Can't You See it Isn't Your Fault? (Sequel to Can't You See it Doesn't Matter to Me?) *COMPLETE*

Sequel to Can't You See it Doesn't Matter to Me!! So read that one first!!

"You're so stupid! How could you let him do that? Now he doesn't remember anything! It's all your fault and now, you lost him forever!" I think this to myself everyday, numerous times. Niall always tries to talk to me and get me to get out of bed, but I won't. How could I? Everything is my fault.


11. Chapter Eleven

Ben's P.O.V.

    Sam is always so upset. I have to find that doctor and talk to him. Maybe he can at least tell me how to get Sam feeling better. I drove to the hospital and asked to see the doctor. "My sister, Sam, and all our friends and me have just learned about the death of our friend Zayn Malik. Sam is worse than all of us, maybe you could help? And so help me, if I find out you're lying about him dead, I will kill you. My sister is the world to me and seeing her this sad is not helping. So just admit it now if he's alive and out there. Because I'm going to find out eventually anyways." I said. "Zayn Malik is in fact, dead. There is nothing I can do to bring him back. I don't know what you can do about your sister." he said. I sighed. "I don't really care anyways." I heard him mumble under his breath. I pushed him against the wall. "Don't you ever talk about my sister like that. You don't even know how bad she's hurt by all this. She even thinks she found him, when really it's just some guys named Jaxon!" I said. "Actually, Jaxon isn't my name. It's Zayn." said someone behind me. I turned and Zayn was standing there. "What? Aren't you dead?" I asked. He laughed. "Well, you see, Jennifer, my ex-girlfriend, a.k.a. crazy freak that tried to make me think my name was Jaxon and I was her boyfriend, told everyone I was dead, and I had no clue about it. Then, I met Sam at Starbucks and that was just the beginning of finding out the whole thing." he explained and looked to the doctor. "And by the way, the cops would like to talk with you." I said. He sighed and went to walk past me, but I stuck my arm out and looked in his eyes while holding him in place. "And don't you ever think you can separate me from Sam. EVER. She's mine, so don't think you could take her from me either." I said through gritted teeth. I let him go and he walked out where we could no longer see him. "So Sam knows?" I asked. He nodded. "She's looking for you outside." he said. I nodded and we went to see Sam.


Zayn's P.O.V.

    "Sam? I found him!" I yelled. She came around the corner and ran over to Ben. "Ben.He's alive! this girl took him and she pretended-" she started but Ben cut her off, laughing. "I know, I 

know. Zayn told me." he said. She smiled. "Good. Can we please go home now?" she begged. We nodded and began walking to the car, except I pulled her back so Ben was ahead. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tight. "I love you." I said. "I love you too." she said. We pulled away. "What was that about" she asked. I pecked her lips. "I have time to make up for." I smiled. Her grip tightened and she frowned as she buried her face in the crook of my neck. "You okay, babe?" I asked. She pulled back and looked at me, her eyes glassy. "I thoughtI lost you." She whispered. "I know. It's okay. I'm here now." I replied and hugged her closer. "But it was all my fault." I heard her mumble under her breath. "What?" I asked. By the way she looked, I don't think I was supposed to hear that. "Nothing." She said. "It's not your fault, Sam." I said. "Zayn if I would've just moved the  we wouldn't have been in the situation at all." She said. "I didn't have to jump in front of the car to save you. It's not your fault. I chose to push you out of the way." I explained. A tear slipped down her cheek. I wiped it away. "Don't cry. Please." I whispered. She looked into my eyes and nodded before hugging me tight again. "Come on. Ben's waiting and we should go home." I said. She nodded and we turned to walk to the car. I tangled our fingers together and we climbed in. "Ready?" Ben asked. We nodded and he pulled out of the parking lot.

    We got back home and were really tired. "I'm going to bed guys. Ill see you tomorrow." I announced. "Alright. I'm coming too." Sam said. "Night guys." Liam said. Everyone else mumbled a goodnight and we disappeared. 

    We got ready for bed and laid down, my arms immediately finding Sam and pulling her close. She smiled. "What?" I asked. "Maybe I can actually have a good sleep now." She said. I frowned. "It's better when you're here." She said. I smiled and nodded. "I love you. Goodnight baby." I said. "Goodnight. Love you too." She said and son we both fell asleep.

    I was woken by Sam crying and muttering things I couldn't understand in her sleep. I gently stroked her hair and whispered her name until she woke up. Immediately, she sat up and her arms wrapped tightly around my neck. "Are you okay?" I asked as I heard her sniff. "I thought it was a dream." She cried. "Shh. I'm here, love." I whispered and rubbed her back to comfort her. She was crying so bad she was shaking. "Sam, calm down baby. I'm here. I promise I'm here. This is real. You didn't dream this." I said. I laid us back and stroked her cheek with my thumb to calm her down. "You're okay." I said. She smiled weakly and put her hand on mine. "I love you. Go back to sleep." I whispered. She nodded. "I love you too." She said as I snuggled up with her. 

     She woke up four more times having the same dream that I wasn't there. I don't know what to do about this. She obviously doesn't believe I'm really here. Maybe she doesn't get that I'm hers and she's mine. I don't know what to do about this. I thought about this for another ten minutes and came up with a solution; marry her. 



A/N: getting married, eh? How will Zayn propose? What will Sam say? ;) today was my bday :-) thanks for reading! Love you all! ~Leah

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