Lost in Love. ♥

Living with my best friend Sibel in London can be really funny. Especially when you're close to the boys of One Direction. I have known Niall now for more than 16 years and now here I am sharing a house with him in a private place in London city. Everything has it's ups and downs but finally everything's perfect and nothing other than just perfect.


23. Secret


Harry's P.O.V.


What should I do? The boys should be on their way. I felt a tear escape my eyes as I quickly wiped it away. I don't want anything to happen to Abi. She has always been the one who made all of us laugh and she's a really nice and open person. Why does it has to happen? Why her?

I decided to walk in. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. Seconds after I walked in without any permission.

As I opened the door I could see them all staring at me. Sibel and Abi were shocked and I could see they were crying until I came in. 

I walked over to Abi and pulled her in to a big hug.

'H-Harry' she whispered as a tear of mine hit her soft skin.

'don't worry love, everything will be alright' I whispered kissing her forhead.

She sobbed into my chest and I could see tears building in Sibel's eyes.

'Harry.. y-you have to promise something..' Abi whispered as I pulled back looking deep into her eyes. I could see the fear. She was afraid of loosing us.

'Sure love, tell me' I stated smiling at her.

She still looked confused.

'Don't tell the boys..' she mumbled.

'What?' I asked surprised.

'Please Harry.. I don't want them to know.. they will be hardbroken if they get to know..' she said looking into my eyes.

I let go of her and looked still surprised.

'But I..' I started as I got cut off by her.

'Please Harry' she begged.

'Ok..I'll promise' I mumbled. She smiled and hugged me tightly.


Sibel's P.O.V.


I can't believeit. Abi has cancer. I just saw something terrible like this in the news or in films. And now it's happening to us. Why her? I mean, it could happen to me. I wouldn't care. But why Abi? I didn't get that. I don't want to get that.

As I saw Harry so upset I felt tears building in my eyes. I don't want to cry. Not in front of them. I just have cried the past days and now I want to stop it. I decided to go out.

'Abi? I just want to get some fresh air. I'll be right back.' I said leaving the room. A tear escaped my eye as the door was closed.

I thought about what should I do now. I wanted to go out but the boys could see me. So I decided to stay inside. But where could I go now?

I don't know what to do so I just walked around the hospital. I walked without destination, thinking about what happened.

'Sibel?' I heared a familiar voice from behind me.

I wiped my tears away and turned around. It was Chris.

'Chris? why aren't you in your room?' I asked surprised.

'I was bored. I texted you a few times but I didn't got a answer.' he stoped as he looked in my eyes. 'Wha- what happened? why are you crying?' he walked towards me still looking in my eyes.

'This isn't the right place to talk about.' I whispered holding back more tears.

'Come with me.' he said pulling me in his room.

I sat down on the end of his bed. Chris sat next to me.

'Do you want to tell me what happened?' He asked.

I started to tell him what happened and about the cancer Abi had. I started to cry.

Chris hold me tight in his strong arms without caring about this pangs.

'hey, don't cry. Everything will be alright. I'll always be there for you. If you need something you can call me whenever you want.' he said rubbing my back.

'thank you Chris.' I said hugging him.

I wiped away my tears and breathed in.

'I think I should better go now. Oh and... I just wanted you to know, that I'm back at Zayn's now. But thank you for your offer and for listening to me. I feel better now that I have someone to talk with.' I said smiling.

'I'll be always there for you. You know that.'ha said standing up.

'I know.' I stood up, hugged him and kissed him soft on the cheek. I opened the door and walked outside.

I walked back to Abi's room. Still thinking about everything.


Liam's P.O.V.


We got back to Abi's room. There were just Abi and Harry. Sibel was no where to see. Where had she gone?I looked at Abi. She had red eyes. Maybe she cried. Harry sat there next to her. As they saw us the stoped talking and looked at us.

'What was the problem?' Niall asked walking towards Abi.

'N- Nothing bad. It was just the shock moment when I saw you fighting.' She answered stuttering.

Niall looked sceptical but he didn't said anything. Maybe not wanting to hurt her.

'Ehh guys? By the way where is Sibel?' Zayn asked like he is reading my minds.

'She wanted to get some fresh air.' Harry answered. 'She'll be back in a couple of minutes. Don't worry mate.' he continued.

I don't know why but I don't feel good with that. I mean we didn't saw her outside. And if she use the other exits she might see fans. Sibel don't like a lot of attention. She's the shy one. I can understand it.

Maybe I should go for her. But where could I find her?

'I'm thirsty guys. I'll get a drink.' I said walking towards the door.

'Okay, Liam.' Louis shouted from behind me. I left the room. I looked left and right. Sibel wasn't there. I decided to walk around. I walked to a soda machine and got a coke. As I looked up I saw Sibel leaving a room. She wiped away tears and smiled. It was a heart warming smile.

Who's room is that? Who is in there? Is it this boy, Zayn fighted with? No, it can't be. She wouldn't visit him while Zayn is with her in the hospital. Would she? Maybe something bad happened. She was crying. But she also smiled. I shouldn't think so negative. Maybe I just have to forget about what just happened.

I walked back to the room. Everyone was now there. Abi was laughing about Louis' jokes. Harry was just standing next to them watching both laughing. And Zayn hold Sibel in his arms while talking about something. It's a good feeling to see them happy.

After about 30 minutes we left as Abi fell asleep.


----------------Next Day------------------


Niall's P.O.V.


I woke up early in the morning. Today Abi is coming home. I drove to the hospital to pick her up.

I'm really excited since she's staying at mine and not at Josh's. That bastard didn't even call after her. She's his girlfriend and he doesn't care about her.

I took her to the car and we drove home. As we got there, Abi went in her room. I made her a cup of tea and brought it to her.

'Thank you Niall. You're the best.' She said hugging me. It felt so good to have her again. Now she's back and she will stay with me. I smiled at her.

She smiled back. But soon her smile faded.

She jumped up and ran to the toillet. There she began to vomit.

As she got back she was pale and weak. She fell on her bed.

I was worried about her.

'Are you okay?' I asked kneeling beside her.

'Yeah I'm fine. It's just a side effect because of the pills. Don't worry.' She tried to smile but she was to weak.

'Okay then.' I tried to believe her. But something prevented me from it. I thought about what else could it be.

And again she ran to the toillet and vomits again.

I got tensed. 

'Abi love, you're sure everything is alright? You look like you're about to collapse every second' I said extremely nervous.

She noticed.

'Yeah , it's just everything what happend the past days.. I just need some time and I'll get well soon.. you have to believe me Niall' she gave me a reassuring look. I just nodded.

'But Niall I need some alone time.. I need to relax a bit and get my mind free of everything..' she mumbled.

'Yeah sure, if there's anything I can do for you, I'll be right downstairs' I said standing up.

She nodded and hugged me tighlty. 'Thank you Ni.. for everything you've done for me' she said smiling and kissed me on my cheek.

I blushed a bit but smiled and walked out of the door. 

This girl drives me crazy.

I decide to make some tea for me too.

Maybe she's right.

A lot of bad things happend in the past days and she just needs some time to get out of it.

But still I can't get the thought out of my mind that something bad is going on. 

The water started to boil as I suddenly hear someone shouting my name.

'Niall!' I hear Abi screaming from the stairs. I rush over to her finding her lying on the cold ground.

Shit. She's unconsious again.

I bend down and carry her to the sofa in the living room.

I lay her down and notice her eyes still shut. This can't be happening.

I ran over to the kitchen to get some water and quickly get back to her.

As the cold water hit her skin she shrugs a bit until she finally opens her eyes.

I lay the glas of water down on the side table and pull her in for a big hug.

'Abi! You're alright?! You scared me half to dead!' I say letting a tear escape my eyes.

She pulls away and smiles at me.

'Shhh.. Niall I'm ok.' she tries to comfort me.

'Anyway , I'm going to call the doctor' I say trying to stand up but she grabbs my arm pulling me back down on the couch.

'NO! I mean.. I-I told you.. this is just a side effect because of the pills' she stuttered.

I was even more confused. Collapsing is not a side effect at all. 

I looked at her confused.

'Trust me, it'll all end soon..' she said rubbing my cheek with her hand looking deep into my eyes. I can't say anything. I'm just to shocked about what happened.

I nodd and walk back to the kitchen.

This can't happen. I mean it's clear she's hidding something from me but why?

I'm her best friend and she has to trust me, right?

What if..? No.. but maybe? Shit Niall stop thinking like that!

I don't want to think about it.

But maybe.. what if she.. is pregnant?

It would make sence.. but by who?


She is pregnant by Josh...



Will Niall get to know about Abi's secret?

What will happen between Abi and Josh?

How will Zayn react if he finds out about Sibel and Chris?

Will Sibel fall for Chris?



A big thanks to my co-writer Sibel. 

She helped me with this chapter and I extremly love it!

I hope you'll like too and I look forward to update soon.


Keep commenting , big love from us xx

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