He Loves Me Not

Paige has been torn over and over. Taken away from her family, lied to, and abused by her crazy boyfriend she is miserable. Will she be able to escape? Will she be reunited with her family? Will she be able to have a relationship after all she has been through? Will anything ever be the same?


49. Nandos

Paige's POV

Harry jumped away once he realized what was happening. 

"No... I can't do this to him. He'd kill me." Harry mumbled to himself, running a hand through his curls as I just sat, lost on the bed. 

"Who?" I asked. 

"I-I'm not allowed to say." Harry sighed, sitting beside me. 

"Liam? I know you think he would be pissed, but he won't mind if I'm happy." 

He shook his head with a chuckle, "No, not Liam." 

Damn, people were so damn secretive around here. I groaned and left my room to go get a bite to eat. 

"I'm going to Nandos! Anyone wanna come?" I yelled to no one in particular. Zayn and Lou both said they were fine. Then they looked at each other and smirked deviously. 

"You should check with Niall." Zayn said. 

"Oh yeah, he loves you..." Louis nodded eagerly then quickly added, "If you take him there."

"Ok...?" I laughed awkwardly before going to Niall's room and knocking. I asked Niall if he wanted to come. He answered yes eagerly and I couldn't tell if it was because I was asking or if it was because food was involved. 




Both of us got a bunch of wings to split. 

"I miss this..." Niall thought aloud. 

"Miss this?" I asked motioning to the food, "Or this?" I asked motioning to myself. 

"Both." Niall whispered. 

I shook my head and tried to clear my thoughts, but it was all so murky... so unclear.

"What are you thinking?" Niall asked gently. 

"Well... the problem is I'm not thinking. My head hurts, it's all cloudy up there." 

A worried look passed over his face and he nodded quietly then munched on some chicken. 

I sighed in frustration and looked down at the plate of food. My appetite was gone. I was sick to my stomach just thinking about how much I must have forgotten.

"You should eat, P." Niall yawned, taking a sip of his drink. 

"What did you call me?" I asked with a gasp. No one had called me that since... since Maddie. 

"P. That's what I call you." He shrugged, yawning again. 

"Why're you so tired?" I changed subject. 

"Cuz I've been stressed lately." He rolled his eyes. 

"I like your accent." I blurted out. He laughed hysterically. I mean it, he really really was laughing. I wasn't sure how a guy could laugh so hard or look so adorable while laughing. Eventually I joined in the laughter and realized that we were being photographed. I had forgotten that he was famous...

"Niall, if I ask you something will you tell me the truth?" I asked gently once our giggles subsided. 

"Course." He nodded, his blue eyes set on mine. 

I chickened out of my question. It was stupid anyways. I asked him to tell me about himself and the band. I wanted to catch up and learn as much as I could. 

I closed my eyes and took in his voice. His relaxing voice that sparked my memories slowly. 



"So you love being Irish?" I asked sarcastically. It was clear he did. 

Niall laughed again and nodded with a roll of his eyes. 

"I do that a lot." I said randomly. 


"Roll my eyes. People tell me I always roll my eyes." I laughed to myself. 

"I probably got it from you." He chuckled. 

"How's Greg and baby Theo doing?" I smiled at him. I knew how happy Theo made him. 

Niall went to answer with a massive smile then he froze and whispered, "I didn't tell you about Theo yet..." 

I tilted my head trying to understand what he meant. Then my eyes widened as I put together the pieces. 


Out of pure joy I jumped up and kissed Niall. I didn't know what took over me, but it felt right. It was just a peck. But Niall was clearly looking for more. He pressed me against him and I felt my brain spark with every second his kissed me. 

Niall... Niall... Niall. That's all I could think. I remembered being freed from Nate's and meeting Harry and Niall. I remembered kissing Niall for the first time. I was slowly filling in the gaps. 

"I'm remembering. You kissed me and I remembered." I whispered into his chest. I could sense the massive smile on his face as he kissed my forehead and brought up another memory... An awful one. He cheated on me. 

I shook my head. Maybe I was making things up. 

I needed time to put everything together. It was still jumbled up in a cloudy, murky mess in my head. So many memories were floating through my head. I knew Niall and I were dating, but I couldn't remember where we left off before I went into a coma. I couldn't remember everything and that was the problem. Niall's kisses slowed and he eventually just sat in the chair hugging me. I pretty much just sat there painfully still. I was so confused... so beyond confused. 

My mind had messed with me earlier today with Harry... was it messing with me now? 

"I think we should go home." I whispered. 

Niall nodded and eagerly led me through the paps to the car and drove us back home. 

"Don't tell anyone about that back there..." I said quietly when we were almost home.

"What? Why?" Niall asked angrily. 

"I don't know what to believe, Niall. This morning I kissed Harry. That felt right. And now I just kissed you and that felt right too. I want to have some time to settle my thoughts. I need to remember on my own... no influence by kissing." I sighed, hoping he would understand. 

Niall's face was red with anger. 

"Harry? Harry kissed you?" He snapped.

"No... he pulled away. I kissed him." I whispered, shielding my face from his. I didn't want to see the hurt I knew he would be feeling. 

My head just throbbed. I felt like I had a migrane, but times 40. It was so painful. So awful. It hurt so bad that I began to question if my body wanted me to remember everything. I felt like I should let go and move on for some unknown reason... But my heart was telling me it was time to finish the puzzle. The tears built up in my eyes as the pounding in my head only got worse. I shut my eyes and shook my head furiously. 

"No!" I screamed in pain. 

"P, what's wrong?" Niall asked quickly. 

"I can't take it! It hurts too much!" I screeched. 

"Shhh. We can fight back together." He promised. 

"No. I need to be on my own." I snapped, he didn't understand my pain or my confusion. 

"You can't go in there!" He yelled after me when I stormed off to the guest house a few feet behind the actual house. I frowned and ignored him, needing to be by myself. 

I threw open the door and flicked on the lights. Instantly I heard a shuffling and noticed someone in the backroom. I quietly walked over there and practically fainted. 

"Oh crap. You're not supposed to be here!" The person said. Hearing their voice my heart froze. Impossible... how was she back?



I had completely forgotten to update! Sorry about all that suspense! Anyways, hope you like this chapter, its kinda short so sorry about that. Please comment, like, favorite! Try and guess who she found hiding from her. Hmmm... wonder who? How should Niall react about Paige kissing harry? Will she finally be able to grasp her memories and realize that she loves Niall? The memories will come with pain though... Poor Paige. 

Happy december!!!


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