Bad Boy Thief of Hearts (Zayn Malik Fanfic)

Ella the bookworm finds a mysterious boy that turns her life around. What is it about Zayn Malik from One Direction that makes her feel different feeling that she has never encountered bfore? Will he break her heart? or will this end in a happily ever after like in her books? find out by reading...


21. Chapter 21

Chapter 21


Zayn's POV

She looked so beautiful. She always did. I wanted to just kiss her and hold her in my arms, but I knew that she did not want me. I told her I wanted her and she didn't say she wanted to be with me too. Now here I was standing at her door looking straight at her light brown eyes and hoping that she would hear me out. Adeline and Niall came with me because according to Adeline, Ella, liked her and Niall. She said that with Niall there she would know that I was serious because Niall was going out with her best friend and that it would show that if their relationship could work than so can Ella's and mine. Also, the fact that Adeline was here would make Ella understand that Adeline and I were just friends. I did not quite understand most of the things Adeline talks about, but I figured that if she was willing to fight so that Ella and I can be together than I should give it a try too.

“Zayn,” Ella said surprised, “What are you doing here?”

“I need to talk to you,” I said. She looked behind me noticing Niall and Adeline standing behind me.

“We are here for moral support,” Niall said.

Ella nodded, “It's not a good time. I am a little...” she trailed off.

“It would only take a few minutes. Please. I needed you to hear what I have to say,” I begged. I didn't want to leave without letting her know that I was willing to fight for her.

“I want to hear what you have to say,” I heard a deep voice from behind her. Ella turned around to look at the person behind her. I peaked in and found Christian standing behind her. I can tell that they both were having an intense conversation before I got here. Christian had a look of frustration and anger on his face and it was making me uncomfortable. I wanted to tell Ella that I wanted to be with her, but I wasn't sure if it was a good idea to tell her in front of her boyfriend.

“Christian. No,” Ella said.

Christian walked up closer to the door his eyes fixed on mine. He stared at me with so much anger and hate. I was trying to fight back not to want to punch him. I hated the way he looked at me and hated that he had Ella.

“Come on in,” he said not leaving my stare.

Ella moved away from the door letting me in along with Adeline and Niall. I was starting to regret coming here and I can tell by the nervous expressions on Niall and Adeline's faces that they were too. We all sat around the living room awkwardly staring at each other. I can feel the intense atmosphere in the air and I could tell that none of us wanted any of this to happen. I was not sure what I was going to say or what Christian was expecting to hear, but I did know that I just wanted to run out of this room. Everyone was sitting quietly because no one was brave enough to say anything. I looked over at Ella and even though she looked scared and nervous; she still looked beautiful to me. The way her fingers nervously twitched on her lap made me want to hold her hand and try and calm her down. I could see her chest rise and fall with breathe she took trying to hide her nervousness. Her actions made me smile. I looked over at Christian who was staring at me with anger in his eyes and my smile immediately turned into a frown. I watched as his hand took Ella's hand entwining his fingers with hers.

A rush of anger flowed through my body making my hands ball into fists. I wanted to punch him because I knew that he was trying to let me know that she was his as if I didn't already know. I was so mad at myself for letting go of her. Everyday I wake up thinking of how stupid I was to let my career come between us. I should have fought for her. I should have told management that I wanted to be with Ella, but I didn't. I just stood their like and idiot letting someone else decide our future. Everyday I think of what could have been if I had never asked her to leave. I think of what we could have had if I would have kissed her the night she was in my hotel room. Things could have gone a lot easier if I would have just listened to my heart instead of listening to my head and the stupid fear I carried that night.

I could tell that none of us was going to speak and Adeline and Niall were beginning to grow very anxious. Niall was fidgeting in his seat and he kept rubbing his stomach. I think he was hungry. He was always hungry. I looked over at Adeline who was staring at Christian with a disappointed look on her face.

The silence was eerie and I can tell everyone thought so too. We all just stared at each other not saying a word until Adeline broke the silence and groaned, “can anyone just talk! Please! The silence is eerie.”

We all stared at her some of us scared because she broke the silence. I just smiled at her because she was always so much fun to watch when her confidence boosted.

“Hello,” she said waving her hands in the air, “anyone. Come on. Let's all just say what is on our minds. For example this is extremely awkward.”

Niall nudged her with his elbow because I could tell that he was just as scared as most of were. There was no knowing what Adeline was up to. She was the one person that wanted me to be with Ella almost as much as I did. Every time the subject came up she always had a new idea on how can get her to be with me, but I wasn't sure that this was her best idea. We are all sitting here in the same room not saying one word and all I wanted to do was hold Ella in my arms.

“Christian,” Adeline yelled, “What do you think?

Christian stared at me anger and hatred burning in his eyes, “I think 'Backstreet Boy' should stop staring at my girlfriend.”

I rolled my eyes as Adeline spoke, “OK That is a start. At least you're not just staring him down.”

“Can we all just not do this?” Ella spoke yanking her hand away from Christian. I couldn't help but smile at her gesture.

Christian then stood up from his seat, yelling, “No. I want to know what your 'friend' has to say.”

I sat back refusing to talk. There was no way I was going to talk when he was here in the same room with us.

He through his hands in the air yelling, “come on Mr. Big shot superstar. What is that you needed to talk about with my girlfriend.”

“I don't have to tell you anything,” I said.

“OK I think we are making progress,” Adeline said, “I think.”

I rolled my eyes at her and shaking my head to let her know that this was the worst idea she had ever had.

Christian stepped closer to me his tall frame towering over me as if he was trying to pick a fight, “Fine. Don't speak. Just get out of here.”

I stood up from the couch my face aligned with Christian's, “as far as I am concern this isn't your home and I am sure Ella wants me here more than she wants you here.”

Christian's arms when up and his hands pushed against my chest with force making me fall back onto the couch. I felt rage and anger flow throw my body. I was not about to sit here and let him push me around. I just laughed and stood back up from the couch. I looked at Adeline and Niall who had shocked expressions on their faces.

I wanted to punch Christian and I wanted to hurt him, but I knew that he was a lot more threatened by my words instead of my punches.

“Why are you so threatened by me Christian. Is it because you know that she likes me and not you.”

He nervously looked over at Ella who was frozen in her seat. Her hands were holding tight at the hem of her shirt and I could tell that she was scared. Christian looked back at me this time his eyes were dark and I could tell he was trying to intimidate me, but I wasn't afraid of him. I wanted this argument to go down as much as he did.

“You see it don't you. Every time she kisses you she thinks of me. Every time she is with you she is thinking of me,” I wasn't sure if what I was saying was true, but I knew that this would push his buttons and that was something I was enjoying.

I could see his fist ball up and I knew that he was raging with anger. I am not sure why I was enjoying watching him be so angry, but I did not want to stop. I think it was because for so long I watched him with her and I was the one who was raging with anger and jealousy and watching him like that was like my own payback.

Ella stood up from where she was sitting and walked over to Christian. She took his hand in hers making him relax. She tugged his hand trying to back him away from me. I felt a flow of jealousy through my body. I looked at her our eyes meeting. She immediately looked down to avoid my stare then Christian took a few steps back.

Niall got up in between Christian and me, “Come on mate. Stop.”

“No,” I said, “I am tired of keeping this all bottled up inside. I can't take it anymore.”

“Mate. Stop. Let's just leave,” Niall said resting his hand on my shoulder.

I shrugged his hand away and yelled, “No!”

I pushed Niall aside and walked up to Christian. I stood in front of him and said, “I don't care that you are with her. I want to be with her as much as she wants to be with me. She can deny it all she wants but I know that she wants to be with me. You can either set her free and let her be happy because you know that she belongs with me or you can keep her caged up and unhappy. I don't care, but know this I am not giving up on her.” I looked over at Ella and continued, “I am not giving up on you.”

I could see Christian's fist clench and he started to bring it up to punch me, but Ella grabbed his hand band brought it up to her lips. He calmed letting his fist relax. Ella stepped in between Christian and me. I stepped back trying to give her a bit of space.

Her eyes stared right into mine and I smiled at her. Every time I stared into her eyes I could see that she felt the same way. I could tell that she wanted to be with me as much as I wanted to be with her. I could feel my heart race every time she looked at me. My palms grow sweaty and my blood boils with lust. My skin yearns for the feel of her touch. With just one glance I could feel my every part of my body ache for her.

I watched as her rosy lips parted to speak and I licked my lips nervously trying to suppress the thirst for her lips against mine.

“Zayn,” she said closing her eye, “I...I'm in love with Christian.”

Her words hit my heart like daggers. I felt my knees get weak and I wanted to fall to the ground. I can feel the blood that flowed through my body stop because there was no point in living anymore. My heart was shattered into pieces and she didn't even know it. She just stood in front of me with a sorry look on her face. I didn't want to believe that she didn't love me, but she wan standing there telling me otherwise. I wanted to tell her that she was wrong and that I was the one for her, but I felt dead and couldn't move.

“I'm sorry,” she said.

I could see the big smile on Christian's face and I knew that he was enjoying my pain. I was so furious because he had her and not me. He had all of her. He had her heart and her body. She was his and I was left with nothing. The big smirk on his face was just making me angrier I couldn't take it and I had to take out all of my anger. My breathing grew heavier and I couldn't think. I felt my hands ball up into fist. I clenched down tighter trying to fight back what I wanted to do, but when I heard a light giggle escape Christian I pushed Ella aside my fist meeting Christian's jaw.

“Zayn!” I heard Ella scream.

Christian was on the ground and Ella quickly ran to his side making me a lot more jealous and angry. Niall and Adeline stood with shocked expressions on their faces, but did not care about what they were thinking. I just wanted to disappear because I had lost the one girl I truly cared about. I stared down at her scared eyes and it made me angrier because even though she had broken my heart she still made me want to kiss her. She was starring at me with fragile eyes and all I wanted to do was hold her in my arms.

“Get out,” she said through greeted teeth.

Her words caught me off guard. I guess she really did love him.

“GET OUT!” She yelled.

Niall was by my side pulling me towards the door, “let's go mate. You have to cool down.”

I lazily walked towards the door trying not to look back. I stopped by the door trying to force myself to get out with out looking back at her, but I was weak. I looked back only to find her in his arms consoling each other.








































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