Lost in Love. ♥

Living with my best friend Sibel in London can be really funny. Especially when you're close to the boys of One Direction. I have known Niall now for more than 16 years and now here I am sharing a house with him in a private place in London city. Everything has it's ups and downs but finally everything's perfect and nothing other than just perfect.


18. Cheater


Sibel's P.O.V.

It has been three days since the boys had left and the worse thing is Abi is spending the last days only with Josh. Now I realise how she felt when I spent time with Zayn every now and then.

I'm really happy for her but it kind of gets annoying to have no one around.

I've been very lazy the last days just hanging around , watching TV and doing nothing.

So I decided to go out for a walk. I put on my blue vans grab my jacket walking outside and close the door behind me. It's really hard to be alone and to have no one around.

I walk down the street until I reach a big store. Abi and I used to go to the store when Zayn was out and we spent time together. I walk in. There's a big screen in the last row as I walk through the store. My head shoot up as I hear a woman reporting about the concert in miami. 

I start to walk closer and listen to it. Suddenly I find myself staring at the picture , which is settled in the middel of the screen. Zayn kissing a girl. Tears start to stream down my face. I can't handle all this. I turn around and start to run out of the shop.

I don't know where I was going. I just run. Thinking about Zayn. I couldn't get the picture out of my head. Why did he kiss the girl? Who's that girl? He cheated on me. He doesn't love me. I start to cry heavier as I reach a bench. I can't run any longer my knees start to hurt. I sit down and let my head fall into my hands. Tears still streaming down my cheeks. I can't understand why everytime something worse happens to me. 

Suddenly I hear my phone start ringing. I look at my phone still half-crying. Abi.

I wipe away my tears quickly which were still streaming uncontrollable down my face.


Abi's P.O.V.

Josh and I decide to watch some TV before I was leaving to visit Sibel. I haven't seen her in the past days and I really feel guilty for that. I think we should spend some time together and Josh agreed with me.

Suddenly there was an article about the boys. I quickly shoot up as I hear the braking news.

Zayn kissed a fan who won the meet and greet while he was singing with the boys.

'Zayn Malik (19) seemed to have a conection to the fan. At the concert they used to flirt through the twitter questions and everyone should have expected this from Zayn as he's known as the 'bad boy' of the band.' 

Shit. What's wrong with this guy? I felt anger built in me. This fucking asshole!

I quickly got up. Josh understood what happend and handed me my phone.

I took it and ran into the kitchen to call Sibel.

It took her a couple of seconds until she finally answered.

'H-Hello?' I heard her shaky voice. She knew it.

'Sibel.. your ok?' I whispered.

'Ye-yeah' she stuttered.

'Sibel just.. I know what happened and I-I really don't know how to handle with this either. Where are you?' I asked worried.

'I don't know , Abi h-he doesn't love m-me' she started to sobb.

'Sibel don't cry , just tell me where you are' I demanded.

'I-I ahm.. you know the Store we used to go when we spend time together? You know th-the long street right next to the s-store? I ran down the road and ended on a bench' she tried to answer.

'I'll be there, Sibel don't worry and don't go anywhere!' I say hanging up.

A tear escaped my eyes as I walk back to the hall.

Josh quickly gets up and came over to me. 

'Love , what happend? Is she alright?' he asked worried.

'No Josh , I need to go, she needs me. Right now.' I say looking into his blue eyes while another tear escaped my eye travelling down my cheek.

'Sure Abi. I'll drive you' he says hugging me tightly.

'But please. Please don't cry.' he whispers into my ear before grabbing his keys and walking me outside the door.


Sibel's P.O.V.

I love Zayn! Why does he do something to me? I can't understand this.

After about 5 minutes which felt like a lifetime Abi finally arrived.

Josh drove away. I really need Abi right now. She runs over to me and hugs me tightly. I began to sobb and cry into her chest.

'Shh Sibel don't cry. Please' Abi tries to comfort me.

'Abi he doesn't love me! He cheated on me with that bloody slut!' I shout still crying.

'Hey, this doesn't has to mean anything. She was just a fan. He loves you Sibel. Only you' she speaks again.

'NO! If he would love me he wouldn't kiss another girl' I shout. I got really angry. 

'Maybe it wasn't him. You don't know anything for sure. Maybe she just kissed him without he even wanted to. Why would he kiss a fan? You know Zayn and you know he loves you.' she said pulling me into another hug.

'I just.. can we go back home?' I ask a bit confused.

'Of course , let's walk back and I'll just make you a cup of tea.' she says while grabbing my arm , pulling me up and walking with me back to Zayn's.


Zayn's P.O.V.


I woke up the next morning with really bad headache. I didn't really sleep. Just thinking about what happend last night. I need to call Sibel. I really have to explain it to her before she gets it wrong.

I love her and I don't want to lose her because of this. I mean there was nothing. I don't feel anything for Rebecca than anger.I didn't kiss her. I hate the fact that she knew I have a girlfriend and she also knew this would end bad for the relationship between Sibel and me. But I wont let it end so quickly. I have to do something but first of all I'll call her.

I took out my phone and dialed her number. It began to ring. 

No answer.

I tried again and again but it keeped ringing and she didn't picked it up.

I got worried. I decided to call Abi. 

The phone rang. Once.Twice and than she picked it up.

'Hello? Abi? are you there?' I asked worried.

'Yeah, Zayn.. I know you want to talk to Sibel but right now she's not able to speak to you.. I'm sorry' she replied. I got tensed.

'What? Why? What happened? Did she.. oh fuck Abi! I need to talk to her right now! If she wants or not she's getting it wrong! Tell her I really have to talk to her, please Abi!' I shout tears building in my eyes.

The boys must have recognised I've been shouting because they all stormed into my room and looked a bit surprised as they saw me crying. I just ignored it.

'Zayn look , I know it's not your fault and I really know about you well but Sibel is my best friend and for now it's better if you don't talk to her. We can clear this whole mess up if your back in two days. Don't worry everythings gonna be alright. Trust me' she tried to calm me down.

'She hates me..' I whispered.

'No Zayn , she loves you and thats why she's that upset. Just concentrade on the concerts for now and get back soon. I have to hang up I'm at yours giving company so she would feel better just don't worry' she finally said.

'I'll try , thanks Abi and try to talk to her. Tell her I love her and there's just nothing between me and that girl. I only love Sibel and I always will.' I said trough my tears.

'I know Zayn.' she finally managed to say before hanging up.

I look over to the door to see the boys still staring at me.

They walked over to me and sat down on my bed next to me.

'She knows right?' I felt Niall's warm hand rubbing my bag.

'Yeah and I feel horrible for that! It wasn't my fault. She kissed me. Damn Niall I'm such an asshole' I say while tears still streaming down my face.

'No you're not. Don't feel guilty for something like this. Everything will be alright. I promise' he says again and all of the boys nodd. I smile at them while wiping away my tears.

'You really love her , don't you?' Louis asked smiling at me.

I looked at him confused.

'Yeah.. I really do..' I whisper.

'Well we've never seen you cry for a girl since you had plenty of girlfriends Zayn. She must be really special' Harry says blinking.

'She's the only one guys. I know that' I smile in thoughts of her.

'Yeah we know mate , and we'll encourage you in everything' Liam smiles at me as well.

'I love you boys' I say finally pulling them into a big hug.

I hope everything will be alright.

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