The Monster That I see

This is not your typical fanfic. I like writing dark stories and to be honest I'm tired of reading all the lovey dovey crap. This story is based on my imagination. I have an imagination that runs wild. So I ask you to join me on this journey but only if you can handle it!

Let me tell you about my life, the one I use to enjoy living. I was such a happy person. Now I'm bitter I don't really care what goes on in the world. I feel numb, sometimes I feel like dying would be a lot easier then living my life. My life is a living hell. All because of the one I love turned against me. He's no longer the sweet innocent boy I used to love in fact he's a monster. Join me as I tell you my story the real story of Niall Horan.


13. Tegan

I've been going over the rules Niall has set in mind. Rule number 1 I'm not allowed to speak to anyone from my past including my own mother. Rule number 2 I'm not allowed to get close to any of his bandmates. Rule number 3 I am not allowed to tell anyone what goes on. Rule number 4 I am to act like our relationship is perfect in the puplic eye. Last but not least rule number 5 whatever Niall says goes, it's his way I have no say. How did I get myself into this mess. I'm home alone due to the fact the boys are at an interview discussing their upcoming tour. I thought it would be best to watch them since I'm not allowed to be close with them anymore. I turned the tv on turning to the channel I knew they would be on. I watched as the interviewer askes them questions about their tour and their personal life. I looked on waiting for it to be Niall's turn. "So what's it like to finally have someone to call your own." The female interviewer asked. I watched Niall prop his self up getting ready to answer. "It's great, she's a wonderful person. I feel like I can be myself whenever I'm around her. I love her and I hope she knows that." He finished. The crowd all made aww noises while I gagged. I decided I had enough of his lies. I shut the tv off and just sat there. The silence filled the room until I heard a ringing noise, I knew that ringtone. It was Niall's phone ringing he must have forgotten it. I make my way over to the table where his phone continued ringing. I picked it up looking at the screen. 1 new message from Tegan <3. Who is Tegan and why is there a heart at the end of her name. I never heard him talk about her before. Curiosity got the best of me so I clicked on the message. It read Hey Nialls are we still on for tonight ;) That struck a nerve, I was stuck here with all these rules and yet he's running around with another girl. Maybe that's why he's been sneaking away every chance he gets, maybe he's going to meet up with her. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard the click of the door knob being turned. I wasn't fast enough to put the phone down in walked Niall. "What the hell are you doing on my phone?" He demanded. While snatching it out of my hand. Thank god I deleted the text or I would be in some deep shit right now. "I was playing temple run, I was bored sorry I won't touch it again." I lied. I watched as Niall sighed in relief. "That's alright. You can play temple run whenever." He assured me while hugging me. I didn't wrap my arms around him as fast as I normally do. I feel distant more then ever now. I thought there wasn't anything else that could be thrown at me, but here I was proven wrong. I thought I had everything figured out. I didn't think he would stoop as low as cheating on me. I pulled away fron his embrace, he looked at me confused. Before he could say anything his phone rang. I watched as he looked down to see who it was calling him. "I gotta take this, I'll be right back." He said while kissing my nose. I knew who it was the moment his phone started ringing, it was Tegan wanting to know if they were still on for tonight, whatever tonight was. I want answers but I'm too afraid to ask. I wanna know what is the point of me being here if there is someone else. I wonder if she knows about me. Of course, she has to know everyone knows that I'm with Niall. I guess she just doesn't care. I hate her already and I don't even know who she is. I know he is gonna come back and tell me he won't be home tonight. I know this, because this is what he does everynight. Speaking of the devil I watched him make his way into the frontroom where he left me to answer his phone. "Sorry about that Britt, it was mom." He said. What a liar is all I could think of but instead I just nodded. "She wants to meet up for dinner. I don't know what time I'll be home, don't wait up and stay away from the boys." He stated. Niall leaned in placing anything but a sweet kiss on my cheek. I watched as he spun on his heel making his way to the frontdoor. I watched as he walked out. I heard him start his car and heard him drive off. I knew he was gone and I knew it wasn't with his mother. While he's gone what he don't know won't hurt him. I decide I wanna spend time with Harry. He's the only thing that keeps me sane here and plus he tells me all about Sky. I like to know what she's up to. I make my way upstairs stopping at his bedroom door. I knock and say "Harry it's me." I heard him make his way to the door swinging it open. I made my way inside and sat on his bed. We talked for hours I listened to him tell me about the tour. He told me everything that was going on in Sky's life. You see Harry and the boys think I've had a fight with Skyla and my mother, they know nothing. I didn't speak much I just listened. There was only one thought playing in my head. I wanted to know who Tegan was and how did Niall know her. After Harry finished what he was saying I couldn't hold it in anymore. "Whose Tegan?" I blurted out quickly placing my hands on my mouth wishing I didn't just ask that. Harry studied my face for what felt like forever. "Why?" He questioned. "Earlier when I said I was playing temple run I really wasn't. I was actually reading a text message he recieved from her, asking if they were still on for tonight. You notice he isn't here right." I said worry filling my voice. "Why do you put up with his shit. You deserve better Britt." He implied. I didn't bother saying anything to his comment instead I repeated my question. "Who is Tegan, Harry?" He took a deep breath he looked frustrated. "She's his ex."
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