The Monster That I see

This is not your typical fanfic. I like writing dark stories and to be honest I'm tired of reading all the lovey dovey crap. This story is based on my imagination. I have an imagination that runs wild. So I ask you to join me on this journey but only if you can handle it!

Let me tell you about my life, the one I use to enjoy living. I was such a happy person. Now I'm bitter I don't really care what goes on in the world. I feel numb, sometimes I feel like dying would be a lot easier then living my life. My life is a living hell. All because of the one I love turned against me. He's no longer the sweet innocent boy I used to love in fact he's a monster. Join me as I tell you my story the real story of Niall Horan.


11. promise me

I felt the impact of Niall's hand hit my cheek. I kept trying to tell myself that this was all just a dream. That Niall would never put his hands on me, but the pain I felt in my cheek told me this was reality. "I'm going to bed." He snapped. I stayed silent. I let my back slide down the wall. How could the person I have grown to love put their hands on me. When I look at him all I see is anger. I no longer see the happy boy starring back at me. The hate he recieves did in fact changed him. Was this all just an act from the beginning. It couldn't be he was so sweet so caring. There's no way he could have fooled me. I'm scared I have no idea what he is capable of doing. I thought I knew who he was. I thought I knew everything there was to know about him but I guess I was wrong. I have no idea who he is and frankly I don't wanna know. Harrys pov Sky and I had fallen asleep earlier. I would still be asleep if I didn't hear Brittney and Niall fighting. All the do anymore is fight. Niall has changed so much in just a few months. I would have never thought he would treat her like that. He use to put her before everything and now it's like she's at the bottom of his list. I love Niall like a brother but she doesnt deserve to get treated the way she does. I don't understand why she just doesn't leave. I looked over at Skyla sleeping peacefully. As I continue to stare at her I could never hurt her like Niall does Brittney. She has become a big part of my life. At this point I can't picture life without her I don't want to. The fight between Brittney and Niall was getting worse by the seconds. He was screaming at her like she was a dude he wanted to fight. I sat up in bed If I needed to step in I would. I don't like to see or hear them fight. I hate seeing Brittney cry and lately that's all I been seeing. You see Brittney is now my bestfriend I could tell her anything and everything and she listens. I trust her completely, and she never judges me. I heard a loud noise following by Niall's voice. "I'm going to bed." Brittney stayed silent except for her sobs. I waited until I heard Niall close his bedroom door. I stood up and made my way out of my room. I walked down the stairs and into the frontroom. I found Brittney crying to herself on the floor her back pressed to the wall. I made my way over to her quickly I slid down the wall and wraped my arms around her. She cried in my chest. I didn't care that she was soaking my shirt with her tears. She needed a friend right now and I wanted to be there for her no matter what. "It's okay Britt he didn't mean it, he just drunk." I cooed. "That's the thing Harry he's always drunk." She cried. "It will get better in time. This will pass." I assured her. "I hope so." She said looking into my eyes. I noticed she had a red mark on her right cheek. I brought my thumb up to her cheek to rub the mark. She flinced and pulled away from me. "What happened?" I questioned my voice filled with worry. "Oh I uhh.. I mean Niall almost fell over and when I went to catch him his head it my cheek. It's nothing." She whispered. I Had no other choice but to believe her. She's my bestfriend she has no reason to lie, and Niall would never put his hands on her no matter how mad or drunk he got her loved her. I knew I wasn't going to sleep anytime soon. So I thought it would be nice to spend some time with Britt make her feel better. I walked to the fridge and pulled out a tub of mint chocolate chip ice crem her favorite. I grabbed two spoons from the utensil drawer and made my way back over to Britt. She looked up at me and smiled. We decided a movie would do us some justice. We ended up watching most of nightmare on elm street. I got distracted when I heard her begin to speak. "I know this is gonna sound crazy but I'm not going home tomorrow." She said. "And why is that?" I asked. "I just can't leave him like that. It hurts to see him hurting like this. I wanna help so I just gotta stay." She stated. I just nodded and gave her a smile. We continued to watch movies but I just couldn't shake the feeling that there was more to her wanting to stay her and I will find that out. Not only am I promising myself but I'm promising her too. I know now what the dream meant. I do have to protect her. I have to protect her from Niall. Brittney pov I hadn't noticed but Harry and I fell asleep on the couch together. I rubbed the tiredness out of my eyes as I sat up. I noticed Niall sitting in the chair just looking at us. He looked angry. Sky was sitting there also but she wasn't mad she knew Harry and I would never do anything together. I was trying to look around the room so that I didn't have to stare at Niall. "You wanna tell me what this is all about?" He said gesturing to Harry and I. "Nothing. We were watching movies and we fell asleep." I answered. "Bullshit ya cunt." He snapped. "Whoa Niall, Her and Harry are just friends." Sky budded in. "Stay out of this it has nothing to do with you." He snapped. "It has everything to do with me He's my boyfriend and she's my friends. You don't see me getting mad. Believe her when she says it's nothing." She said. I watched Niall take a deep breath. "I'm sorry Britt I know I overreact sometimes." He said. "It's okay, really I forgive you. That's all I ever do is forgive him. I know he isn't sorry but I know he can't lash out infront of Skyla. They don't know how he really is. They only know that we fight contantly. "Hey are you packed?" Skyla asked me. "No." I simply said. "Well what are you waiting on?" She questioned. "Nothing Sky, I'm not going home." I stated. "Are you crazy you can't stay here your mom won't allow it." She snapped. "Actually I already talked to she said it's fine." I lied. "Are you sure you really wanna do that?" She asked. I nodded. "I can't leave Niall I know we fight alot but I wanna stay with him." I said. "Okay as long as you don't forget about me." She smiled. It was now time to take Sky to the airport she was already packed. Niall wasn't going with us. So it was just Harry and I. As we neared the airport I began to feel sad. I wanted nothing more then to get on that plane and leave with her butI knew I couldnt. Niall would some how find me. Harry helped Skyla with her bags. By this time tears blurried my vision. "Don't cry Britt we will talk everyday and I will see you soon." She comfort me. If only she knew that this was the last time I would ever see or talk to her. After she gets on that plane that's it it's over. I was told to say goodbye to my past life and she was part of it. I wrapped my arms around her not wanting to let her go. Eventually we pulled apart she took hold of my hands and looked me in the eye. "I'm scared Britt. This is how it all starts sooner or later he's gonna get abusive and you will be to far in to leave him. Just promise me you will walk away from him if it gets to that point." She whispered so that only I could hear her. "I promise." I said. I watched as she walked away. "Flight 98 to Chicago is now boarding." Was heard over the intercom. I watched as she disappeared. I made a promise that I would walk away. In away I wasn't lying I was walking away from my old life and everything I knew.
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