The Monster That I see

This is not your typical fanfic. I like writing dark stories and to be honest I'm tired of reading all the lovey dovey crap. This story is based on my imagination. I have an imagination that runs wild. So I ask you to join me on this journey but only if you can handle it!

Let me tell you about my life, the one I use to enjoy living. I was such a happy person. Now I'm bitter I don't really care what goes on in the world. I feel numb, sometimes I feel like dying would be a lot easier then living my life. My life is a living hell. All because of the one I love turned against me. He's no longer the sweet innocent boy I used to love in fact he's a monster. Join me as I tell you my story the real story of Niall Horan.


9. what was that

I woke up the next morning wrapped in Niall's arms I couldn't help but smile at him while he slept. I would have to wait until he woke up in order for me to get out of this hammock. I don't want another scene like last night. I gently ran my fingers through his hair hoping it would wake him. I continued to play with his hair. I felt him shift and I knew I had successed. "Good morning beautiful." He spoke in a low morning voice. "Morning Niall." I chirrped. "You ready to go back the hotel room?" I asked. He nodded. "On the count of three we get up okay." I stated. He nodded again. "1...2...3." I said. I noticed my feet never hit the floor. As I was getting ready to stand up Niall picked me up. He carried me bridal style until we got to the roof. He set me on my feet. We made our way out of the door, down the stairs, and through the hallway. We reached our hotel room. I felt Niall slip his hand in mine. I looked down and smiled. I could not believe I was his and he was mine. We walked through door hand and hand. We seen Sky and Harry still cuddled on the couch. "Whoa what is this?" Harry asked motioning to our hands. "We're together." Niall spoke. Sky clapped her hands I could tell my bestfriend was excited for me. "It's about time." Harry joked. "I'm hungry." I said. Just as I said it my stomach growled. "So let's eat then." Niall said. We ordered room service. We finished eating. I decided I was gonna shower so we could get our day started. "I'm gonna shower." I said. They all nodded. I made my way to mine and Sky's room so I could grab some clothes. I picked out a simple outfit, some blue jeans and a t-shirt. I grabbed my hairbrush, toothbrush, and my makeup making my way to the bathroom. Just as I was about to enter the bathroom I felt a hand on my arm. I turned around thinking it was Niall or Sky but it was Harry. "Uhh hi Harry, What's up?" I asked. "I just need to tell you something. I don't know what it means but I know that I have to tell you." He said. I was confused. I had no idea what he was talking about. "Well what is it?" I asked. "I had a dream a while back and you were in it." He stated. I quickly remembered the dream I was had with him in it. "Okay?" I asked still confused. "In the dream I told you to turn around while you still had a chance. I have know idea what it means, but I feel like I have to protect you." He finished. I could not believe Harry and I had the same dream. He felt like he had to protect me but protect me from what was the question. I stood there silent realizing the dream must be some sort of sign but a sign to what. "Britt, hello...Brittney." Harry said breaking me out of my thoughts. "Huh." I asked. "Are you gonna say something?" He questioned. "It's just a dream Harry, I'm sure it meant nothing. I'm gonna shower now." I answered him. I pushed the door open and I watched Harry disappear down the hall. It scary to think that two people could have the same dream. What did it all mean. Why wasn't there more sign in the dream. I quickly jumped in the shower. Ten minutes later I was done. I stepped out I wrapped a towel around my body and starred at my reflection in the mirror. "Don't worry it was just a dream dreams don't mean anything. I whispered to myself. I pulled out my toothbrush and brushed my teeth. After that I brushed through my hair. I applied some makeup a littled bit of mascara and lip gloss. I let my towel fall and I quickly got dressed. I made my way out of the bathroom down the hall and into the frontroom. I found Niall, Sky, and Harry watching tv. I walked over to Niall and sat next to him. I noticed he was on his phone. I looked over my shoulder and noticed he was on twitter. Before I got in the shower Niall was happy, excited. Now it's as if he's mad or sad. I put my hand on his thigh. "Hey you okay?" I asked. I watched as a smiled formed on his lips. "Never better." He stated but I could tell he wasn't. I know him well enough to know when something is bothering him. "You sure?" I asked. "I'm fine Britt really." He said. "I'm gonna take a nap I'll be in my room if anyone needs me." Niall said. I watched as he stood up to make his way to his room seconds later he disappeared. "Does anyone know what that was all about?" I questioned. They didn't say anything instead Harry handed me his phone. I noticed he to was on twitter. I scrolled through the newsfeed and what I read made me sick. @niallofficial you're so ugly! @niallofficial you don't derserve to be in one direction you can't even sing. @niallofficial how about you just die already!! haha. @niallofficial one direction would do way better without you being a part of it #bannedNiall I clicked on the hashtag and I noticed #bannedNiall was trending world wide. What is wrong with people. I looked up I noticed Harry was watching me. "That's not all Britt." He whispered. "What more is there?" I asked. "The media writes shit about him all the time. They say he lips sings." He said. "That's bullshit I hear him sing all the time." I said. "You know that and so do I but the media is shit. This what the do they make up stories. The press is in his face 24/7 and I don't know how much more he can take. He already cries himself to sleep everynight." Harry said. I had no idea about any of this. How could people be so mean. Before I met Niall I loved him. I used to fangirl over him all the time. I thought everyone else loved him too. I had no idea so many people were against him. "I'm gonna go talk to him, make sure he's okay." I stated while standing up. "Alrighty we'll be here." Harry assured me. I made my way down the hall to Niall's room. I knocked twice letting him know I was there. "Come in." I heard him say through the door. I turned the knob swinging it open. He was not taking a nap like he said he was. When I walked him I found him sitting up in bed his eyes glued to the screen of his phone. "Would you stop reading that shit." I said making my way over to him. "You don't even know what I'm reading." He said. "Yes I do. You're reading all the negative things people have to say about you." I said. He looked away from his phone and up to me. "How do you know that?" He questioned. "Harry showed me." I stated. "Why would he show you that. It's none of your business hell it's none of his business." He snapped. "I just wanted to know what was going on." I said. "Just stay out of it." He said slightly raising his voice. "I wanna help Niall, none of them people know you like we do. We're here for you." I assured him. "I don't need any of your guys help. I'm fine." He said. "Niall you're not fine." I whispered. "Don't tell me what I am. If I say I'm fine then I'm fine." He stated. "Niall ple--. He cut me off. "What don't you understand Britt just drop it already." He shouted. "I'm going to the pub I'll be back in a few hours. I didn't say anything I watched as he stood up grabbed some clothes and walk out of the room. I was in shock. I was confused all I wanted to do was help him, but instead he yelled at me for it. He never yells at me. We never fight. I just don't understand lastnight we were fine. He was fine. I never seen him act like this, and quite frankly it scared me. I sat in his room in silence. I heard the hotel door slam and I knew he was gone. I continued to sit there letting the arguement replay itself in my head. I was soon interrupted by Harry opening the bedroom door. "What just happened. Are you okay?" He asked. I watched has he stepped closer to the bed sitting next to me. "I don't know what happened. I just don't know."
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