The Monster That I see

This is not your typical fanfic. I like writing dark stories and to be honest I'm tired of reading all the lovey dovey crap. This story is based on my imagination. I have an imagination that runs wild. So I ask you to join me on this journey but only if you can handle it!

Let me tell you about my life, the one I use to enjoy living. I was such a happy person. Now I'm bitter I don't really care what goes on in the world. I feel numb, sometimes I feel like dying would be a lot easier then living my life. My life is a living hell. All because of the one I love turned against me. He's no longer the sweet innocent boy I used to love in fact he's a monster. Join me as I tell you my story the real story of Niall Horan.


6. ours

3 months later Every chance Niall and I get we spend it together. We have been inseparable. I finally found out he likes me. I guess you can say we are pretty much together. He hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend but he acts like I am. I still have no idea what he sees in me, that I have not figured out yet. We have been on plenty of dates. I'm knowing to the public pretty well, at first I was just the 1D mystery girl, now they refer to me as Niall's lady friend. I kinda like that title. In case you're wondering I have recieved alot of hate from their fans, they call me ugly, they say I'm in for the fame and money. It's crazy, but none of it really bother's me. I read it and I just laugh. Anything is possible I'm just a fan like them, I don't quite understand all of the hate but it's whatever. I can't change their mind. I'm off of school due to summer vacation. I finished of course on the honor roll. They want me to skip a grade, but I said I would pass. I wanna graduate with Sky. Speaking of her. She got Harry's number. I know they spend hours talking. I'm not sure if they met up or not, she isn't as open as I am about this whole thing. Niall wants me to go on the UK leg of the tour. I told him I would have to talk to my mother about that, whenever that is. She's always busy working and sleeping. Niall said he refuses to take no for an answer. He said if he has to convince my mom himself he will. His determination is so cute. Niall and I have not had our first kiss yet. I'm not even sure that is gonna happen or not. We do hold hands and cuddle though. He knows now that I'm two years younger then him, he says he is fine with my age. After all age is just a number. Today is Saturday morning, I'm waiting on my mom to wake up so I can ask her about the tour. I'm hoping she says yes and that I don't have to bring Niall into this. Saturday mornings mean Saturday cartoons. Yea, yea I know what your all thinking, but who doesn't love cartoons. No matter how old I get I will always watch cartoons. As time goes by I notice my mom making her way down the stairs. I instantly feel nervous, like I'm gonna throw up. I want nothing more then to spend the summer with Niall. Not to mention the other members of onedirection that I have yet to meet, Niall promised me that no matter what he would inntroduce me to them. "Your up early." I hear my mother say. "Oh yea... I uhh couldn't sleep forgot to turn my phone on silent again." I lied. "That boy keeps you up all hours of the night and then wakes you up when he gets up, It's like he can't go a minute without thinking about you. I bet you're even in his dreams." She stated. I couldn't help but smile at my mother's words. "Actually there's something I wanna talk to you about, and I wanted to make sure I didn't miss my chance." I said. "Okay, so shoot." My mother said. "Okay well you know how you want me to get out and see the world more?" I asked. "Mhmm." She says while shaking her head. "Well I get the chance to, Niall wants me to go on tour with him." I rushed. "I don't know Britt being away with a boy isn't such a good idea." She says. "But mom you met him, you yourself said he was a sweet boy." I stated. "I know what I said, He is a sweet boy, but I'm just not sure if I should let you go." she flatly said. "Aww come on, nothing will happen. I wanna go please, oh please let me go." I begged. "Let me think about it." She said. "Fine." I huffed. Now here's the part that sucks waiting, I hate waiting. I just hope she says yes. I don't see why she would say no it was her idea for me to see more of the world, and now she has to think about it. "I'll be in my room if you need me." I said. My mother nodded. I made my way upsatirs and into my bedroom. I grabbed my phone and seen I had two text message one form Skyla and one from Niall. From: Sky You will never guess what happened!!! :] From: Nialler talk to your mom yet? I decided that I should text both of them back. To: Sky what, what happened?!? To: Nialler I did, I'm waiting on her answer now she said she has to think about it. :/ From: Sky I'm coming over I wanna tell you in person. Wow whatever she has to tell me must be important. She always just tells meover texts. From: Nialler oh man I hope she says yes, I don't wanna go that long without seeing your pretty face! To: Nialler you're such a cheese ball ya know that? lol I will text you as soon as she give me an answer. As soon as I set me phone done I heard the door bell going off. I knew who it was so I rushed down stairs. "I got it." I shouted. I opened the door and found Skyla, she was out of breath she must have ran the whole way here. I couldn't wait any longer I wanted to know what she was so excited about. "So you gonna tell me what happened or what?" I question. " on tour with them." She said trying to catch her breath. "Oh my god Sky that's great, is your parents letting you?" I asked. "YES!!" she shouted. Im not gonna lie I was a little pissed off that her parents said yea right away and my mom had to think about it. I turned away from her and headed to the kitchen where my mom was at. "MOM!!" I shouted. "What, what is it hun." She asked worried. "This isn't fair how come you have to think about it and Skyla's parents said yes." I asked. My mo looked at me. "Well why didn't you say she was going from the beginning I would have said yes right away. I just didn't want to be alone with a boy." She finished. I was in shock my mom had just agreed to letting me go on tour with him. I didn't say anything instead I rushed to my mom swinging my arms around her. I let go of my mother's embrace and ran straight to my room, Skyla followed after me. "I didn't know Niall asked you." She stated. "I was gonna tell you eventually. I was just bummed that my mom said she had to think about it. Oh my god this is gonna be great. I get to spend the summer with my bestfriend, Niall, and the rest of one direcction. I was too excited to text so I decided to call Niall. I dialed his number, seeing as I knew it by heart. It rang three times before he picked it up. "Hello Niall speaking" He said. I couldn't help but laugh at his stupidity. I quickly stopped myself from laughing. I wanted to pull a prank on him. "Niall." I said softly. "Yea Britt?" He answered. "It doesn't look so good." I whispered. "what seriously she's not letting you go. I'm on my way." He said. "It doesn't look so good because it looks like gonna be spending the summer......with me!!" I shouted. I heard Niall screaming on the other end of the phone. His excitment made me ten times happier. He really wanted me to come. After he collected himself. "you're a jerk ya know that?" He asked. "Maybe just a little, but you should have heard how excited you were." I said. "Still a jerk. We leave in two days, so start packing this summer is gonna be great, this summer will be ours." He told me. Little did I know that summer would change everything.
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