This is me. 13 yearold girl with depression and selfharm issues, take it or leave it. I love music, making people smile.


13. Lost...

I feel lost. Like a fucking dog. I don't know what to do, where to go any more. I can't take the pressure of everything. Today I had to see a teacher about moving next year and I just broke down. I let her see me break. How could I have been so weak? I don't know:L I've been trying so hard to make the teachers think i'm fine now, to stop them fussing over me. Now they know I'm no different they'll call me out of lessons again, follow me at lunches:L I was fine, my mum knew what was going on so i was okay, i just didn't want them to know. But then i went and fucking broke down in front of her. Ugh. I don't even know what i'm doing any more.

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