He Loves Me Not

Paige has been torn over and over. Taken away from her family, lied to, and abused by her crazy boyfriend she is miserable. Will she be able to escape? Will she be reunited with her family? Will she be able to have a relationship after all she has been through? Will anything ever be the same?


46. Voices

Paige's POV

Blurry. That's all I could see. My hearing was completely different though. I saw Maddie fade away, I felt the rush of cold water, and I heard the fast current. Everything was happening too fast, I couldn't get a grasp on what was going on. I tried o call out, but I couldn't find my voice. I looked around, but all I saw was black. I couldn't remember how I got here or why I was here. All I knew for certain was that I was dead. 






Something swirled inside me, making my stomach lurch and be tugged around. What the hell? I attempted another scream in my black pit of a prison, but it was useless. Frustrated, I tried to reach at my hair. My hands refused to move. My entire body was just lying still as if I was paralyzed.
What was going on?

What was happening to me?

I wanted to thrash around, to scream at the top of my lungs, to cry out for help. Of course, I couldn't. 

Since there was nothing to do, I counted. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. Eight. Nine. Ten........

One hundred sixty-eight. 

One hundred nintey-two.

Two hundred forty-eight. 

Two hundred sixty-nine. 

Two hundred eighty-seven.


I stopped at one thousand. I couldn't take it any longer. My memories blurred around in my head as I tried to squeeze out the information involving how I even got to this odd state of mind. Was I dead? Was I dreaming? Well, if it was a dream I was going to flip a shit when I wake up. 

My body began to be weighed down and I realized that this was definately reality, and that I was dying. I was being sucked away into death, so I did all I could think to do... I fought back. 

I was too weak to call out, or to scream, or to even open my eyes. I wimpered and twitched around. My entire frame shuddered and moved the slightest bit. 


I was doing it. I was fighting back. Out of instinct I began to think back on my memories. I thought about being a kid with my sibilings. I thought about the first time I was ever kissed. I thought about the time I broke my leg. I thought about a boy. He was more like a man at times. His name lingered on the tip of my tongue as I strugged to place a name with the face I could see. His blue eyes were practically begging me to remember... but I couldn't. I wanted to scream, I wanted to stand up and yell at the top of my lungs. Who was he? Why couldn't I remember?

Voices broke through the black silence I had recently been accustomed to. 

"She's in a minor coma. She was lucky to have someone care for her so much." A man said. I perked up at this. Were they talking about me?

"Yeah, I know. It was crazy of her, but I'm glad she jumped in to save her." Another voice said. I recongized this one. I know I knew it, but I couldn't place who it was. 

"Who else is here?" Man one said. 

"The boys, her sister, some friends, and of course the paps and fans." He sighed as an answer. Fans? The hell was this guy talking about? 

"Do you need me to ask them to leave?" Man one said. 
"Nah, the fans are being supportive and the paps know better than to get any closer."

Then, I drifted back into darkness. 

NO! I needed to hear more, I needed to wake up.






A new voice pierced into my world. 

"Hey, baby. This is all my fault... I was being stupid. I didn't cheat on you though, I swear. I'll explain when you wake up, I promise." He said quietly. I felt something touch me. After a few minutes I realized he was holding my hand. 

"Remember this?" He chuckled, squeezing it a bit. My entire body tingled with happiness for a reason I can't remember.

"I want you to wake up. So much is going on and I can't even bare to have you out of the know. When you wake up you're going to have a boatload of information." 

I listened to his voice and let myself relax. It was such a soothing sound, I couldn't help but drift away into a more peaceful place, one that I didn't mind. 


"Good morning, P. I hope you dremt of me." The relaxing voice whispered hours later. 

I smiled to myself and yearned to open my eyes, but couldn't manage just yet. 

"Time to get out, sir. She has to get some treatment." An authoritive voice said. The boy grumpled and gave my hand a parting squeeze after kissing my forehead. 

NO! Come back! I need you to help me get up!

His footsteps trailed away and my heart sunk. Instantly I jolted up, feeling sharp pain all up my arm... Needles. I cringed just thinking about them. For once I was glad that I was in the dark so that I didn't see them. More pricks up my arm let me know that I was being hooked up to an IV. That means I was almost ready to wake up... Right?






More voices. Female. They sounded sad, like they had been crying. 

"It's all my fault. She was almost at my house... I should've gone looking for her right as she called." One sobbed. 

"Perrie, it's not your fault. She was going to jump, then she slipped after changing her mind. There was nothing you could do to help." Another girl said, they both sounded so familiar, yet I couldn't place names on them. 

More arguing, and more crying. That's all they brought into the room. To be honest, I wasn't prepared for that.... It must mean that I did something serious. Something bad. 

The calming voice was back with a few others. They all made me happy. I didn't know why or how, but they made me relax a bit. 


"I want to be alone with her." He said. I listened to his voice and felt my heart melt. They argued a bit before reluctantly leaving the room. 

He was silent, completely and totally quiet. He just stroked the back of my hand and placed kisses all over my face. I wanted to know who this was. I wanted to know why he had this sort of pull over me. I hope that I would soon wake up and see... It would make life a lot easier. 


His voice was gone and I was back in the black. I was done. It was too tiring to try and stay up there. All the voices began to blend into one monotone that made me sleepy. I didn't care anymore. I couldn't pick apart who was speaking or what they were saying. It was just background noise as I began to loose hope in myself. 


Brightness filled my black space. I realized that my eyes were open and I was staring at a white room. 

Where was I?

Carefully I looked around. I was aware of a boy sitting in a chair, asleep. I watched him take a few breaths before he jolted awake when the door flew open. A boy raced in and I looked at him in horror as I pieced together who it was.... How long had I been out?

"Liam?" I asked in a dry voice.

"Hey, honey. I'm glad you're ok." He sighed, kissing my forehead. 

My forehead creased as I stared at him. 

"Your hair..." I whispered, reaching out to stroke the buzz cut. 

"I thought you said you didn't mind it?" He laughed nervously. 

"It's so different." I frowned, pulling my hand back and looking around the room. I was in a hospital? That much I could put together from the boring wall paper and the sidetable filled with cups of pills and water. My arm tingled because of the needles, making me cringe thinking about it. 

"Paige!" The boy who was asleep took his turn coming up to my bed. I took in his figure, knowing that he wasn't a total stranger. 

"Hi?" I mumbled nervously.

"I'm so glad you're finally up, baby." He smiled, kissing my cheek and lingering above my lips. My heart raced hearing his little Irish accent and staring into his blue eyes. What was going on? 

"Um... that was passionate for a hello." I said, completely confused. 

"Babe, are you alright?" He asked.

"Yeah it's just I have no idea who the heck you are." I said, leaning away from him and staring at his blue eyes looking for some answer, but all I saw was pain and confusion. 


author's note:

heyyy sorry it took so long to get out, i had a few billion tests to take! Ugh. I hope you enjoy, this might be one of the last few chapters.... not sure yet. Comment like crazy and like this up!! Your comments make my day, so please feel free to give me input with your opinion. I love hearing from you and i hope you like this chapter. I think its a bit difficult to understand, but long story short it's paiges POV from inside a comma. Do you think she actually forgets about her blue eyed beauty? Hows he gonna react? What about Maddie... where's she during all this? 
Comment like favorite!!! Thanks!! 



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