"Hiding your feelings for someone only makes you fall harder for them."
Jessica was happy. That is until the fifth grade, everyone turned their backs on her, her best friend moved away, and she began to get bullied. She had no true friends for comfort, no kind mother for advice, no loving siblings for fun and games. She is alone. Stuck with a crush on her cousin a year and a half older than her. She knows it is wrong, but she cant help her feelings. When a certain contest rises in these families, what happens when shes no longer alone? When Harry discovers her darkest secrets? Will he keep his promises? Will she forgive him?


53. Chapter 53

Later on that night***

Jessicas POV.

I arrived home with Lou. I always sleep at Harrys since my parents moved. Anne moved too.

"Lou can I talk to you a minute"Harry asked when we got home.Uh oh.

"Uhm yeah"Louis coughed.

They walked into the kitchen and I couldnt help but eavesdrop a little....

Louis POV.

After a great night with Jesse I walk in the kitchen with Harry.

"I told you not to touch her"Harry growled.

"I couldnt help it ok we like each other"I flaired my arms up into the air.

"Yeah thats the problem, she likes you Lou she told me" Harry said angrily.

"You guys talked?"I asked shocked.

"Hellooo?Shes my cousin and that reminds me, The kiss?"Harry asked. My eyes widened. How did he know?

"How do you know about that?"I snapped.

"Uhm Its called spying and now Lou she loves you and If I know you you'll eventually hurt her"Harry said.

"No I wont" I argued.

"Lou break up with her"


"Louis I said"

"Im not. I wont. You wont make me"I said stubbornly.

Then chaos broke out when Harry hit my jaw......

Nialls POV.

I heard shouting and went downstairs to find Jessica crying by the kitchen door and Louis and Harry shouting at eachother. I called Zayn and Liam and went to help Jessica I took her upstairs and me and Zayn sat with her while Liam dealed with the others. She went up to her room and jumped into her bed her head in the pillow. She sobbed and I rubbed her back while Zayn stroked her hair. Eventually she sat up.

"I cant anymore"She cried."Everything I do is wrong"

"Thats not true"I said and held her in my arms.

Zayn wiped away her tears.

"Yes me and Louis kissed so Harrys all crazy now and yesterday he let me date him"She sobbed.

"It'll be ok"I comforted.

She cried on my shoulder while Zayn sat with me and her.

I kissed her head and stroked her hair.

And then Zayn asked me to leave?

Zayns POV.

I needed to talk to Jessica privatetly. So I asked Niall to leave he got up confused.And shut the door.

"Jessica do you like Harry?"

"Yes, alot"

"So why'd you go with Louis?"

"Harry told me before he went on the X-Factor he just wanted to be friends. So I know he doesnt like me that way so I went with Louis because we both liked each other and I need to forget about my crush on Harry"She sighed.

"Did you do anything with Harry I should know about?"I asked suspiciously.

She shook her head "We kissed a few times in a friendly way though, I think"

"So you love Harry more than Lou?"

She nodded "Dont tell him please Zayn"

I took her in my arms "Dont worry, I wont"


When things finally calmed down. I walked slowly to my room but unfortunately I bumped into Harry.

"Oh hey Jess"

"Um hi"I said awkwardly.

"Can we sleep together tonight? I miss you." He smiled.

"I dont know Haz, I kinda wanted to sleep alone tonight" I told him.

"Please"He pleaded. I couldnt say no to his face, but I had too, Lou would kill me.

"Im sorry Harry, hug?"I asked.

"Fine"He mumbled and held open his arms.I fell into them and hugged him tightly.

"I love you"He whispered kissing my head.

"I love you too, goodnight"I said pulling away.

"Goodnight"He whispered and I went into my room and fell asleep


Harrys POV.

Louis and Jessica were dating for a few days already and I feel like I completely lost her. She doesn't even look at me anymore. It was always us: Harry and Jessica, Harry and Jessica, now its always them: Louis and Jessica, Louis and Jessica. Why did it  have to be? Why couldnt it be us again?

I was inturrupted by roarous laughter coming from downstairs, I went down and saw all the boys laughing their heads off. Nobody saw me yet. I peeked at Louis and Jessica, Louis pulled her onto his lap and wrapped his arms around her. If they hadn't began to date, I would've been Louis. That would've been us.

I continued down the stairs and grabbed my jacket. I just needed to be alone.I  was happy no  one called after me as I left. I walked to a place I know Jessica loves. It was a building with an extremely flat top, you can see the whole city and all its lights. Jess and I came here all the time when she considered me as her best friend.

I sat down on the wall facing the city and sighed. I miss her more than anything. My legs hung against the side of the buliding. I kicked them up and down softly. Why cant I have her back?

Jessicas POV.

I dont think anyone but me realized when Harry came trotting down the steps and left the house. I got up from Louis lap,

"Um Im meeting up with a few friends, I gotta go." I lied.

"Oh ok, babe. I'll see you later." Louis stood up and pecked my cheek.

It was already 7:30 p.m., and dark but I walked anyway.

I decided to check that buliding Harry and I always go to. Honestly, I really miss him. It feels like I haven't talked to him in forever. I hate that feeling. Truth be told, Louis is really possesive over me, I dont really like it. He doesn't even want me hanging out with Harry. Harrys my cousin.

I finished climbing the steps and saw him. His legs dangled off the edge and he stared out at the city blankly.

"Harry?" I asked softly.

He didnt speak for a moment, "Jess." He breathed.

I could hear him take a deep breath before he spoke, "I really really miss you. And I know you like Louis and...and Im happy that he makes you happy but Im really upset. Its....its always Louis now. You have a problem, you go to Louis. Your upset, you go to Louis. Your bored and you wanna go somewhere, Louis! Why w-why cant it be me anymore? What happened that caused you to just leave me?" His voice cracked and he began to cry, I felt like running over and giving him a hug, but something pulled me back. "What caused us to drift away from each other? Everyone has a girl, everyone has a guy now. Except me. Im a loner." He whispered. "And it used to be, it used to be 'Zayn and Perrie, Liam and Danielle, Louis and Eleanor, Niall and Selena, I know we werent dating but at least I had you. I love you more than anything and I know you love Louis but....I-i love you. I love you. I wish I was your boyfriend. I wish you would come to me for all your problems. I wish you would laugh with me and watch movies with me. I wish we could cuddle and kiss and have a normal relationship. And you know what? I hate myself right now." He paused, "I hate myself for just ruining our friendship more than it already is ruined. But I just cant! Do you know how hard is for me to watch Louis kiss you? To watch you  guys cuddle and whisper like your so in love? Its so hard for me, Jess. I cant handle it. And please, just say you'll forget everything I just told you and we could be best friends again?" He whispered, "Just like we used to be. Please can we just be friends?" He cried.

"Maybe I dont wanna just be friends." My words shook as I inchecd closer to my cousin.

"You like me?" He whispered turning his head to look at me.

He looked like a lost kitten, so fragile and sad.

I nodded and sat beside him.

"Really?" His voice was stronger now.

"Really." I whispered.

"Then why did you date Louis?"

"I liked him kinda and I was trying to forget my crush on you."

He wrapped his arms around me and cried into my hair.

"I love you so much."

"I love you so much too." I whispered.

"Finally! Your mine!" He grinned and crashed his lips to mine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and I could feel him smile.

It was the first time, Harry and I kissed for real. It wasnt just a little kiss. It was filled with passion, love, and longing and I didnt want it to end.

When we finally pulled away, Harry and I cuddled and talked about countless things.

He pressed his lips to mine again and this time someone inturrupted.

"Jessica! What are you doing?"





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