Can't You See it Isn't Your Fault? (Sequel to Can't You See it Doesn't Matter to Me?) *COMPLETE*

Sequel to Can't You See it Doesn't Matter to Me!! So read that one first!!

"You're so stupid! How could you let him do that? Now he doesn't remember anything! It's all your fault and now, you lost him forever!" I think this to myself everyday, numerous times. Niall always tries to talk to me and get me to get out of bed, but I won't. How could I? Everything is my fault.


20. Chapter Twenty

Sam's P.O.V.

    Today is the day. One of the hardest days I've ever had. And I've had some horrible days... If you remember I didn't exactly have a great past... At least today Ben is back from visiting a friend so he's coming to the airport with all of us. I'm sitting on the bed as Zayn gathers the last of his things. It's weird; He's barely looked at me all morning. "Zayn? Do you want some help?" I asked when I saw Zayn struggling with the zipper of his bag. He stepped back from it and I zipped it up with no problem. "Are you okay?" I asked and looked at him. He cleared his throat. "Yeah. Just- come here." He said and I did. His arms twisted around me and he hugged me right. "I love you." He said. I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat and said, "I love you too." He released me and grabbed his bag. I followed him as he walked down the stairs to find everyone else there. We silently loaded the boys bags in the bus and climbed in.

    The ride had little talking. We piled out of the car and the boys got their bags. Paul led us inside and Liam went to check them in. A second later, he called them over to send their bags to the plane. I sat down in a chair and waited for them to return. "Boys you have five minutes then meet me in front of security." Paul ordered. They nodded and came over to us. "So this is it I guess." Louis said. We nodded sadly. We got hugs from all of them, then everyone ended up hugging their boyfriend again. "Two months without you." I said. "Don't think of it like that. Think of it as only two months, okay? I'll call you whenever I can I promise." Zayn said. "I love you." I said. "I love you too, Sam. Just don't forget okay?" he said. "I would never. Have a good time." I said. "Wish me good luck then. It's kind of hard when you won't be there." he said. "Please just have fun. Go out, hang with friends. Please? For me?" I said. I didn't want him to sit there all day thinking about me. "I will babe. But you have to too." he said. I nodded and he hugged me again. "Zayn come on. We have to go now." Louis said. Zayn kissed my lips before picking up his bag. "I'll call you when I get there." he said walking towards the boys waiting for him. We held all our emotions in as we waved and watched them disappear for two months. As soon as Zayn was around the corner I was in Ben's arms. "Shh. You'll be okay, I promise." he said. I wiped my eyes. "Let's go girls. I don't want to be stuck in this place any longer." I said. They all had tears on their cheeks and red eyes. They nodded and we walked out to the car. I jumped in the passenger seat next to Ben who was driving. Mollie was behind me next to Brianna, and Brooke and Ryan were in the back seats. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket so I took out my phone.

From: Zayn <3

I love you. You aren't crying, are you? Don't cry. I promise it will be over before you know it! :)

    Well, I wasn't crying anyways. I felt a tear down my cheek, but I quickly wiped it away. I don't want to cry. I want to be strong. I replied to his message.

To: Zayn <3

I love you too. No, I'm not crying. Are you? I don't want you to cry. Don't think about me that much, think about your job.

    Although I said I wasn't crying and wanted to be strong, that didn't work for me. I could feel the tears streaming down my face as I typed the message. I laid my head back and took a deep breath. "Only two months. Just like Zayn said. Not still two months, only two months left." I thought to myself.


A/N: ill finish this chapter in a few days! We're moving so I don't have a lot of time to update so I wanted to at least let u read this! Thanks! -Leah

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