sad poems.

some sad poem things.

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3. anxiety.

Anxiety

 

Feels like a constant battle

 

With yourself

 

That everyone is looking at you

 

Judging everything about you

 

How you walk

 

How often you blink

 

How you look around

 

How your feet hit the floor

 

How your mouth moves in the simplest way

 

How you’re holding your books

 

How that shirt doesn’t fit you quite right

 

How your hair looks

 

Things other people wouldn’t worry about.


 

When a group of friends laughs

 

You think they’re laughing at you

 

It doesn’t matter how far away they are

 

Or who they are

 

So you keep your eyes on the ground

 

And keep walking.


 

When someone makes a joke about you

 

You think its serious

 

That it really matters

 

And that you’re always like that

 

That they’re judging you

 

You repeat the words in your head

 

That wasn’t supposed to make you like this

 

But now its something you remind yourself of

 

Every single day.


 

Eventually

 

It gets to the point

 

Where you have no friends

 

Because you stay locked in your bedroom

 

Where you can’t talk to people

 

Where no one can judge you

 

But you’re left alone with your mind

 

That haunts you

 

Every second of the day.


 

You can’t run away

 

It’s too late

 

Your body hangs from the ceiling fan

 

And your note in your pocket

 

Finally


The thoughts have stopped haunting you.

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