Isabella is your everyday girl. She gets good grades has amazing friends. Her parents adore her and want nothing more then a good education for their daughter. what happens when everything doesn't go as planned? What happens when she comes face to face with a certain boy named Harry, the school's bad ass.


36. all on the line

I heard Harry call me the first time. I chose to ignore him thinking he would just leave me alone, but knowing him he is stubborn and he followed me. He shouted my name for the second time, I already had tears in my eyes. I didn't want to turn around to face him. I don't want him to see me this way, I don't want him to know I am still hurting over this. I should have known I would have seen him here, after all Liam is his friend. I knew I shouldn't have came. I'm so afraid of what he wants. I take a deep breath and turn around facing the guy I thought care about me. The one guy I thought would do anything for me. The only guy I've ever loved. As soon as my eyes meet with his I can't stop the tears from falling. He doesn't say anything he just walks right up to me and wraps in his arms around. I breath in his scent, I miss him so much. I miss being in his arms, I miss calling him mine, I miss spending time with him. I don't pull away, I just stay in his arms "This doesn't change a anything. I still want nothing to do with you." I remind him. But if I'm being honest with myself I want nothing more for us to go back to how we used to be. "I know, I know. Just please talk to me." He begs. I pull out of his grip and look him in the eyes, my breath hitches as I see tears making their way down his cheeks. "Okay Harry I'll talk to you." I sniffle. I seen him smile at my answer, I miss that smile more than anyone will ever know.



I know I shouldn't agree to hear what he has to say, but I just couldn't leave him like this. I never once seen him cry. I barely ever seen him show any emotion, he is so hard to read. A part of me feels as if he does care about me, but the other half of me is telling me not to be stupid. I know I can't let him back in he ruined us. "Start talking." I state. "Not here." He sniffles. "If not here then where?" I question. "Your dorm, my house, one of our cars." He says. "Your car." I answer. I turn away from him and make my way to his car. I wait for him to hit the unlock button, once I hear the click of the lock I pull the door open. I make my way into the car waiting for him to get in. "How are you." He says as he shuts his car door. "I could be better." I state honestly. "Me too." He says. We fall silent, I've never felt awkward around Harry until now. I feel like I don't even know who he is anymore. "Harry are you gonna say what you-." he cuts me off. "Iz I miss you." He says.



This is what I didn't want to happen. If he continues to talk like this is would be so easy to forgive him. I can't and I will not allow myself to do so. He needs to know what he did to me was wrong. I hope he learned not to do it to anyone else ever again. "Harry I can't do this." I whisper. "Just hear me out." He begs. I stare at him in silence waiting for him to continue. I watch as he takes deep breaths. "You know what we had was real right? At first it was a game, at first it was fun. Your innocence is what drove me in. But you made me wanna stay. I never met anyone like you. I need to know that we're gonna be alright Iz, tell me that there is still hope for us. Please." He begs taking hold of my hands. His touch sends shiver up my arms, I can feel the butterflies dancing in my stomach. Something I only felt with Harry. "I'm sorry I can't do this. How do I know you're even telling the truth. I don't know what's real or wh-." I'm cut off by Harry's lips crashing onto mine.



Our lips move in sync, our tongues dance to the same rythm they always have. Harry pulls away from me. He takes my face in his hands. He wipes the tears away with the pad of his thumb. "This is real Izzy. I never been so sure about anything in my life except for you. I never wanted one person so much. I feel lost without you. I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing without you. Please give me a second chance. Please Iz. I'll do anything." He cries. "I'm sorry but I need time. I need time to think about all of this. I need to make sure you're good for me. I need time to think about if this is real or not. I know you say it is but I have to see it for myself. I'm sorry." I cry. "It's okay, what I did to you was vile, you didn't deserve that and I know I don't deserve you. Take you're time Izzy, I'll be here waiting for you. Just know that I love you." He says as he places his lips on my forehead. "I love you to Harry. I really do. Just give me some time." I repeat. "Yea sure." He answers. I kiss his cheek and make my out of his car. I make my way over to my car and drive back to my dorm. I'm sure Linn will know where I ran off to.



Harrys pov



I really don't know what to do anymore. I just laid everything on line and she rejected me. Giving her time is gonna kill me, but I'm willing to do whatever if that means I get her back. I'll wait as long as she wants me to. It's the worse feeling in the god damn world for the one you love to reject you. I wasn't gonna drink tonight but I need something to get her off of my mind for a bit. I climb out of my car and make my way back to the house. Liam and Zayn are still in the same spot I left them. "Where did you run off to?" Zayn question. "I went to talk to Izzy." I answer. "Oh." He says as he rolls his eyes. I decide not to act on it. I don't want to fight with him anymore. It's pointless I know Izzy doesn't have feelings for him. It took a long time for her to admit her feelings for me.



"You guys need a beer?" I ask. "Yea I'll take one." Liam tells me. I make my way over to the fridge. I feel someone tap me on the shoulder. I turn around to see Torie. "Yea?" I question. "Do you know why Izzy isn't talking to me." She asks. "She's not talking anyone really the only people she is talking to is Louis and Linn." I answer. "You told her, why would you tell her?" She shouts. "She needed to know." I state. Torie doesn't say anything she walks back over to Niall. She whispers something in his ear, I'm guessing it had to do with me. Seeing as in Niall looked right at me. I grab two cans of beers and walk back over to Liam and Zayn. "Thanks." Liam says as I hand him his beer. I nod. I couldn't even tell you how many beers I had to drink. I know I had enough to make the room spin. Even being this drunk I can't stop thinking about her. I turn away from Liam and Zayn without saying anything.



I make my way through the crowd searching for Linn. This would be alot easier if I wasn't seeing double. Just as I was about to give up she makes her way out of the bathroom. "Linn?" I question. She rolls her eyes at me. What's with everyone rolling their damn eyes at me. "I know you hate me but I need to ask you a favor." I slur. "What Harry, what could you possibly want. She questions. "Can you stay at Louis' I wanna spend the night with Izzy." I tell her. "What? No she doesn't wanna be around and you're drunk." She says. "Please Linn if I wanna make things right with her I need to show her how much she means to me." I beg. "This isn't still part of your game is it?" She asks. I shake my head no. "I'm completely in love with her and I need to make sure she knows that before it's too late." I say. "Fine Harry but just this one time, unless she says otherwise." She says. "Thanks Linn." I state. I turn to make my way out of the house. "Harry." Linn shouts. "What's up?" I question. "You can't drive. I'm gonna drive your car to our dorm and you and Louis can follow behind me." She instructs. "Yea alright." I slur. This night could either go really good or really bad.

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