I Do -One Direction (15+)

Yes, it's the girl who broke his heart. But he moved on. There is a reason why I left him standing alone, but I could not bring myself to do it? But the question is, do I still love him? Can I go on? Would it be weird if we stay friends? I still loe her, but did she moved on? What will happen if we meet again? Will I ever win her over again,

A big question is about, can lost love be found? Or will she get in the way?

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2. Emmaline

 

 

                                                                  > <Two Years Ago> <
                                                                            Heart Breaks                                                                                                                              
 

 
Dreams. That's what I've been having lately, could never get the image of that night out of my head. The way he smiled as my insides were hurting and all I did was made the biggest mistake of my life by leaving him on the isle.

  
I still love him, but he's moved on, and I've tried everything. I was not ready to get married, I was twenty, and I had a career ahead of me, and so does he. I did not want to be the reason why he would not focus, and it was too much. We were both far away from each other. Hurting because of all the girls who throw themselves at him. I felt like I was never good enough, and that pain so much.

  
Right now you've probably guessed. My name is Emmaline, actress/dancer/singer who broke the heart of your famous 'Daddy Direction's' heart. I know, I know am horrible person for that, but I was not ready, we were fine when we started dating, well after we got over the fact that we never really hated each other. I did not have to worry about what they use to say about me, but since it was a constant thing, I could not take it anymore. words were like a stab every time it was said, it was a big problem that every time I step outside, there is either a crazy fan ready to beat me up or shout ugly words at me.

 
They say when you love someone, you will do something for them. And I did it, I did everything I could, but it got so much worse. Words hurt. Physical contact, they did landed me in the hospital a few times. I really tried everything I could, but I think it was never enough.

 
But here I am sobbing and eating Ice-Cream because of how much of an idiot I am, because I let a bunch of stupid girls get in the way of the one person who really gets me.

"Seriously Em, Why can't you just go ahead move on already, I think he already did, why can't you?" My best friend Joey utters, wrapping me in his arms while I cry my eyes out.

"Because I miss him ... so much. I could never bring myself to do such a thing. I still love him as you love Dustin right?" You see Joey is gay, and seriously I envied his relationship. I didn't care if he was gay or not, because it means that I can be girly and talk about things without getting weirder out.

 
I use to have a girl best-friend, we were inseparable, but she stopped talking to me right after I ran away from the wedding. Not once did she called me or try to see me, all I see is her picture plastered on magazine with Zayn. Which happens to be her boyfriend.

"Yes, but it's not healthy for you, I know you still love him, but you have to move on babe." I said nothing, I just focus on my tears. Cliche right? "How about we listen to the radio to take your mind of things, maybe they'll play your new song aye?" Again I said nothing, but watch him turn the radio.

  
"That was,'I miss you' Our favorite American Sweetheart Emmaline ... Now on business, you guys have been waiting months for this, and now it's finally going to reviled, you all know this group of boys we call One Direction ... "As soon as the words left the speakers mouth, I see that Joey was quick to turn it off.

"No. .. I want to hear it." I whisper still did not move from his grasp. He nodded slowly, moving his hands back down.

"... You know who these guys are right? And if you do not, then you must have been living under a rock so ... Anyways their worldwide tour will officially start in. ... America., The boys manager not, however, specifically say what part of the United States, but just keep a watchful eye, cause the boys might come near you .... That's all we have today, tune in tomorrow for more ... "

  I quickly shut off the radio when the tears shed again. He's coming here, well I do not really know where, but he's coming. Am not ready to meet him. "Come on Em, it has been two years and you have been sobbing over him. I think you are ready to meet him." Rolling my eyes on my conscience, I see that Joey turn on the TV. Nothing and no one said a word.

".... And here they are boys who have caught the nations,Get up on your feet and help me welcome .... one direction." Seriously? Another time? I see the boys ran on stage, all with big smiles on their faces. Gosh, I've missed them, but they probably hate me for breaking their best friends heart. I turn my attention to him, seeing as the smile grew big on him, but it never reached his eyes.

".... So guys how are you doing?" The fake looking presenter acknowledges the applause had subsided.

"Were great ... Awesome." They all choirs, clutching their hands why on it. I look carefully as they answer questions from their fans, and one that she had asked for. But then the question I always hated most, well I do. Getting up, I was sweating and shaking.

"So which one of you boys out and single?" She utters, looking at each boys. Niall and Harry's hands went up indicating that they were single. "So you have three are taking?" She asks, and the three boys nodded again. "Yeah Liam, we heard that you've been dating a girl name Danielle Peazer she was one of  your backup dancer for the x-factor?" I look as he slowly nodded, but something was off about him. "How is it working out for you, since the accident, with your ex-fiance Emmaline, which is now the biggest Actress / Singer in the world?" My breathing slowed, I hated when people asked the question. I mean it's none of your dam business. The rest of the boys looked at Liam, who looked like he was about to kill someone, but still manages to smile. Harry's hands moved to pat him on the back, encourage him to go further.

"It's been great, she's a really sweet girl and I enjoy having her around." He utters slowly, with the same fake smile the presenter had, who was not impress by his answer. Please do not ask another question.

"Oh ... Sources say the latest, cameras were flashing when Emmaline stepped out of the studio, and she has been ignoring questions about your past relationship, how do you feel about the whole" This bitch seriously would not give up, but a Part of me wanted to see what his answer would be.

"I do not know, and I do not care." He simply said. Well it hurts!

"Really, because eventually you have been distance, like you're not the 'Daddy Direction' you are! You've been out partying a lot, how your Girl-friend feels about it? "My God, this woman is really pushing it. I can see the anger clearly shown in his eyes, but as a kind as he is, he hides with a fake smile, one that looks like the fake presenter.

"She does not mind, it's not like am cheating on her, then ran away." Was totally not expecting it. I really hurt him, and it killed my guts.

"Well, Then she is a tough cookie, so ... Okay, one last question, and it's actually from one of your fans, and is dying to know the answer to this as well ... This question is from @ ii_Elizabeth1, Liz wants to know do you still love Emma? "My eyes were as big as a fish bowl, I slowly dropped my ice slowly while.

"Uh ... yeah ..." Then T. V was interrupted. I quickly turn my head to face Joey, who had the TV remote in his hands.

"Why the hell did you do that for?" I yelled, my eyes red with anger.

"This ..." He points to my surroundings. "Is it not healthy, and you need to move on."

"I do not want to move on." I pouted, hugging my nose, before turning to the empty television.

"Well, if you're not going to listen to me, so I'm going to leave. I've tried to help you, but you're only making it worse. I love you, and I still do, but it's too much, and were still friends, but right now I do not even want to talk to you. Maybe I should just call Eleanor, she could knock some sense into you. "With that he stormed out, leaving me agape.

  
Did he seriously just said that? And he's going to call El. No no no. I have not talked to her in a forever. Right after I ran away from the wedding, she was the first person I called, as I also told her why, and she understood when I told her not to tell anyone. I put her in a situation that could seriously harm her, but after a while I completely stopped talking to her, and I can already tell that she's going to hate me. On that note,my door bell rang, indicating I had to stand up.

  
I slowly walk towards the door, wipe the tears that were now falling from my eyes. As soon as the doors slammed open, A hand collided with my neck, making tears fall even faster.

"Aww come here sweetie ..." El cooed, stepping closer inside my house, shutting the door with her left foot. "Gosh you're a mess." She exclaimed, making me chuckle. I did not laugh or smile for a long time, and she always knew how. "Seriously you rink, when was the last time you took a shower?" She asks, scrunching up her nose.

"A month ago ..." I muttered, hoping she did not hear me, but because of the loud gasp I think she heard me perfectly.

"Seriously Em, you know what? go in the bath right now and I'll lay your clothes out for you. You're getting out of this house, whether you like it or not." She demanded, pointing her finger to the direction of the door.

"But I don't want to." I whined, sniffling while.

"Right now." She requested again, with more aggression.

"Fine ... Don't need to be so bossy." I mumble caters to curly haired girl smiled happily at me.

This is probably not a good idea at all

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