"Hiding your feelings for someone only makes you fall harder for them."
Jessica was happy. That is until the fifth grade, everyone turned their backs on her, her best friend moved away, and she began to get bullied. She had no true friends for comfort, no kind mother for advice, no loving siblings for fun and games. She is alone. Stuck with a crush on her cousin a year and a half older than her. She knows it is wrong, but she cant help her feelings. When a certain contest rises in these families, what happens when shes no longer alone? When Harry discovers her darkest secrets? Will he keep his promises? Will she forgive him?


58. Chapter 58

Jessicas POV.

I few days later we flew home to Holmes Chapel the boys and I were staying at Harry.

"Well Hello"Harry nudged me.

"What?"I asked smiling.

"Someones birthday is in two days"He said giving me a duh look.

"Omg I totally forgot"I said and he chuckled.

"Well I didnt" Giving the you-have-the-best-boyfriend-in-the-world look to me.

I punched him lightly on tha arm.

"Ow!"He pouted.

"Awww is my little Hazza hurt"I said kissing his arm.

"Nope"He said and kissed me.


I woke up two days later to the thought that today Im sixteen.

"Happy Birthday beautiful"Harry whispered to me and wrapped me in a hug.

"Remeber your thirteenth birthday"He asked as I embraced him.

***Flash Back***

"Happy birthday Jessica I got you something"Harry told me.I smiled.

"This is to show that were not just friends were cousins and you'll always be in my heart"He said smiling.

"Harry! I absolutely love it!Its gorgeous"I said and hugged him

***End of flashback***
I fingered the golden locket that hung around my neck without Harry noticing.

"Hey"He whispered suddenly "You still have it?"

"Yea"I said looking down the color rising to my cheeks.

"You kept it"He stated shocked.

"I loved you Harry and I never took it off it felt like it was the only thing I had left of you"I said shaking my head.

"I remember what I said when I gave it to you I was so cheesy"He laughed.

I giggled "I kept it too"He said softly looking in my eyes.

"You did?"

"I did, I love you Jess"

"I love you too Harry"


From Selena: Happy Birthday!!!!! Come over we need to talk!xx

To Selena:Kk comin now and thanks btw

It was 6:00 I threw on some jeans and and a cute shirt and asked Harry to walk me cuz I dont want the same thing happening.

"Where are the other boys?"I asked while we walked.

"Mall"Harry said simply and put his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him. I smiled to myself.

We walked up the path to her house and I knocked on the door.

"Hey"Selena greeted us "Come in; Harry you too!"

We stepped in her house and immediatly were greeted by voices.....

"HAPPY SWEET 16 JESSICA!!!!!!!"Shouted everyone.I looked at Harry smiling.

I jumped into his amrs my legs wrapping around him as he carried me.

"Thankyou!!!"I shrieked and kissed him pationately.

He kissed back our lips moving in sync.

Perfect Birthday


"Present time!"Lou shouted.

Liam was first "Here"He said handing me a box. I opened and to reveal a beautiful heart bracelet.

"Thanks Li its gorgeous"I said hugging him. He smiled.

Niall came next "I got you Nandos"He said seriously.

"Uhm thanks"I said awkwardly.

"Just kidding"He laughed "Here ya go"

It was wrapped up in purple wrapping paper and inside was a beautiful floral dress.

"Omg its stunning thanks Niall"I said hugging him.

"Im next"Zayn said.

I nodded they got me so many presents.

"This is for you"He said. It was a long necklace a half of a heart. It said Always here and he showed me mind which said For you. I hugged him tightly.

And whispered quietly in his ear. "Thanks Zayn, for everything"

He just nodded and smiled.

"My turn!"Louis said and handed me a box I opened it.

"Carrots thanks"I said smiling.

"Hahaha here Jessa"He said handing me another box.

There was a card I opened it and read it.

Dear Jessica,

I hope things arent awkward between us, I knew you liked Harry from the way you looked at him. I just want you to know. I hope you still consider me as a close friend. I would love to still be close to you. And dont worry about me, you and Harry are the perfect couple. Im not hurt Jessica, I just want you to know though. Most importantly, Im always there for you whenever you need. Please consider me as a brother. I already consider you as a younger sister.

 I dont want you to feel awkward around me. Please dont. Come to me whenever you need something. I want you to feel as comfortable with me as do you wiht Harry. Again, Im always here for you, If you need advice or someone to talk to. Or just wanna cuddle ;).

Love you always,


I didnt even realize I was crying a little when i was done reading it.

"Thanks Lou"I said hugging him tightly.

"Your welcome Jessa"He said laughing.

I opened the present to reveal a picture of me and Lou. It was a picture of Louis his arm around my shoulder. We were both smiling and this was before we dated.

The frame said the words Friends Forever all around it and it was special. It just was.

"Can I take you upstairs to give you mine?"Harry asked smiling dimples showing.

"Yeah sure"I said following him upstairs and into the guest bedroom.

"First I got you this"He said handing me a box.

I opened it, inside was white converse, a Jack Wills sweatshirt and jeans.

"Now we can be matching"I said hugging him. Me and Harry both loved converse.

"Second"He said handing me a second box.

I opened it to reveala blue and gold necklace. It said Dream in gold letters.Harry showed his wrist which had the same thing but it said Big.

Dream Big. Harry knew I was always a dreamer. A big one.

"I love it!"I said hugging him tightly.

"Third"Harry said.

"Harry you didnt have to get me a thousand presents"I said sighing.

"Than can I at least get you 999?"He smirked. I laughed.

The next was a beautiful bracelet it had our names carved into it.

Harry and Jessica it said.

"Turn it over"He whispered.

I turned the bracelet over to reveal more letters.

"I love you Forever and Always - Harry" It said.

I cried. "I love you too"I said embracing him in a tight hug. He hugged me back.

"I love you"He said softly.

"Me too"

"Last present"Harry smiled.

I opened it to see something that made me cry.

It was a poster a cork board to be exact.

It said 'Cousins by Chance, Friends by Choice'

On bottom were all pictures of me and Harry. I smiled at the memories. The one where we had ice cream all over our face. The picture where me and Harry first like got together. The picture on every birthday of mine that past.the picture Harry smashed my face into the cake on my 14th birthday.

"Harry"I said crying hysterical. I hugged him and kissed him lightly.

"I love everything so much!Especially you!"I cried.

"I love you too"He said kissing my head.

"Now I have this card for you" He said handing it to me.

I sat down on the bed Haz beside me.

Dearest Jess,

I loved you the first day I got to spend time with you. My friends used to tease me for hanging out with you but, I didnt care, When its someone you love you dont care what people think. And all those days I left you I still feel horrible about. And Im truly sorry. I thought about you everyday Jessica. I will always keep your secrets. Always. I want to be the person you could turn to for your most embarassing confession. I want you to know in your heart, that even if Im on tour or Im in another country, I'll always be thinking of you and I'll always have your back. I promised to always be the cousin you love and I hope you always feel that way. You dont even have to promise cuz even if we get into a huge fight or something happens (which I hope not) I will always love you with all of my heart. I want to drill it through your head that I'm always there for you.

 You may not be my sister, but even though your my girlfriend I still feel like your my sister cuz I took care of you the past three years. I feel like I've known you forever. Your closer to me than anyone else in the world. And thats exactly how I want it to stay. I love you with all of my heart. Im truly madly crazy deeply in love with you. I have no words to describe, our relationship. I hope were always comfortable around each other like we are now. And I beg of you if we ever have a big fight or something goes wrong between us. I want you to please, open up this letter, and look at all the things I love about you. Im sure if I have done something I still love you and it was a mistake. Ive made lots of mistakes that I hope you forgive me for. And i want you to always be mine. And remember what  I think of you Jess not what other people do. Your talented, smart, funny, beautiful,caring, sensitive. you have an amazing voice, your a great songwriter, A great listener, Amazing athlete and artist, Your also a beautiful dancer and many other things, I could go on forever.

Promise me youll always love me,

Yours truly,


The tears were already out of my eyes and they flowed freely. I layed on Harrys chest.

"Promise Harry"I sobbed.

"Shh I didnt mean for you to cry"He comforted.

"Its just thats the nicest thing someone ever said to me- well wrote to me, Your the only person that was nice to me Harry, I mean now theres the boys and the girls and stuff. But you were always there whenever I needed you" I paused "I love you Harry" I never said the words with so much feeling in my entire life.

"I love you to Jess" And with that he kissed me and we went back downstairs for me to see the girls.



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