Dreaming in the Thorns. ➳ N.H.

I felt the walls moving around the music going through my whole body. I felt warm hands wrap around my waist spinning me around to face him. His crystal blue eyes filled with darkness. He took my hand leading me away from the crowd of people dancing pulling me outside to his black camaro not saying a word the whole way there. "Get in car" he said "why?" i questioned "JUST GET IN THE FUCKING CAR!" he screamed the first time in a long time i was scared i have never seen him like this. He saw the fear in my eyes "i'm sorry babe my please get in the car."
*Niall Horan fanfic*
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18. Everybody leaves you.

Delilah's p.o.v.

It was time to go meet Liam at the spring I didn't bother changing out of my clothes from earlier as it was still pretty cold outside. I locked my flat door and head towards the spring for the second time today. After awhile I noticed the recognizable bushes as I pushed past them to find Liam waiting for me. I ran straight into his arms holding on tight not wanting to let go. I could hear the tears falling from his eyes. I pulled away to look into his eyes.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Delilah, It hurts a lot to say this but you need to be with Niall! I can't stand in the way of what you guys have! It's my fault you guys even split up in the first place! But at the same time I was happy because I met  you! But it's just not going to work you need to be with him he needs you more then I do." Liam said with a shaky voice.

"What? No Liam why are you saying this? I thought you loved me!" I said with tears rushing down my face. 

"Delilah I do love you! It's just things will never work Niall will always still be in the picture! You need him and he needs you!"

"And I need you I said!" Said as I fisted his shirt punching his chest. Liam took hold of my hands so I would stop hitting him.

"I hope we can still be friends!" With his words he smashed his lips against mine. I didn't want him to stop. He pulled away and walked to the leave.

"Liam don't leave me I need you! I love you please don't leave me!" I cried falling to my knees.

Liam stopped in his tracks and sniffled rubbing away his tears.

"I'm sorry!" Is all he said as he walked away from me. I cried harder I wrapped my arms around my knees and rocked myself back in forth. As I talked to myself in my mind.

Your such a fuck up Delilah! That's why Niall left in the first place he didn't want you anymore. Phoenix left to get away from you and now Liam's leaving to! Nobody wants you! Your fucked in the head! Nobody want's a girl who has no idea who her dad is or who's mom is dead! Nobody wants somebody with a drug problem! Kill yourself you bitch! Nobody would care! Just do it already come on do it! 

I ran my hands through my hair almost pulling it out as I rocked. I stood up looking into the spring I could drown myself right now. Nobody would notice I'm gone. Nobody would care.

Delilah don't Niall would miss you! Liam would miss you! Phoenix would miss you! Bugs would miss you! The good part of my mind said!

No they wouldn't just do it you scared bitch!

Don't do it! 

I climbed to the very top rock of the spring knowing by just jumping I would probably die. I started stripping my clothes off so I was just in my bra and underwear.

On three I'm going to jump I said to myself.

"ONE!" I screamed out loud.

"TWO!" Before I could say three Niall busted through the bushes.

"DELILAH! Don't!" He shouted running to get where I was.

"STOP! Don't come any closer or I will jump!" I shouted!

"Why would you jump that's insane!" He said back.


"Not true I would miss you if your gonna jump then I'm going to jump!" Niall said as he started striping down to his boxers.

"No your not Niall why are you being so stupid?" I said.

"I'm not being stupid if your not here with me there's no reason to live!" He said walking closer to me. Before I could say anything else I was engulfed in Niall's arms. That's when I lost it I feel to my knees crying letting everything go! I felt Niall's tears on shoulder. I pulled apart to look into his eyes that were blurred with tears.

"I love you Niall!" I said smashing my lips into his as he kissed back.

Niall slowly pulled away pulling out a little ring box opening it up adn getting on one knee.

"Delilah-" He started before I cut him off.

"Niall, I'm not ready-" Then I was cut off by him.

"I'm not asking you to marry me I'm asking you to promise me one day we will get married!" I shook my head through tears as he slid the ring on my finger.

I crashed my lips into Niall's tangling my hands in his hair deepening the kiss. Niall's ends circled my back until he found the the clasp of my bra unhooking it with only one hand. He slowly  slide it off my body as he broke this leading towards the meadow of flowers. As soon as we reached it Niall laid me down as he started giving me love bites up and down my neck as he got closer to my breast he stopped right on my nipple sucking on it I let the moans just escape my lips.

Was this the right thing to be doing? I didn't know but what I did know was that I was madly in love with Niall.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when Niall edged my lacy panties as he ripped them of my legs. His tongue entered my body making me gasp with moans. I moaned even louder when Niall slipped a couple of fingers inside of me. I was getting close to my climax when I moaned for Niall to stop.

"Just fuck me already!" Niall took out his fingers and came up to my mouth kissing me passionality. As I ripped off his boxers waiting for him.

I felt Niall's tip at my hole as he slowly entered me sending chills all over my body. Niall thrusted deeper and deeper into to me as I moaned louder and louder each time. I had one hand digging my nails into Niall's back as the other ruffled through his hair. I felt myself coming closer and closer each thrust.

"Niall, Its going to happen!" I said with a moan.

"Let it!" He said as he went faster. Before I knew it I was filled with pleasure like never before as Niall climaxed the same time as I did. He laid on my chest as we both breathed heavily. I put my hand above us starring at my promise ring.

Was I making the right decision? 



(A/N) Oh my god I can not believe I just wrote this chapter! I cried through the whole thing! My imagination has brought me so far through this whole book! I can't thank you enough to all the people who supported me through this whole fanfiction! Thank you for all the likes,favorites, and comments! I also wanted to know if I should do a sequel? If you think so what should I name it? Please comment! I love you all thank you so much! xoxo. -Laney.

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