"Hiding your feelings for someone only makes you fall harder for them."
Jessica was happy. That is until the fifth grade, everyone turned their backs on her, her best friend moved away, and she began to get bullied. She had no true friends for comfort, no kind mother for advice, no loving siblings for fun and games. She is alone. Stuck with a crush on her cousin a year and a half older than her. She knows it is wrong, but she cant help her feelings. When a certain contest rises in these families, what happens when shes no longer alone? When Harry discovers her darkest secrets? Will he keep his promises? Will she forgive him?


49. Chapter 49

Jessicas POV.

"I really like you too, Lou. Its just, can I get back to you in a few hours? I really want to, its just...its just hard to explain. "I breathed.

"Sure, love." He kissed my cheek and left me alone in the room.

I sighed. I feel so confused right now. I pulled myself outside and decided I'll go to the park.


I sat on the park bench thinking of my life. Harry. Louis. Kidnapped. Bullied. Hurt.

I had a hard life didnt I?

Harry leaving me, breaking promises, breaking my heart. A tear slipped from my eye and I didn't bother wiping it away.

"Hey, why you crying?" Interrupted a familiar voice.

I looked up to see Zayn, I quickly wiped away my tear as he sat down beside me.

"I dont know," I paused. "Just thinking."

"Need any help?"Zayn asked.

"Well yeah, kind of," I admitted.

"Ok, shoot." He shot me a soft smile.

"Well you know how Harry and I are really close, right?" I questioned.

He nodded, "Of course."  

"Okay, so erm he promised to always have my back and then...when he left for X-Factor he kind of...forgot about me."  

"Niall told me," He said softly, like if he spoke too rough, I would fall apart. I probably would.

"It really, really, hurt." A noise between a strangled sob and a hiccup escaped my throat. "Thats why, I was kind of crying...well anyways, last night, I was cold. Louis was holding me to keep me warm and Harry kind of got mad. Well Louis asked me out today. I don't know what to do," I stared at my hands, "I don't want to upset Harry, but I... I think I like Lou. I don't know!"


"Why would... why would Harry be upset?" Zayn inquired.

"I guess he's just protective over me.." I whispered.

"Well if you really like Lou, just go out with him, so Harry will get upset! If you like him you should go."

"But Harry..."

"You like Harry, don't you?"

"I...what? No!" A blush crept upon my cheeks.

"I won't tell him..." Zayn soothed me.

"Okay...yes, I do. A lot." I admitted.

 "Well, who do you like more Lou or Haz?"

"Harry...but he doesn't like me like that.  I probably only like him more because we are closer." I answered, looking down.

"I think you should talk to Harry, Jessica."

"But I'm scared to." I admitted.

"He's your cousin, the only reason he warned Lou is because he could get overprotective sometimes." Zayn told me.

"Thanks Zayn." I smiled, embracing him in a quick hug. "You really helped me."

"Anytime, so keep me posted, okay?" He winked.

I nodded, smiling, "Of course."

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