Can't You See it Isn't Your Fault? (Sequel to Can't You See it Doesn't Matter to Me?) *COMPLETE*

Sequel to Can't You See it Doesn't Matter to Me!! So read that one first!!

"You're so stupid! How could you let him do that? Now he doesn't remember anything! It's all your fault and now, you lost him forever!" I think this to myself everyday, numerous times. Niall always tries to talk to me and get me to get out of bed, but I won't. How could I? Everything is my fault.

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1. Chapter One

Sam's P.O.V.

    Now that Zayn is gone, I don't do anything. I sit in his room, in his bed and stare at the walls, ceiling, and everything else of Zayn's. I can't stand the thought of him being gone is my fault. Everyone says it's not. But I know it is whether they tell me or not. If I would've moved instead of froze when that car came, none of this would've happened, and more importantly, Zayn would still be here. Niall tries so hard to get me out of bed every single day, numerous times. He fails. I feel bad, but I can't go around like nothing is wrong when everything is. This is my fault. Niall still never gives up on me. All the boys and Brianna, Mollie, Ryan, and Brooke also come visit and try to get me to get up. I won't. I was just laying there, when Niall's head popped in the door. "Hey." he said. "Hi." I said. He came and sat on the edge of my bed. "Please come somewhere with me. At least just outside on the porch. Something. I don't care where or what we do. Please." he begged. Our eyes were locked together. "I can't, Niall." I whispered. "Why not? Zayn would never want this." he said. I weakened at the sound of his name. "I'm sorry for bringing him up, but he wouldn't Sam." he said. "He's gone because of me, Niall! Stop denying it! I'm not stupid! I can figure things out on my own! It's my fault!" I yelled. He looked hurt. "Oh my gosh, Niall. I'm sorry. I- I don't know." I said as tears were flowing down my cheeks. I hugged my knees to my chest and cried. Zayn is gone. I lost him forever. I am probably going to loose Niall because I'm loosing my mind and won't get out of bed. "Hey." Niall calmly said and pulled me to him. "Shh. It's okay." he whispered and rubbed my back. "I miss him, Niall." I choked. "I know, Sam. We all do. But we just have to move on, okay? Zayn would want us to be happy. So do him a favor and be happy." he said. "How can I when he's gone?" I asked. "You just have to move on." Niall said. I can't move on. "How could I just move on? I loved him!" I said. "You just do." Niall responded.

 

 

~One Month Earlier~

Zayn's P.O.V.

    Tonight I'm taking Sam out. She deserves it. Last week was our two-year anniversary. I got dressed up in a tux and fixed my hair. Sam would be ready any minute, so I went downstairs to wait for her. Minutes later, she appeared. "You look beautiful." I said as I pulled her in for a small kiss before we left. "Thanks. You don't look too bad yourself." she responded. I smiled to her. "Ready?" I asked. She nodded and I led her to the car. I am taking her to a restaurant called 'Zio's'. I don't know if she'll like it. I guess we'll find out.

 

A/N: I finally started a sequel! I'm really excited too! :D Thanks for reading! Leah

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