Can't You See it Isn't Your Fault? (Sequel to Can't You See it Doesn't Matter to Me?) *COMPLETE*

Sequel to Can't You See it Doesn't Matter to Me!! So read that one first!!

"You're so stupid! How could you let him do that? Now he doesn't remember anything! It's all your fault and now, you lost him forever!" I think this to myself everyday, numerous times. Niall always tries to talk to me and get me to get out of bed, but I won't. How could I? Everything is my fault.


21. Chapter Twenty One

Sam's P.O.V.

From: Zayn <3

I know you're lying, Sam. Stop crying. I'll see you soon. I have to go now babe we're about to leave. I love you so much. <3

To: Zayn <3

Okay. I love you too <3

    We got home and went inside. I went up to my room and changed into some sweats. I then heard a knock at my door. "Come in." I said. Ben entered. "Hey. I was just making sure you weren't up here crying your eyes out." he said. I looked at my hands. "I kind of wish I was. I want to." I said. He hugged me. "It'll be over before you know it, Sam. And we're all here for you. The others know exactly what you're feeling so the best person to go to is one of them. Just like I know they'll come to you." he said. I nodded. "I know. Thanks Ben. I'll come downstairs in a minute." I said. He nodded and left. I grabbed my phone and went to the living room. "Are you okay?" I asked them. "Are you?" they asked. I was silent for a minute before I burst into tears. "No." I said. They started crying too. "We aren't either." Brooke said and we all hugged and sat down. "Well. We have like two or three hours before the boys will be able to call, so what do you want to do?" I asked. "I'll take you guys for ice cream. I know it helps girls when they're upset." Ben piped in. "Thanks, but you don't have to." Mollie said. "I didn't say I had to. I want to. Now let's go." he said. We stood up and piled into the car.

    We ordered our ice cream and found a table near the window. We just laughed and talked the whole time. It completely took my mind off of the boys and missing them. It felt really good to be happy for a while. But then, Mollie just started crying out of no where. "I'm sorry. I know we weren't thinking about it, but Niall just came to my mind and- I'm sorry." she said. I hugged her since I was sitting right next to her. "It's okay. We all probably will do that more than once." I said. She nodded and wiped her eyes. "Okay, well we should probably get going. They will be calling soon." Brianna said. We agreed and got into the car. Ben turned on the car and played the radio. Everything was going fine, until we heard the radio people say, "And next we're playing What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction to celebrate them starting their tour today!" I looked at the others as the music started. "Just turn it off please." I said. Ben switched it to another station, which was playing the same thing. "You know we just won't listen to the radio." he said. "Yeah, no radio." I said.

    We pulled into the driveway and went inside, once again, we all started crying. Our phones started to ring, but we didn't want them to know we're crying. Do we answer? Or will they recognize we were crying?



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