. She hates me I thought. I turned a few more pages and landed on her recent entry.

June 2, 2013

Dear Diary,

Why does he have to be so mean? What have I done to harry? I didn’t do anything, and he acts like im a threat to the world or something I just want him to leave me alone. Why can’t we be friends like I am with the other lads? I mean I know im not the prettiest, or the best singer im nothing alright. Im worthless and he make me feel even more worthless. What have I done to deserve this? I came here to start a new life, I ran away to become a new person, but I guess that can’t change. What am I supposed to do? I wish my mum was here, she would comfort me but she’s gone.

 Munera xoxo

she wrote this one about me.... I was so mean to her! I felt even more bad! I had to make it up to her! Louis hates me too! the other lads maybe too! ugh! I lost all my friends! I was a horrible person. I sniffled, I was depressed, I put Munera’s diary on her bed and went to my room, I took off my shirt and pants just in my boxers now and laid down in my bed. I started thinking about that girl in my dream again, I smiled to myself and fell asleep.

 

Munera’s POV

“You, with your words like knives And swords and weapons that you use against me” I found myself singing, crying still. “You have knocked me off my feet again Got me feeling like I'm nothing” I continued, “You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard Calling me out when I'm wounded You picking on the weaker man” I sang about harry and how mean he was, I wiped my tears, ( go on google, type in "rainy mood" click the first result, it gets you in the mood of how shes feeling, then go on youtube, type in mean by taylor swift lyrics and listen to it as you read)

“You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so?..

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean (Why you gotta be so?..)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?” I finished, sniffling at the end i shivered it was so cold!.

“that was beautiful!” I heard a female voice said, I got scared, the person got closer and I saw her face. “was that you singing?” she asked, “y-yes” I said. “oh my lord! You have such a talent!” she said, “thank you” I said smiling weakly. “oh my god, hun are you crying! And are you here alone! Its raining! And freezing! Come with me” she said, before I could prostest she grabbed my hand and got me into her limo. I guess she was a celeb, I looked at her, it was selena gomez, I was shocked, selena at the UK? Oh yeah she has a world tour.

“hun you are drenched! And shivering!” she said. she took off her coat and gave it to me, “here wear this I have one under” “no I cant it will get ruined and im fine” I said. “no your not! Please take it!” she said really concerend , “fine” I said, I had no choice, I put it on, I was a lot warmer actually. “Anthony can you please get us home fast” selena said to the driver I guessed. “yes Ms. Gomez” Anthony said, “thank you” selena said, I looked out the window staring into space.  

 

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