Little Things - A Niall Horan Imagine -Complete-

"I was just a normal girl with normal friends, normal teenage problems and a normal family. Or I don’t know if I would call my family normal. My parents we’re divorced. My little brother and I lived by my mom. Our parents fought a lot... I had no idea my live was about to change."


11. Party!

*Niall's POV*

So... I'd made my decision. I was going to leave her. Forget her. Even though I probably never would. The lads kept telling me to stay, but i just felt like this was the right thing to do now. Though it was going to hurt.
We had a few concerts this week and I had to focus on that, so we don't disappoint our fans. I mean the fans are the reason why we're here! We owe them everything.
Well the lads and I had been practicing a lot. I was starting to like it. It helped me forget about Y/N. I had to move on, and music was the only thing that could get me through this. I'd been singing and playing a lot of guitar lately. Just to get her out of my mind. It killed me inside not knowing what happened to her or how she is feeling. Hopefully she'd forgotten about me already. That would make everything way easier.

"Niall, are you coming buddy?" Louis asked as he padded my shoulder. I realized I was staring into a wall. "Ummm... yes... just give me two seconds!" I needed some time to get back to reality. "Okay Niall!" He smiled and understood that I needed a minute. I smiled back and watched him walk away. I shook my head. "C'MON NIALL!... JUST FORGET ABOUT HER!!!" I yelled. Was I talking to myself?!
After rehearsals we had some time to spend together. Just Liam, Zayn, Louis, Harry and I. We'd decided to go to Nando's and get some food. I was starving! But that was probably just because I didn't eat as much as I used to.

As we sat there by the table in Nando's a girl ran over to us. I sighed. I wasn't in the mood to talk with our fans right now. "OMG! YOU'RE ONE DIRECTION!!!" She whined. All the boys smiled except for me. She looked at me and noticed it. "Hey Niall... I was talking to a friend of mine who's in the hospital. She heard that your girlfriend was there too. Is that true? I don't have a chance anymore?" She giggled a bit. I fought to keep the tears back. "No... no I don't have a girlfriend, so..." Her face lit up. All the boys was staring at me like I just killed someone. 'What are you doing?!' Liam formed with his mouth so the girl wouldn't see or hear it. I looked down. I hadn't told the boys that I left Y/N yet... I sent Liam a 'Just forget abour it' look. The girl was just standing in front of us awkwardly. She was trying to figure out what was going on, when Zayn interrupted her thoughts. "Do you want a picture or an autograph, something?" He smiled at her. "OMG! Yes, yes, yes I'd love to get a picture taken!" She smiled and jumped a bit which made the boys laugh a little. We got up and posed for the camera. She said thanks and goodbye. We gave her a grouphug and she walked away. Normally I loved talking to our fans, but today I was just to depressed and tired. This year wasn't going to be easy!

*Your POV*
I woke up in the middle of the night. I couldn't sleep. I felt like something was wrong. It was dark and I couldn't see a thing. I sat there in my bed for hours, just thinking about Niall and how much I loved him. It was so annoying that I'd forgotten everything. Why live when I don't remember a thing? What about my family? It would never be the same. The only thing keeping me alive was Niall. He was my only reason to live. I mean if I'd forgotten everything what was the piont of living? Niall was the point of living!
He told me the other day, he'd come see me soon. I couldn't wait to see him! I missed him so much... I was a bit afraid he wasn't going to come. Maybe I'm not pretty enough for him and besides who wants a girl with no memory?! He deserved better than me. He derserved a sweet, beautiful and healthy girl. And that was not me. Well... I had to wait and see if he'd come. Hopefully he would! I couldn't live without him... I'd have to forget him... or maybe just take some pills and get away from this mess?

*One year later*
*Niall's POV*
I was right... It had been the worst year ever! I was still thinging about her everyday and my stomach would hurt. I missed her every second every single day! Her smile that could light up my world, her laughter that always made me laugh too and her beautiful eyes that made me forget time.
I didn't know anything about her or what happened... maybe she got her memory back? This was one of the questions I asked myself every day, maybe she got her memory back? Maybe I'll meet her again? Did she forget me? I had to stop asking myself these things!

Everything was great when it came to One Direction! We finished our tour some months ago and we'd had so much fun! Every time I dedicated Little Things to Y/N, but I didn't say her name, so no one but the lads knew who I was talking about. The paparazzi always tried to get pictures of me with that girl, but obviously they couldn't. I loved making them frustrated.
The lads helped me a lot to move on with my life. Whenever I was feeling down they would cheer me up. They really were my best friends! Brothers! Now that tour was over we didn't do much... We were recording a new album. I'd written one of the songs. It was about Y/N. The lads loved it. I didn't tell anyone it was about her. If she heard it she'd know! And that was all I wanted.

We were done recording. To celebrate we had a huge party. Everyone was invited. I was a bit excited. It was an amazing party and everybody had fun. I'd totally forgotten about Y/N. Probably because I got a little too much alcohol... The party was in our house and there were people everywhere! Every time I opened a door someone was making out in the room. I walked upstairs to my room. The door was locked. I did that before the party. No one was going to touch my stuff! I had a lot of things that I didn't want anyone to see, so... I was the only one who felt that way.
I unlocked the door and looked around to see if I was alone. No one was there. But still, I felt like someone was right behind me. "Whoever it is stop hiding and get thet fuck out of my room!" I was always swearing when I was drunk. I looked around once again, but I still couldn't see anyone... 'Just let it go Niall!...' I thought to myself. I ran my hands through my hair and sighed. I looked down. 'What the fuck is going on in your life? Leaving her back then was the worst thing you could possibly do! She needed you... You're such a cunt! You can't live your life when she's not around... Pull yourself together and find her!' My thoughts... they were right! I wasn't living, I was dead inside. I closed my eyes and started to cyr. It's been a while since I cried last. I just felt like crying wasn't going to help me at all! Maybe I was wrong. Maybe I needed to cry and let it all out. I opened my eyes again. everything was blurry. Someone was standing in front of me. I rubbed my eyes and saw everything clearly again.

"Hello Nialler!" She giggled. It was my fucking ex! She giggled. "I forgive you for beating me back then... I want us to be together!" She cupped my head when I slapped her. She was such a cunt! Why was I even with her before Y/N?! She fell and screamed. "You're such a cunt and we are never getting back together!! It's your fault Y/N lost her memory and I'm broken!" She started crying. "No Nialler, baby, forget her! I'm the one you love! C'mon let's have some fun?" I swear I wasn't going to have any kind of fun with that bitch! "Get the fuck out and never come back!" I yelled at her. She started begging me. I just ignored her. Finally she realized it was never going to happen. She left me. Suddenly I didn't feel like partying anymore... I packed a bag and drove away. I was going to find Y/N!...


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