The Monster That I see

This is not your typical fanfic. I like writing dark stories and to be honest I'm tired of reading all the lovey dovey crap. This story is based on my imagination. I have an imagination that runs wild. So I ask you to join me on this journey but only if you can handle it!

Let me tell you about my life, the one I use to enjoy living. I was such a happy person. Now I'm bitter I don't really care what goes on in the world. I feel numb, sometimes I feel like dying would be a lot easier then living my life. My life is a living hell. All because of the one I love turned against me. He's no longer the sweet innocent boy I used to love in fact he's a monster. Join me as I tell you my story the real story of Niall Horan.


5. is this real

I decided it would be best If I didn't think about the dream. It was so hard though I had only met Harry once but his words held so emotion as if I was important to him. I thought about telling him that I dreamt of him but I didn't want him to look at me funny. Plus I don't have his number or anyway to get in contact with him. I can't ask Niall for his number that would just be weird. Speaking of Niall him and I have been texting everyday. I'm learning more and more about him, as he is about me. He still doesn't know I am two years younger then him. I'm afraid that if I tell him things between us will become different. Niall and I decided we were going to hangout soon. He said he wanted to see me again, that he was tired of all the texting, he said he wants to see my face. Everytime we talk he puts the biggest smile on my face. I haven't known Niall that long but he knows almost all my secrets. I feel as if I can trust him with my life, like he can never do anything wrong. I even told him about my parents divorce, I told him how my dad used to cheat on my mom all the time. It was a hard thing to go through I was only 12 when they had gotten divorced. I live with my mother. I used to go see my dad on the weekends but that never happens anymore he has a new family now. He doesn't need me. Niall knows that too. Niall said it would be best to wait a few days when him and the boys are on break that way there's no interruptions. He says he doesn't want to be hanging out and then he gets a call and he has to leave, he wants to be completely free. He wants to give me his full attention. Everynight we would talk about what we wanted to do when we finally got the chance to hangout. I'm one of them people that can never make a decision so I told him to just choose what we do. That was a mistake because he now know's what he wants to do and I have no clue as to what it is, and I hate surprises. I'm surprised my grades haven't dropped yet. I'm still a straight A student. I thought for sure they were gonna drop. The only thing that is ever on my mind is Niall Horan. I feel like he means so much to me even though we only met once, and only been talking for about a month now. It's weird he knows exactly what to say to put me in a better he mood. He knows when I'm happy or sad, he knows when something is bothering me. I kinda feel bad I haven't really been spending time with Skyla the only time I see her is in school, but I think she understands. If she got Harry's number she probably wouldn't even go to school, she would most likely go into to hiding so that all her time can be filled with Harry. It seems like my nights go by so much quicker now. I can talk to him for hours and it only feels like minutes. I don't know if he just sees me as a friend or something more. I'm too much of a chicken to ask him. Just recently I got out of my shy stage. It took a bit but I eventually felt comfortable. Talking to a guy is something new to me, and I'm not just talking to any guy I'm talking to a member of the biggest boy band in the world. It's true what people say that your life can change in just a blink of an eye. I see that now. As Niall and I decided to say our goodnights. "No you hang up." I said. "No you." He argued back." That went on for about 10 minutes, this is our same routine everynight, and I never get tired of it. I love his accent. Before Niall said his goodbye he told me he would be seeing me in two days. I was too excited to sleep so I decided I would pick out an outfit to where when we hangout. I know what your all thinking you got two days to do that, but I wanna look good for when we hangout. In my head this was a date, I'm sure in his it was only two friends hanging, either way i'm not complaining. I feel like I'm stuck in the dream world. As I was looking through my closet I found my favorite pair of skinny jeans, they're red, I pair it with a white crop top, and of course my white converse. I sigh in relief as I look over the outfit not too much but not boring either. It will do. I climb back in bed this time sleep wins the battle. I woke up the next moring and did my daily routine, took a shower, got ready and applied a little makeup. I said goodbye to my mother and headed out the door. I walked down to the corner to meet up with Sky and we make our way to school. I have all the same classes as her which was a relief. If i didn't I don't know how I would get through the day. I told her everything that went on between Niall and I, she isn't like your typical friend she isn't jealous that I get to hangout with him, infact she's happy for me. She wants me to talk to Niall and see if he can get Harry's number for her. Maybe that's the reason she isn't jealous. I was sitting in my last class waiting for the bell to ring indicated it was time to go home. As I continue to sit there I finally hear it. I quickly jump out of my seat and grab my belongings and head out of the class Sky isn't too far behind. Even though I'm on the honor roll school is way too boring for me, infact it's a little bit too easy. I'm always ahead of everyone when it comes to our studies I feel like such nerd. The walk home with Sky was as it usually is, us making friendly banter. As we near our corner I hug her, we say our goodbyes and head our seprate ways. Since my mom works nights I have to cook for myself. I decided on something fast and easy, also my favorite spaghetti. It was done in about thirty minutes. I ate dinner and quickly cleaned up my mess. I headed up stairs, pulling out my phone I noticed I had a message from Niall. From: Nialler what? did you forget about me, I guess you don't love me anymore. To: Nialler oh hush you know I love you I just had school not all of us can be a famous pop stars :] From: Nialler Wow that was harsh, anyways I'll be calling in now No more then two seconds after I received that text my phone rang. "Hey!" He shouted into the phone. "Hi Niall." I said excitedly. We talked on the phone for hours, he asked me if I was excited about us hanging out. I told him yea, I said it all casual but I was literally freaking out. I thought it would be a one time thing. The day we met he told me this wouldn't be the last time he would be seeing us, but how many people would actually believe that. He's famous, I'm just me. He told me he would be around tomorrow at five to pick me up. We said our goodbyes. I quickly climbed into bed. I needed all the rest I could get. I still have no idea where we are going. All I know is I can't wait. Waking up early is something I always hated. I forgot to turn my alarm off, usually I turn it off on the weekends but talking with Niall for hours made me forget to. I been awake since 7 in the morning. Once I wake up I can never go back to sleep. I took a shower and changed into my outfit for the day. I curled my hair, and applied some mascara. I decided I was gonna watch t.v to try and pass the time. It worked pretty well It was now 4 in the afternoon only an hour to go. I noticed my mom just waking up. I barely see her she works nights and sleeps during the day usually I'm never around when she is awake. "You look lovely, where ya going?" She questioned. "I'm hanging out with Niall tonight, he will be here at 5." I told her. It was like she couldn't control her happiness she made her way over to me and engulfed me in a hug. "Is this a date?" She asked. "Sadly no it's just two friends hanging out." I sighed. Either way my mother was excited, she wanted me to get out more and that's what I was doing. I hadn't noticed how long my mom and I were talking. I heard my doorbell go off I looked at my phone and realized it was 5 on the dot. I got up my hands becoming sweaty, I don't know why I was so nervous I just was. I took a deep breath and grabbed hold of the door knob and there he was. I felt my breath hitch like the first time we came face to face. I quickly shook the feeling away. "So you coming in or are you just gonna stand there?' I asked. He chuckled remembering that's the first thing he said to me, when we first met. I introduced him to my mother before leaving with him. She was impressed, she kept saying how sweet he was, and that he was a good looking young man. I decided it would be best to leave before she embarrasses me. I told my mother goodbye. Niall opened the door for me."Ladies first." He said with a smile. I stepped out thanking him. We made our way over to his car again he opened the door. "Are you ready?" He questioned. "Ready for what I don't even know where were going." I answered. "Our date." He said. I didn't say anything he seen this as a date too. I quickly began pinching myself. "What are you doing." He said while whacking my hand away so I would stop pinching myself. "I'm checking to see if this is real life." I whispered but too quietly because he heard me. He looked over at me wearing a sly grin. "Oh this is real."
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