Coming Undone FIALT (sequel)

This is a dark and eerie fanfic it will include deaths, violence, cursing, and it will have sex scenes in it if any of that worries you or you have trouble reading stuff like that then this story is not for you but if you like stuff like that read this story I will try updating as much as possible. This book is a sequel you must read forever is a longtime to know what is going on.

I thought I finally got my happy ending, but I was dead wrong. It feels like everything is falling apart, just as quickly as they came together. I thought our journey was over. I'm scared, I don't know what to do we will be faced with some of the hardest desicisons in life.


23. dead

Kristys pov I have been sitting under this tree for hours. I don't wanna go back inside. I don't wanna face reality. I'm suppose to be ready. I suppose to want to kill Harry. I wanted nothing more then that two weeks ago, but here I sit contemplating it. I can't figure out why the fight I just had against Clovis was personal. As I sit here I wonder if Clovis has ever hurt me. I close my eyes tight trying to fight against my brain for some sort of memory, but like always I find nothing. There's certain things that stick out like when Kratos calls me princess It sounds formilar, the emotion is Niall's voice, or the hate that I feel towards Clovis. I don't know why any of that sticks out to me. I just know there's reasons behind it. I feel like I'm fighting a war against myself. My brain tells me it's the right thing to do, that I should believe Kratos and just kill Harry, but my heart tells me to believe Niall and not to kill Harry. I'm a vampire, I'm not suppose to have feelings. I'm suppose to be a cold blooded murderer without hesitation, but here I am hesitating. I even thought about running away from all of this, but if I run I'll never know the truth. I'll always be stuck wondering, but running has it's advantages. If I run, I run away from all my problems. I'm tired of fighting against myself on what's wrong and what's right. I feel a tear slide down my face. I have no idea why I'm crying. It could be because of how frustrated I am about this whole situation, or it could be something more, something I just can't seem to fucking remember. I wipe my tears from my face and begin to pull at my hair. I feel like I'm going insane, I feel like nothing I'm doing is right. If I could stay here under this tree forever I would, but I know that's not an option. I have to face reality. I stood up to make my way back inside. Maybe if I talk to Kratos some more I will findout answers. Hopefully his demeanor gives something away. I take a deep breath before entering. I place my hand on the knob and turn it, I step inside. The first thing I saw was the blood on the floor where Clovis had been laying. Where I left him to die, too bad I knew Kratos would save him. I walked to where I knew Kratos would be. I walked down the hall and stopped at the first door on the right. I knocked then pushed the door open. I found him sitting at his desk. He looked up and his eyes met with mine. "Can we talk for a minute?" I asked. "Of course we can." He said while smiling. "I think I need more time." I stated. "You're ready, you proved yourself earlier." He said. "I know, it's just I feel like I need more time. I know you say I'm ready, but I don't feel like I am. I think I need more time." I told him. "Are you having second thoughts?" He scolded. "What, no of course not. I just feel like I can be alot stronger. I want this over as quickly as possible. I want to be able to kill him without a fight." I lied. I still don't know why I'm trying to buy time for myself. So far Kratos has done nothing wrong. Well not that I can remember. "You're ready because I say you're ready. You have no say in this what's so ever. It's either kill or be killed." He growled. I felt the anger run through my veins. "I'm the one that has to kill him not you. If you want him dead so bad do it yourself." I snapped. I turned to walk away. I felt his hand grab hold of my forearm. "Listen here and listen good. I call the shots not you. Do you understand me." He shouted. My arm was burning from the grip he had on me. I tried taking his hand off of me, but her reacted faster then I could. He took hold of my face, pressing my back to the desk. He laid me down while he still had hold of my face. He crawled his way on top of me, our faces only inches apart. I could feel his breath on my lips as he spoke. "Do you understand me, princess." He whispered. I shook my head yes. He lowered his head and pressed his lips to mine. I didn't kiss back. Something about his kiss just felt wrong. I did not like it at all. I felt Kratos pull away. "Good girl. Don't disobey me again. Next time it will be worse." He said while winking. I ran out of his office as fast as I could. I didn't want to be around him. He disgust me. How is it that I have no say, I'm the one that has to kill Harry not him. I should be able to say when and where, not Kratos. I ran back to the only place I now feel safe. Out back, under the tree. My back slide down the tree as my butt hit the ground. When will I get answers. I brought my knees to my chest. I pressed my forehead to my knees and just cried. I'm so done. Harrys pov I was done, it was time. If she wasn't coming to me I was going to her. I'm tired of the wait waiting kills me. I'm ready to face her, I'm ready for it all to end. I'm so tired of feeling like shit everyday. I decided tonight will be the night I meet my fate. It won't be hard to find her. I know what she smells like. I don't wanna live if she's not next to me. If I can't call her mine. I was so set on living forever with her. I now know that will never happen. I wish I never knew what love was. I wish I never took her. I feel like I depend on her for everything. I feel like she makes my every decision. Even without her here. I'm deciding to give her what she wants. I know it's not what she really wants. I know that it's Kratos's venom telling her it's what she wants. I'm not mad at her I never will be. My love for her will never die even after my death. As I was preparing myself for my fate I heard a faint knock on my door. "It's open." I said. I watched Izzy walk in, I know all she wants to do is help but I just wanna be left alone with my thoughts. When did she decide to care so much. "Are you okay?" She asked. I shook my head no. "Sorry it was a dumb question." She stated. "It's alright." I assured her. "Can I talk to you?" She asked. I knew it was gonna have something to do with Kristy and I just didn't want to hear it. "I don't wanna talk about her." I stated. "It's not about her Harry, It's about you." She said whispering the last part. "What about me Iz?" I asked. "Are you sure you're making the right decision?" She questioned. I nodded my head. "And how do you know that?" She asked. "I'm tired of waiting. I just want this over with. Why can't you guys accept that?" I asked harshly. I don't mean to be ignorant to her. I just want them to stand behind me. "You're mad Harry to think we are gonna stand behind this choice." I didn't say anything. "We're just suppose to watch you give up. We're suppose to watch you give yourself to her. We're suppose to watch you die without saying or doing anything." She shierked. "Yea, ya are this is what I want just accept it already." I shouted. I was beyond irriated. I just want this to end. "I'm gonna tell you something, that no one knows not even Zayn." She stated. I nodded my head for her to continue. "It's my ability. I can show people what they wanna see most. I been watching Kristy. That's why I know there is hope. So please Harry don't do this." She begged. "Show me." was all I could say. "All you gotta do is look into my eyes. If you feel like you've had enough blink and it goes away." She instructed. I nodded. I took a deep breath and locked eyes with Izzy. I seen everything. I seen Kristy whisper she loved me before Kratos injected her. I seen her training, I seen her lying in the woods, I seen her fight Niall and her face while she was on top of him, I seen her almost kill Clovis. I seen all the hours she spent under some tree just thinking, trying to find answers. I seen the war she was having with herself. I heard her thoughts and how she didn't know if killing me was the right thing to do. Then I seen her in Kratos's office. I watched as she told him she needed more time, but he wouldn't grant it to her. I seen the pain written on her face when he grabbed hold of her arm. I heard myself growl. I heard the words he whispered to her "Do you understand stand me." Then I seen him lower his head and press his lips to what was mine. I blinked looking away. I didn't wanna see anymore. There was no telling what more he did to her and frankly I didn't want to witness it first hand. "I'm sorry you seen that part, but know that she is trying to drag it out for the sake of you, she don't know who you are but she feel that killing you without knowing if she should is wrong. So I beg you not to do this." I felt my fangs grow in. I grabbed hold of the door knob ripping it of the hindges. How dare he touch the love of my life. I will fight, not against Kristy but against Kratos. "He's fucking dead."
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