He Loves Me Not

Paige has been torn over and over. Taken away from her family, lied to, and abused by her crazy boyfriend she is miserable. Will she be able to escape? Will she be reunited with her family? Will she be able to have a relationship after all she has been through? Will anything ever be the same?

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43. He Loves Me Not

Paige's POV

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"I love you." He whispered, looking into my eyes with such care that my mouth formed into a smile without even thinking. 

"Love you too." I struggled to get out, only thinking about who that girl in the car was. The one he lied about...

"NIall?" I asked as his lips met my collarbone. 

"Mmhm?" He didn't really stop to listen, and I wasn't that upset. It felt amazing, plus I didn't have the total guts to tell him yet.

"Thank you... for always being so good to me." I smiled weakly, now he did bring up his head. "Of course, beautiful." NIall nodded, but I saw the quick look of guilt pass across his face. 

"Um, that woman you said helped you plan my party..." I swallowed nervously.

"What about her?" Niall asked, rolling over onto his side. We were on his bed watching Titanic, but for the most part we had been kissing and talking. I loved him too much to ruin the chances of us, but it only pained me to not know the truth.

"I um, I don't remember what I was going to say." I lied, not meeting his eyes. Niall chuckled and wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me so that I was halfway lying on him as we finished off the rest of the movie.

 

 

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"Hey." Liam grinned, finding me in the kitchen after dinner. 

"Hullo." I sighed, looking into my mug of tea. 

"What's wrong?" He asked, frowing and sitting down beside me. I fiddled with my charm bracelet and didn't answer. Liam would probably jump to conclusions too fast.

"Remember when you, me, and Maddie once were trying to surprise mum for Christmas with a new perfume and we ended up screwing up the recipie and making the entire house smell like peppermint?" I asked randomly.

"Yeah, Mads loved it." Liam nodded with a chuckle.

"She said it smelled like candy cane lane." I smirked. 

"Why'd you bring that up?" Liam asked. 

I shrugged and continued to fiddle with my charms, too many thoughts going through my head. 

"I think Niall's cheating on me." I blurted out. 

Liam's eyes widened as his mind slowly processed this information. 

"What makes you think that?" He asked.

"I saw him with one girl then asked about it and shrugged it off saying it was that girl who helped plan my birthday... But I'm positive that it wasn't her." I whispered, my voice breaking. It hurt soo much saying it outloud.

"Do you want me to talk to him?" Liam finally said. I shook my head quietly, only wanting to figure out who it was. 

"Don't worry about it right now, I'll ask him about it later." I smiled nervously.

"If you need anything, you know you can trust me... and the other lads for that matter." Liam said. I nodded and sighed before moving to lighter topics.

 

 

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"Niiiiiaaal!" I squealed as he carried me around the house over his shoulder, no matter how much I smacked him or how loud I protested, he wouldn't put me down.

"This girl is beautiful!" He announced to all the neighbors, taking me outside into the dark. 

Niall carried me around until he found a nice tree that he helped me get up into. 

"Why are we out here?" I asked quietly.

"Because I wanted alone time." He smirked, his blue eyes were killing me.

"You could've just asked, you know I am too in love with you to say no." I rolled my eyes. Niall laughed and brushed away some of my hair, his fingertips lingered on my cheek. I felt so many emotions as my little leprechaun leaned in toward me, his lips parting and his cool breath touching my lips. All I wanted to do was kiss him. To throw him onto a bed and kiss him everywhere, he probably wouldn't mind.

"Babe?" He whispered against my lips in a way that he knew turned me on.

"Mmmhm?"

"I love you." He changed his mind on whatever he was going to say. 

"Love you too." I nodded, pulling away and leaning against the trunk of the tree. 

I sighed as a flower fell onto my lap. Niall watched as I took the flower and began to pluck off the petals one by one, mumbling "he loves me" followed by "he loves me not" and so on. 

"I do love you, so it's pointless to do that." Niall frowned as I got halfway around.

"Who said I'm talking about you?...he loves me."I pluck another petal. Niall's face reddened and I couldn't tell if it was from guilt or anger, but either way I let him know I was kidding then mumbled  a he loves me not. 

Niall laughed and played with my hair as I continued to pull off the petals and toss them off the side of the tree, watching them flutter down to the floor. Niall began taking pictures of me because he claimed that this scene was too perfect to miss a photo op. 

 

When I was down to the last few, Niall's phone began to buzz, indicating that someone was calling. With a laugh I tugged it out of his hands and hit answer. 

"Niall's Phone!" I answered cheekily.

"Um, who is this?" A girl said on the other line.
"His girlfriend... Who is this?" I snapped, glaring at Niall whose face was a mask of red. 

"Oh crap." The girl muttered, I could tell by her voice that it was the same girl. 

I handed Niall his phone and looked down on my lap, one petal remained, the petal I feared it would come to. 

"Babe-" Niall warned as he saw me starting to tear up, he knew exactly what was going through my head, more than that, he knows that he was the cause. It was true... it was all true. He had cheated on me, then attempted to cover it up with a new lie, betrayal ontop of betrayal.

"He loves me not." I whispered, throwing the flower at him and jumping down to the ground and running back to the house.

 

 

A/N:

Hello hello! 

Thank you guys for all the support! Over 100 comments... YAY! Just to keep you lovely readers up to date, i am going to be ending this fanfic soon. (i know so sad) sequeal is a possibilty but im not sure... Anywhoo whats gonna happen? This is the second time Niall has screwed up, what do you think Paige should do? Any plot twists you see coming? Anything you want me to incorperate before the book is done? 

Lets try and get this book more likes and more comments! PLEASEEE your comments make my day sometimes, so please please please give me feedback!

Xx,

Me

oh and ps i want to write another fanfic, so if you maybe want to be in it, or if theres something youre looking to read (cheesy relationship, bestfriends to more, super sex...etc) just comment whatever and ill try and make it happen ;) 

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