Mixing Up Love

Christina is an average girl who sees nothing special in herself. She enters a contest for a meet and greet with the girls of Little Mix. When she wins and gets to know a certain one what will happen?

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15. Chapter 13

Christina quickly slipped on her heels again. She stood up and adjusted her dress. A deep breathe later and she was about to leave the room.

Christina always felt different when it came to her sexuality. Yeah, she liked boys and there was the times when she thought she liked girls. But bisexuality was confusing to her and she didn't know if it was real. She understood some people were straight and some people were gay but how could you like both sexes? It was all a big mess of confusion and she thought her desire for women wasn't real.

The kiss she shared with a girl, the first time, felt more than good. It made her feel alive but the girl was drunk so Christina pushed all those thoughts out of her mind again. But, after the kiss she just shared with Jesy she knew she was attracted to females as well as men. t

Jesy's kiss had left her feeling more satisfied that she ever felt before. She wasn't a virgin but even sex with a man didn't make her feel the way she just felt with Jesy.

Christina was realizing that men and women could please her. A rush of confusion took her brain into overdrive as she started asking herself questions.

Was this right? Did it matter if it was right?

Was Jesy really into her? Or was this a game?

More and more questions ran through her mind until her head hurt and finally she just said, "Screw it!" 

Again she realized nobody could hear it simply because she was in an empty room. She looked at herself in the mirror and said, "You like men. You like women. Nothing wrong with that."

Christina fixed her hair and finally headed out of the room.

The club was loud and Christina felt it was going to be close to impossible to find Jesy. There was so many bodies pressed against each other she felt defeated. She hadn't even began to search for Jesy but already felt failure.

Breathing in deep she pushed through the crowd and began looking around. Everyone's face seemed to blur together and she couldn't even think straight.

Christina pushed her way back out of the crowd and over to the bar.

'This is hopeless' she thought.

Then a pair of small hands were placed over her eyes and a very familiar voice in her ear saying, "I knew you'd come looking for me."

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